After that incident, this time I hated some people a little, even just looking at it made me feel sick. Not long after that the voice that had been heard then disappeared and after this I just followed what they were doing at this event. Several other people also only paid attention to other things that they had been waiting for for a long time. From here I felt that there was something wrong with all this and maybe there was some truth to it. All the events that have happened recently, I even discovered something that I never expected before. This time my mind started to get confused again. Different from before, I have given up on some of the oddities that appear and instead they only make my head hurt. I've had enough and now just ignore it. At the same time, I can no longer hope for much. Sometimes I imagine being in danger and no one coming to help me. At that moment my life will disappear completely. Even though that's just my guess, my chest felt tight when I found all these strange objects in one of the rooms near the library. It was as if someone had deliberately kept it and piled it with several books. At that time, I accidentally took this object and now I remembered that maybe something had been wrong all this time. Slowly I tried to remember again and after that I found something that might have something to do with all the bad luck that happened to me. Not long after, I got up from where I was sitting and at that moment I also startled the friend who was in front of me. This person then followed me away and after that I looked around where the orange people were supposed to be relaxing and it turned out they were still there. The weather just got hotter and then I started to feel really tired after this.
"Where are you going Eva?" asked the woman.
“Ah, actually there are some things I forgot.”
"Hah? What are you talking about? what did you forget about?"
“There is something I should never have taken. But instead I took it innocently. Do you know what happened?"
“Ah, that… I don't know. What happened? It seems like you're really worried about that kind of thing.”
“Bad luck is bound to happen.”
“Hey, come on. Don't say something horrible like that.”
"Unlucky. What is this?"
"What is it?"
"Ah, it's nothing," I said as I put my cell phone back in."
“I see. Oh yes, if what you said earlier was true, what would you do?"
"Who knows."
Even though I tried to tell this person, it didn't feel like it would help me in any way. Apart from that, I feel like this person is really annoying and not only that. This time I have to be careful with several people so that the same thing doesn't happen like that time. After this I started to feel that everything would lead to the anxiety I had been feeling. I don't want that to happen and now I'm also confused about what to do, even though I found it doesn't mean I know how to deal with all this annoyance. Not long after the event finished and we all entered the villa. I also saw lots of people.
'Ah, it's over,' I muttered to myself.
At that moment I started to feel a bit of a terrible sensation. Not long after that I also found something that I had wanted for a long time. One of the people gave me the latest information. At that moment I started to feel a little annoyed again and it turned out I already knew that there was something wrong with all of this. After that I saw several other people who were not much different from that annoying person. This time I was quite restrained and after that Arthur looked at me and at that moment the person told me to talk to him for a moment. This time I left this place and met that person.
“What do you want to talk to me about?” I ask that person now.
“You look like you're in trouble. Is that about that thing you found?”
“Ah, I don't think so. This has nothing to do with that thing. And why are you even telling me to keep it? Have you gone crazy?”
“Hey, watch your mouth. I asked you because I thought you would know something. But if you don't mind, don't you just throw it away?"
“You're probably right. but I have no intention of doing so.”
"Hah? Then just keep it forever.”
"Hey, you're ordering me again."
"It's up to you if you don't want to."
I had a bit of an argument with this guy. It feels really annoying. It's been a long time since I felt this kind of annoyance and this time I really wanted to hit him. However, there is something that actually seems like a trap. I keep having bad thoughts and even now I don't know anymore whether everything is okay or vice versa. When I heard this person's words, I also thought of something else and maybe this person knew something. However, I still can't tell him and it doesn't feel like I can do it right now. My mind is always bogged down by things like this and it makes me annoyed.
“You want to say something?” Arthur asked me.
“Do you believe in curses?”
“I don't know. I don't think such mystical things are real. Why do you ask such strange things? Did something happen?”
"No. It was nothing.”
“I knew something would happen.”
"What are you saying?"
“I once read a book, if people say it's okay, it's actually a lie. Are you going to tell the truth?”
'Unlucky. How could this person know?' I muttered to myself. And now try to stay calm.
“I feel like I'm cursed.”
"What? cursed? By that thing?”
“I'm still not sure. It's just that every day I always have strange dreams and experience bad luck."
This time I told this person the truth. Not long after, Arthur just fell silent as if he was digesting the situation. I also kept thinking that maybe this was just my imagination and I wasn't exposed to anything like that at all. Arthur was still silent and I became increasingly suspicious of this person's attitude as if he was hiding something. Not long after, this person took out his cell phone and seemed to be reading the messages that came to his cell phone. Again, there was no answer I expected.
“It seems like it can be found out again.”
"What do you mean you can find out?"
“You said you've been bothered lately. I think you can figure it out slowly.”
"Hah?"