"We need to accept that life is imperfect."
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Arche walks quietly to Haru's room where she is staying. The hallway in the hospice was full of dark and quiet. He thought of following what Sander told him because he thought it was the right thing to do. When he reached Haru's room, he took a deep breath before grabbing the doorknob and turning it so that the door could be opened. When he opened it, he was very surprised by what he saw.
"Haru!" He shouted loudly and immediately ran to Haru and pulled it, causing them both to fall on the floor.
"Haru! What is on your mind to make you do that? Are you really going to leave me? Do you really want to leave us?"
"I want to die so you won't have to suffer because of me!"
"Haru, I haven't had a hard time with you since I found out about your illness! And also, Jasper, Nicole, Jayson, and Tyrel, don’t give up on you."
"Even if you don't tell me, I feel that you are having a hard time with me!" Arche was about to shout at Haru, but immediately someone spoke from the door.
 
"My daughter? What does this mean?"
 
"What happened to her?" Kian and Freya asked in shock when they saw a rope tied to the window and a chair lying down on the floor. Arche ignored the newcomers' question, instead, he angrily yelled at Haru.
"I fight! We fight for you Haru! Then you just want to commit suicide! If you think you're becoming a burden to us, you're wrong, Haru! You're wrong! Because even if I have a hard time with what I'm going to do, you're just healed! You just can’t get lost with us."
Freya slowly approached her daughter and hugged her tightly while Arche stood up and punched the wall.
"I just feel sorry for you, Arche, so I'll do thi-" Arche didn't finish what Haru was going to say. Instead, he shouted again.
"For me? Or for yourself? If you're tired, do you think we're not tired too? I hope you think of the people around you who continue to fight for you!" He shouted loudly and left the room. He also closed the door to Haru's room, and from there he leaned against the closed door while crying.
"I did the right thing, didn't I? I just don't want to see him cry and have a hard time because of me, so I'd better just kill my life now. Isn't it nurse Freya?" Freya tearfully shook her head at what her daughter was saying while Kian averted his gaze.
"Am I a bad person nurse Freya and Doc Kian?" She asked the two people in front of her that until now she still didn't call Freya as a mother and Kian as a brother.
"You are not a bad child, but what you did earlier is not the answer to removing the pain they felt from the people around you, especially if they did not want to lose you. No matter what happens, we are just here. We will fight with you."
This was the last thing Arche heard before he left in front of Haru's room. While Kian quietly came out of the room because, as his brother of Haru it hurts every time he sees the youngest sister struggling. He reached into the garden and sat down, and looked up at the dark sky.
"Dad, if you hear me, please don't take Haru, not now, dad. We haven't been with her for a long time. She has been separated from us for a long time. Give us time to be with her for a long time." Kian said
"Dad, it's hurt, I thought I was a brave person, but I made a mistake, I hope you are still here and living with us." Kian bowed his head until someone sat next to him.
"Nicole, my mother, auntie, and I were very lucky." Kian looked at the person next to him, and there he saw Carmen.
"I saw Arche crying outside in Haru's room. I knew something bad had happened to her until Arche came out of the hospice. I just stared at him until I saw you, so I followed you here." Carmen took a deep breath and looked up at the sky.
 
"Back then, Haru wanted to die, but we immediately saved her. I remember when she was 11 years old, one or two years ago, since Nicole's mom died, we just saw Haru want to jump into the river to drown, and the next day, my mom and I just found out that she was on the bridge and fortunately someone helped her, and many more times she attempted suicide. But do you know what we regret the most? That we didn't bring Haru back to your family because we were afraid of what might happen. And I even used Haru in my popularity." Kian was very confused by what he heard, and he frowned while Carmen laughed sparingly before continuing to speak.
 
"All the books I have, the truth is, I didn't make them because Haru is the one who created all this story." Here, Kian looked at Carmen.
"Everything she writes is based on her experience. Because I wanted to be famous and I wanted many people to admire me. Haru became my bridge. I'm sorry with us, especially with me, Kian."
Carmen said and stood up from her seat, and she put on the bench a folded paper before she left, while Kian stared at Carmen as she walked away from him. before he picked up the paper and opened it and read it.
 
'In every trial we experience, We all experience intense tears.
Tears have a reason why. With every pain and hardship we experience, there is a deep reason.
Look up to the sky and trust him. It's not bad to have a barrier in your way.
We cannot avoid it because that is the truth. The fact is that we can't change it.
Just be positive in life and just keep fighting. Every trial we go through we can overcome.
When the afternoon arrives fear in the heart and sadness gather.
But when the morning comes in our hearts, new hope will spring up again.
In every trial you face, just be steadfast, be brave, and believe in God.
Do not despair because all trials have a reason and it will disappear.'
Kian stared at the piece of paper for a long time until someone spoke from behind him.
"You can tell me your problem to remove the pain you feel. I will listen."
He put the paper he was holding in his pants and then looked at Tyrel who was obviously still from the hospital. Tyrel sat down next to him and spoke again.
"Aunt Freya called me and told me what happened. I injected Haru with sleeping pills because she was crying and trying to find Arche."
"Where's Arche? Where is he? Did you see him outside the hospice?" Kian asked while he bowed
"He was already with Jayson. Because my brother and I went here together and we saw Arche, who was a dumbhead walking. How are you, bro?"
"I'm fine," Kian answered and looked up at the sky again. Tyrel shook his head at what Kian said.
"You don’t have to say and force yourself that you’re okay, even if the truth isn’t. You don't have to pretend you're okay. The mouth can lie whenever you want, but the eyes sometimes do not agree with what the person is saying."
A long silence intervened between the two of them until Kian broke it.
 
"I no longer knew what I would do, cousin. Do you know how happy Mom and I were when we found out that Haru was my sister? Mom and I wanted to have fun but we couldn't because of this situation. It's just a pain because even though she's talking to me and mom, she still can't call mom as a mommy just like before and he can't call me brother. And earlier, if Arche hadn't come to her room, she would probably have disappeared with us again."
Kian refrains from crying because he is scared when his mother sees him, especially since he is the one giving strength to his mother. while Tyrel just listens to what he says.
"Mom and I still want her to be with us for a long time. And get back to her the memories she forgot."
"That will happen, Kian. You can still be with her for a long time, just believe. For now, we need a double guard over her so that what happened earlier will not happen again." Tyrel said, and he stood up in his seat.
"If you are okay now, go to your mom in your sister's room. She needs some strength from you. You need each other, I can only guide you. Don't worry, I'll try to find a way for our only princess to survive." Kian smiled at the last thing Tyrel said.
"For our only princess, we will make a way for her to be healed." He agrees with what Tyrel said.
"That’s right, it's the Kian Cortez I know who is always smiling." Tyrel happily spoke before he left Kian. He even tapped Arche on the shoulder.