Summer's Point of View
She didn't talk. She just threw herself in me and burst out crying. I tapped her back as she cried louder. I also got emotional thinking that I only have a few days and weeks to be with them. That hurts me thinking I waste my time blaming myself when I can reconcile with them.
"Why? Why don't you say it to me? I want you to apologise to me for ruining me but I'm also sorry for ruining you. I'm sure that you need me the most on that day so I'm really really sorry, I'm your only sister and you are my only sister" She said sobbing in between those words.
"I'm also sorry for not telling you this as I only know this information this summer. I'm really sorry for wasting my time and not being able to reconcile with you as it's my duty to protect you as an older sister" I said also in between my sobs.
"No, No it's not your fault but mine. I was stubborn and I got so shallow by my anger towards what happened that I didn't want to forgive nor forget you, I'm so so sorry, my sister" She said and even wiped my tears. I also do that to her while tearing again.
"I suffer from dissociative amnesia which is why I don't have to remember your birthday, I'm sorry for that and you have absolutely right to get angry with me for what happened" I said. She shook her head rapidly.
"If that's the case then we need to have memories together so you can remember me and we can still bond. I missed you so much, I love you, "she said. I smiled at that and also told her how much I love and miss her.
I showed our parent's letter to me when they got to know that I have an illness. I saw her tears and wiped it then she stared at me with a sad face and hugged me. Oh, I missed it so much, I miss her hugs. Even if I can't remember the memories, I remember the warmth of her hugs in my heart.
Someone barged in and it was Kyle. Just like Fiona, he also threw himself at me that made me feel uncomfortable. Fiona then grabbed him and gave him a death glare.
"Why? I'm sad about how you didn't tell us all along. We need to create more memories while you're still here. We need to get a vacation" He said and acted like a kid who's throwing tantrums.
"I have a list that I want to do before I die" I shortly said and they look at me with a sad face.
"What? So what's that?" Kyle said, even buffering at his words. I showed the paper where I wrote the seven things I want to do before I die. It was only seven because I only think about this as importantly.
"So the first one, you already did it today. Six more to go then you would you know" Kyle said. I just nodded. I have a plan that is attached to each day that remains.
"How about Jake? He's at his room today,crying" Fiona told me and I looked down. I just want to make up for Fiona today. I would give him space for now.
"I'm going to share it first with you, today. I want to bond with you first" I explained to her, she hesitantly nodded. I don't agree with what I said.
"Okay, where?" She asks. I saw Kyle also looks like he also wants to come with us.
"Where you want to go. I want to know where your special places are because I failed to remember it" I said and shyly bowed down. She grabbed me to her bedroom and locked it so that Kyle wouldn't get in.
She then went to his closet and found an outfit. She brings a beige dress with beige sandals and black cycling. She then told me to try it out as it was the gift that she buys for me when I just got eighteen.
But I didn't have an eighteenth birthday party because I am depressed and to think I have no friends so who am I going to invite with?
"Wow, you look stunning" She said then told me to wait as she would also get dressed.
Out of the two of us, she is more attentive about fashion. She's so fashionable and makes cute and gorgeous outfits. When I got to see myself in the mirror, I see the scars in my hand that I also did myself.
She came out and I complimented her because she really looks stunning with the brown crop top plain shirt and denim pants. She really rocks on everything she wears.
"Can I get gloves for my hand?" I asked and that's when she saw my hands full of scars. She then found suitable gloves for me but she only saw white gloves but it's fine for me.
"I'm really sorry, it was a stupid decision. I was so stupid and dumb, "she said.
"No, it's a common feeling to feel mad at someone and blame them for that. What's good is that we're okay so don't blame yourself for everything" I said and smiled.
We went out and saw Kyle waiting for us, he's also got to change with Jake who looks like he cleaned himself before going here. Fiona smiled and went directly to Kyle. I went downstairs with an awkward smile as Fiona pushed me to Jake.
I got out balanced but Jake instantly held my waist. Fiona immediately held me in my arms and apologised. I shook my head as I don't want her to apologise for simple things easily anymore.
"Let's go" Kyle said and we went out. There's a car parked in front of the gate. They went inside as I was still confused about whose car is this. I never know that someone in the twins is the driver, but I see Jake went to the driver seat.
"Hop on the passenger's seat, Summer" Kyle told me so I hop in. It was awkward since I don't know how to put myself with the seatbelt.
Jake leans in so I can smell his perfume, his scent is so good that all I want is to smell him for the rest of my life. He glanced at me and I don't know if I can still breathe. We're so close that all I could see was his lips. I think he sensed my fantasy so he finished getting my seatbelt.
"Let's go, stop flirting" Fiona teases. They both laughed and I can even see from here that they both high five each other.
Jake starts driving. He looks cool while driving the car, he looks so good at it.
"Stop drooling and just start complimenting me" Jake said and I heard Fiona and Kyle start to giggle which made this man get his ego high. I roll my eyes and just focus on the road.
It looks like we're going to be at the mall. I think this is Fiona's special place. Jake parked at the nearest parking spot where it is visible and near to the entrance of the mall.
"Where's your special place here in the mall? I asked her and she just smiled at me while holding my arms. The boys quickly followed us and it led us to the arcade.
So it was her special place. I think i have been to this place but i just don't know when since I don't remember all of the things that I used to go to before.
"The arcade is special for me and for you because this is where mom and dad really want us to go after going to church. They said that we would make memories and share a bond as we go here" She explains and I nodded.
She instructed Kyle to get a ticket for the horror tunnel. While waiting for Kyle, We started to wander around. I want to go to the claw machine as I want those teddy bears to be mine.
"Later, I'm going to get it for you" Jake whispered to me so I was stunned. He was that attentive to me.
"Let's get in the horror tunnel!" Kyle shouted as he excitedly stated it to us. Fiona held the hand as she explained that she's scared of the ride.
But as I know she just wants to be with Kyle or she wants to give it to us.
"Aren't you also scared?" Jake asks as we are getting closer to the tunnel.
"Nope, I was more scared of something now rather than the ride" I said.
He held my hand and whispered "Forgot about those things first and just enjoy things for now." I nodded.
"I would enjoy it with you so cherish it" I said. "I would do" He responded.