This time I felt that all this was starting to lead me into something very dangerous. Right now, when summer is going on. They continued to scream and then interspersed with jokes and laughter. At that time it felt very strange. I saw that everyone here looked very different than usual as if I was suspecting something. It's been a long time since I've been in this place and some of them are starting to show something that even makes me feel very surprised. Now I feel like there might be something wrong with their heads. Not long after that I walked and then saw something else. The weather here is really hot and then I feel a little annoyed. It's been a long time since I visited a place like this and now I seem to see a world that is different from the one I usually see. The look in my eyes reminded me of that day. A day that I don't want to remember and even when the image reached me I immediately felt very devastated. At the same time, it felt like I would be in danger forever. This time I looked at several other people who turned out to be in this place too. When I started to feel bored, I then walked again and unexpectedly I just met some really annoying people. I looked at the others again and now I feel that something is different from before. According to what I felt, I slowly approached and then the same thing was always visible. At that time, I just remembered something that was quite troublesome and after I thought about it, it really wasn't any different from everything that had happened. Now I feel that my life always leads to confusing situations like this. I often walk away from situations like this and it turns out that all of this only leads me further into a circle that I can never get out of. In accordance with my mind which was starting to feel bored, I quickly entered one of the rooms which actually felt cool. This time I only saw the others from the direction of the villa and didn't look at them any closer. There were lots of people and they also seemed to really enjoy the event.
“What are you looking at?” someone asked me suddenly and it really made me feel surprised.
“Ah, it's nothing.”
“You look strange.”
“What's strange? There's nothing strange about me. I think you just misunderstood."
“Ah, so that's how it is. Aren't you joining the others?"
"No. It's very hot in there."
“It's also called summer. There is no cold place. Uh, wait a minute, I heard something.”
"What?"
“It's like the sound of someone screaming. Did I hear it wrong?"
"Hah? Maybe you heard wrong.”
"That is true. Maybe I heard wrong."
"Do you feel uncomfortable?"
“I don't think there is. This event is very exciting.”
I still don't understand everyone. When I felt that this world was no longer on my side, it felt like I was going to die and there was no suitable place for me to live. At that moment I felt there was something wrong with them. Of course, I still remember that day very well and they also couldn't forget it as easily as it seemed. It felt very fake if they really didn't realize what they were doing before. This time I just looked at them with their usual eyes and it seemed like they didn't really care about everything that had happened at that time. One week ago, I was in class and not long after that I met someone who suddenly got angry at me. I immediately felt very surprised by his attitude and the person then continued to pull my hair hard. One of the people who saw a scene like this then tried to separate me. After that I slapped the person and it turned out that the person grabbed my hair again until I was very annoyed. After they all watched this annoying scene, that's when I was called to the teacher's room along with this crazy woman. I was lectured for an hour and not only that, I also had bad luck that kept repeating itself and now I don't know how to explain everything if I'm innocent. That crazy woman kept accusing me of taking something valuable from her life, even at that moment I was so disgusted just by looking at her face. There were many eyes that kept watching me and at that moment I almost felt crazy. It was unexpected that something as ridiculous as this would happen to me and with my mind still filled with anger, I couldn't even think about the last hour of class. Everyone's views were still the same as before.
'Unlucky. I shouldn't have gone to school here,' I muttered to myself.
Even though now I can get away from this damn day, it doesn't stop there. Apparently some other annoying things always come my way. The next day I got bad news that the teacher had punished me. As soon as I heard the news, now I felt that this world was indeed unfair and I was not at all wrong. The crazy woman was the one who attacked me first and then when I responded to that person's actions, unfortunately the person ended up getting hurt a lot and even had a nosebleed. The person was immediately rushed to the health room and here the perpetrator was me.
"What?"
"You could be expelled if you don't apologize."
“But, why should I apologize? That's because that person attacked me first. I was just defending myself."
"ENOUGH! Gosh, didn't you hear what I said?"
"Okay."
'Damn. Why should it be like this?' muttered myself who was currently outside the room.
I can't stop thinking about today. It all looks very sad. I also saw a lot of people avoiding me. I think it's all just because of this damn misunderstanding.
'I have to end all this,' I thought. While leaving.