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Chapter 3: part 2
Chapter 3, Part 2: The Beginning of Fate
Little did I know at that moment how profoundly those words would shape the person I am today. They served as a catalyst, propelling me out of my comfort zone and setting me on a path of self-discovery and personal growth. Inspired by Ms. Klaeh's advice, I resolved to become the best version of myself, and while the journey is ongoing, I can feel myself drawing closer to that goal.
I embraced the opportunity to overcome the traumas of my past, using my newfound strength and courage to propel me forward. Ms. Klaeh's guidance had opened up a world of possibilities for me, and I was determined to seize them. However, since the day she left me with those profound remarks, I have not seen or heard from her. It was as if she had vanished from my life, leaving behind a void. In those moments, she embodied the essence of a mother figure, and her absence left a lingering sense of longing within me.
Now, on the brink of turning 20 this month, two years have passed since I left the confines of the orphanage. Despite the passage of time, I continue to return to the orphanage every month, holding onto the faint hope that I will one day cross paths with Ms. Klaeh and express my heartfelt gratitude to her. Yet, there are no signs of her presence. Whenever I inquire about her, the staff simply informs me that she is on a break, further deepening the mystery surrounding her sudden disappearance.
As I reflect on my journey thus far, I realize that Ms. Klaeh's impact extended far beyond her words of wisdom. She ignited a spark within me that continues to burn brightly, guiding my actions and choices. With each passing day, I strive to honor her teachings and make a positive impact on the lives of others, just as she did for me.
In my pursuit of personal growth and self-improvement, I have immersed myself in various endeavors. I enrolled in evening classes to further my education, determined to broaden my horizons and acquire knowledge in diverse fields. I also took up volunteer work, offering my time and skills to causes close to my heart. Through these experiences, I have encountered people from all walks of life, each with their own stories and struggles. It has been both humbling and inspiring to witness the resilience and strength of the human spirit.
As I continue to tread this path, I am aware that my journey is far from over. The road ahead may be filled with challenges and uncertainties, but I am no longer afraid. The lessons I have learned, the courage I have cultivated, and the unwavering belief in myself have instilled in me a newfound resilience. I have come to understand that life is a series of interconnected moments, and every step I take, no matter how small, has the potential to shape my destiny.While the mystery surrounding Ms. Klaeh's absence lingers, I choose to embrace the notion that our paths crossed for a reason. Her presence in my life, however fleeting, ignited a fire within me—a fire that refuses to be extinguished. And as I navigate the twists and turns of my own story, I carry her teachings in my heart, forever grateful for the impact she had on my life.
With each passing day, I inch closer to becoming the person I aspire to be. The journey is far from easy, but I know deep within that the challenges I face are merely stepping stones on the path to my true destiny. And as I forge ahead, I hold onto the hope that one day, fate will reunite me with the woman who changed the course of my life, allowing me to express my gratitude and share the remarkable progress I have made.
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She became a woman who commanded admiration wherever she went, her transformation from an orphanage resident to a determined individual leaving a lasting impression on those around her.
KIEA'S (P.O.V)
From my perspective, I never expected to attract such attention. As I walked through the corridors, people would greet me, acknowledging my commitment to my studies and my exceptional academic achievements. While I appreciated their kind words, I couldn't help but feel overwhelmed by the sudden spotlight. I had never sought this level of recognition; all I desired were a few genuine connections amidst the sea of superficial praise. Letting out a sigh, I pressed on, making my way towards the school library.
Since entering adulthood, I had chosen to present myself as Chlouie instead of Kiea. Although everyone knew my real name, I had requested that they address me as Clouie, a name I felt more aligned with my current identity.
Upon entering the library, I exchanged greetings with the librarian, a familiar face who had become acquainted with my reading preferences. "So, what is it this time? What do you want to read?" she inquired, her voice laced with warmth.
"The designer's book," I replied, scanning the collection of titles before me.She chuckled lightly, seemingly amused. "Surprisingly, you haven't finished all the books here," she remarked.
I giggled softly, feeling a sense of camaraderie between us. "It seems they keep bringing in new additions. That's how close we've become in just six months. We even exchange jokes now."
"Yes, they do keep replenishing the shelves, and you should be grateful for that," she responded, her laughter subsiding. She motioned for me to quiet down, glancing at the other children engrossed in their reading. "Sorry, kiddos," she playfully apologized before turning back to me, her eyes twinkling with mirth.
In a teasing tone, I muttered under my breath, causing her to pout. "You work at a library, yet you can't seem to control the volume of your voice. I should find another spot now; I've wasted my precious free time talking to you."
She rolled her eyes in mock exasperation, waving me off. "Whatever, Chlouie," she said, a mischievous smile playing on her lips. I couldn't help but chuckle at her response as I made my way towards a secluded corner, pretending to cough to mask my amusement.
Seated comfortably, surrounded by books, I perused the titles, contemplating which one to delve into today. While my studies commanded much of my time and focus, I recognized the importance of expanding my horizons and exploring different genres. A romance novel caught my eye, and I decided to give my brain a break from academics and indulge in some captivating storytelling.
As I immersed myself in the pages, a memory surfaced, tangentially related to my reading material. Suddenly, my mind went blank as images of that boy resurfaced, consuming my thoughts. I found myself fixated on him, wondering what he was doing at that very moment and how he was faring.
It had been months since we last had the opportunity to talk, and with each passing day, he seemed to slip further away. I was unable to reach him, unable to have any insight into his whereabouts. Worry started to gnaw at me as time stretched on, and I began to question his well-being. It had been a year and a half, and still, I had no news of him. It felt as though I was losing touch, forgetting the nuances of his voice. Yet, I knew that as time progressed, my feelings for him would inevitably fade. Everything that had once been vibrant and intense between us was slowly dimming. I had grown more pragmatic, and now, I possessed the strength to acknowledge that it might be time to call it quits and move on.
Deep in thought, I continued to read, allowing the pages to transport me to a world where love and passion blossomed, temporarily diverting my attention from the uncertainties of my own heart. Little did I know that fate had its own plans in store for me, and the tides of destiny would soon bring unexpected twists to my journey of self-discovery and personal growth.
Even though I think and feel like that now, I still can't deny that I have been always missing him.
I cleared my mind with a frustrated shake of my head, determined to focus on the book in front of me. Yet, despite my efforts, thoughts of him continued to infiltrate my every perception. It was as if his presence lingered in the corners of my consciousness, rendering the words on the page meaningless and elusive.
Reluctantly, I closed the book, realizing that my mind was too preoccupied to absorb its contents. It was futile to continue reading when my thoughts were consumed by him, entangled in a web of emotions and unanswered questions. I returned the book to its designated place and made my way out of the library.
As I exited, the librarian, taken aback by my sudden departure, called out to me, "Clouie? I thought you were engrossed in your reading?"
I mustered a smile, masking the turmoil within. "I suddenly lost the mood to read. My mind has been occupied by something else," I replied, attempting to brush off the weight of my thoughts.
"Something or someone?" she playfully teased, her eyes twinkling with mischief.I shot her a glare, my frustration evident. "Very funny," I retorted, my tone tinged with annoyance.
"Oops, it seems you're not in the mood," she giggled, quickly realizing her jest had missed the mark. "Sorry about that. Maybe it's best for you to take a break and clear your head."
Appreciating her understanding, I managed a genuine smile. "Thanks. I'll come back to read when my mind isn't plagued by distractions," I replied, grateful for her empathetic response.
She nodded, acknowledging my words, and turned her attention to other students seeking assistance. With a final wave and a farewell, I bid her goodbye, her smile reciprocated with one of my own.Download Novelah App
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