Casya had arrived at her apartment, and she found Sky drunk. He had never seen Sky this devastated. In fact, back when Maudy had an accident, she wasn't like this—not too bad like this. Why is he like this now? thought Casya.
"Sky," she called.
"Eugh..." Sky just muttered without looking at Casya at all. Casya also knew that Sky was drunk last night after they came home from hanging out. Reyhan told him. He could only sigh when Sky was like this again.
"Yes, I'm selfish, aren't I? Sky asked again, then chuckled. But it wasn't long before he collapsed in front of Casya. The woman just looked at Sky with a look that was difficult to interpret. Long ago, when she wanted this man to pay attention to her, it turned out that there was never the word 'only' for him because Sky always shared him with Maudy.
"Sky, wake up! Casya tried to wake the man, but there was no answer. Sky looked like a dead person, even though he was only asleep because he was drunk. He also didn't faint, because Sky wasn't someone who fainted easily just because he'd had a lot to drink. Because Casya couldn't lift Sky, who was sleeping, she wanted to drag the man, only for one hand to hold Casya's arm. How surprised the woman was when she saw Tirta standing in front of her!
"Tirt–"
"Yeah, it's me. I need to talk, and why didn't you pick up my phone?" asked the man impatiently.
"Oh, Tirta… It turns out this man is already here. Sky chuckled suddenly when he heard Tirta's voice. Instantly, Tirta was also surprised, not realising that Sky was there. He asked Casya with his eyes, wanting to know why Sky was here and was drunk. Casya exhaled and just gave her a shake.
"Don't tell me later; I don't know why either. You better help me drag him inside. Casya said, and Tirta, who heard that, immediately looked at Sky and saw Casya's hand perched on Sky's hand. Then he pushed Sky's hand away from Casya, making Casya, who was near him, surprised.
"What the heck? This sky can fall asleep here."
"Tsk, just make it hard for this person. Tirta snorted in annoyance. Casya hit his hand and told him to immediately lift Sky onto the sofa in his living room.
"Yes," said Tirta. "We need to talk, Casya. Tirta immediately grabbed Casya's arm; the woman only looked at him carefully for a moment, then immediately looked away.
"Cas, wait, I-I-
"Ta, I'll change clothes first. Casya immediately went into the room and cleaned up. Meanwhile, Tirta waited anxiously. Not long after, Casya came out of the bathroom, and it turned out that Tirta was waiting in her room.
"Can you go out first or not? I want to wear these clothes. Casya immediately put her hands on her hips and said, "Ta, please, I want to change clothes first. That's it!" Casya pushed Tirta out of the room, and the woman quickly put on her clothes.
"Cas, are you ready? Tirta kept knocking on the door, afraid that Casya would lock it, and in the end, she didn't want to come out. Once again, Tirta knocked, but before he could knock, Casya immediately came out and said, "What's wrong? Why are you shouting like that? This isn't a forest. Casya put her hands on her hips, looked at Tirta, and examined her face, which was quite panicked. Instantly, Casya realised that Tirta already had a child.
"Cas, I can explain what happened, and I know there are a lot of things that make you think negatively about me," he said seriously. He held Casya's two clenched hands gently and actually held both of her hands with his two larger hands.
"What do you want to explain? Are you married, or do you have children? Tirta shook his head; he didn't argue but didn't seem to refuse either. As if that shake of her head was not enough, for Casya, it was just not all true.
"There's one thing you don't know: I've never been married. Yes, I have children; that's true. Tirta choked on his own words. Unknowingly, Casya let go of the hands that the man was holding; her hands stretched out, plaque."
"Casya" Tirta did not immediately turn his face when he was slapped by Casya; it's just that he still said softly, calling the woman's name.
Explain what happened. Right now!" Casya didn't know what to do, but she didn't want to delay.
"Cas, it's true that I have a child. But Mike didn't do anything wrong; I was wrong. It was I, as his father, who was wrong; I, as a parent, failed. Why? Because I couldn't give him a complete family. He was not an illegitimate child, even though he was born out of wedlock, but I once loved his mother. Even though his mother didn't like him, his mother died, and recently I found out that her death was faked," Tirta said directly. He better be honest; he doesn't want to make Casya any more misunderstood than this. He couldn't lose this woman, not because Casya was a different woman from all the women he had ever dated. But there are several things that tie him to Casya. One day, yes, one day, he will tell Casya everything.
In the end, inevitably, Casya was willing to listen to everything that Tirta wanted to say, and Tirta also told everything from the beginning so that nothing was missed, except that there were some things in the past that Casya shouldn't need to know, and there were also some things that are not yet known to Casya. He told me who Mike's mother was, and if one day he met her, he had to be careful.
"So you're saying she never wanted Mike? Tirta nodded confidently.
"If one day she meets you and says pure nonsense, don't ever believe Cas!"
"Then Mike?" Casya tries to ask about Tirta's child. Casya asked herself, Will that child also be her child in the future? 
"Mike, he really wanted a mommy, but I never gave him that. Mama and papa, they don't even know I have kids. Tirta seemed hardened to say that, and Casya could see it from the flash in the man's eyes.
"Then how did Sky know?"
"Sky and Reyhan do know, because they found out about me. The reason Reyhan also doesn't agree with you and me is because of the child, Mike. But as for him, the man down there, it's not because of that. He just doesn't want you to be mine. Because of what? Because he doesn't want you to finally forget him. Tirta said this because he knew that Casya must also have been influenced by Sky, who loved her because of friendship.
Casya was silent for a while, until she finally exhaled. She looked at Tirta and said, "I want to meet Mike. He said it slowly; luckily, Tirta could still hear it, and she was quite surprised that Casya wanted to meet her child. He knows that Casya is not the same as other people. It's just that he was doubtful; what if, after seeing Mike Casya actually give up, Mike also ended up disappointed after being made to soar high into the sky?
"Cas, not just now. Mike could be; he's
"I want to meet him. Whether you want it or not, I will meet him. I don't care if he is our child. Casya looked shiny and was fully determined to meet Mike. Tirta just sighed. He couldn't be sure now because he also had to ask Mike. Even though Mike said he wanted to meet Casya, he couldn't immediately agree.
"Or do you deliberately just want to bring Mike into this relationship, and it turns out you're not a good father? You just want him not to know his mother, so he has to know that his mother abandoned him. In fact, it might not be like that. Casya was getting fed up with all of Tirta's drama. And he just moved away, but Tirta held his arm.
"Free!" Casya said it slowly but with firmness.
"No! Before you answer my question, Tirta is also equally stubborn.
Casya immediately threw away Tirta's hand and walked away, but Tirta was also no less fast. He immediately hugged Casya from behind.
"I'm sorry if you feel like you were taken advantage of. But I never took advantage of you. You know that, right? If it's true that I used you, maybe I've made you become Mike's babysitter instead of just being my girlfriend. Tirta hugged the woman even tighter from behind. And everything Tirta said is true. It's just, Casya, he's tired. really tired. 
"It's not that I don't want to bring you and Mike together. However, Mike is now vulnerable. He really wants to meet his mommy, but did you know that I never introduced her to him for fear that he would break his heart? Then, how should I make it up to Mike? Tirta was still hugging Casya from behind. He actually tightened his embrace, and a pair of eyes looked at them with a look that was difficult to interpret.