❤️AMORA❤️
When I woke up..I found myself in a tent..and heard my friends voice from outside.. all my excitement and happiness went away like a air balloon in sky... 
Losing him...this thought has shaken my soul terribly...and he makes fun of it..how mean...I wanted to yell at him to make me so worried about him..
But...but why I am worried...why his disappearance makes me so lost.. if he got hurt this thought shattered my heart that time.. I agreed that I like him..but is this only liking..or something else..
AM I FALLEN IN LOVE WITH HIM???
But how it can be possible.. I never interact with him in past... never went near him..only from last month we are in contact with eachother... But is it possible to fall for someone just like that...mom once said...that love can be happen in a moment also...
He also making me confuse by his behaviour...first he asked me to act like his girlfriend...but whatever he is doing..it's like he doing it seriously... Whenever he comes close to me my heartbeat increases..and his touch makes me forget my surroundings...
His eyes are so dense that I lost myself in them..the way he calls me Amor..oh god..I feel so many butterflies in my stomach...
Brushing all my thoughts I sat with my friends but my mind and heart are battling about my feelings...does he also feels the same..or maybe this is only an act.. but what I will do now...?
Lost in my thoughts...he came and took me away from there and start walking in the forest...I don't know what happened suddenly...I was scared looking at the forest but if he is with me I am not worried...
He takes me to a different place...i saw a small tent...I thought there must be someone else also...but he said we both will staying together..I was dumbstruck...what does he mean...but instead of answering he made me look at the sky and he surprised me showing the Meteor shower...
Heavenly beautiful...I have never seen it before...I asked him why he wanted to surprise me like this..and than he confessed his feelings...
Is this a dream...?? He actually said what he feels for me...he said he loved from the beginning...his each and every word touched my heart...like I wanted to hear this..
I was overjoyed...I hugged him tightly our heartbeats are fast but sync... like they were talking in their own language.. and than....
HE KISSED ME....my first kiss..with him... He was so gentle and poured his love in that kiss..I don't know how to kiss but I try to match his movement.. he wanted to hear from me too...
First my heart was filled with confusion but after hearing his feelings I am sure...I love him..maybe from the beginning..but I assumed it as crush... And I don't want to delay in expressing my feelings...so I told him I also love him...
And he again kissed me... but it was different from the first... It's dominating.. like he wanted to tell me something but I don't understand... But I like it...I am amazed with two long kisses of my life... He melted me in his love and kisses..and I am ready to get destroy also...
After that...I take me near the tent and he sat under it and pulled me in his lap...my back touched his chest...well a hard chest...I can feel it...we both facing towards the sky..dark... filled with stars.. 
He kept his chin on my shoulder... embracing me in his arms..I felt warm and protective.. we both are silent..I was little shy looking at him after the kiss we shared...
I feel his breath fanning on my neck and ear...my cheeks started getting hot and red...I tried to be normal..but he makes me nervous...
Caden: what are you thinking Amor??
"umm.. nothing... s..sky...I was just looking at the sky.."
Caden: you don't have to hide anything from me.. tell me anything what you feel.. happy, sad, anger or whatever...I will hear everything...
"Actually...this is so new to me..I still can't believe... I am afraid if it turned into a dream..."
My voice was cracked and low..but he heard it clearly...he peck on my cheeks..which is already turned beetroot red now..
Caden: I know this feeling is new for you..but I promise I will never stop loving you...day by day my love is increasing for you..
"But.. Cady.. what will everyone say..I mean..."
Caden: sshhhh... don't think about others...from now on you will only think about me.. leave everyone to me...OK BABYYY
Why it sounds more like threatening... But I nod..
Caden: one more thing....
"wh.. what..."
Caden: (whispering) I want to bite you
I instantly turned to look at him with my widen eyes..he was already smiling at me..he roam his fingers on my cheeks..
Caden: whenever I see your cheeks turned red I want to chew and eat them..
He said and took my cheek between his teeth and started chewing them like they are some kind of food...I moaned unknowingly and he continued doing it.. finally he stop his torture...his teeth marks must be showing...
"ahh..cadyyy...why did you bite them so much...it's paining.."
Caden: oh really than let me erase your pain baby...
He start placing wet kisses on my cheeks..he tighten his arms around my waist and my hands rested over his hands.. I lost myself feeling his kisses.. he trailed down to my neck with his kisses..
"C..CADYYY" 
Caden: What happened Amor..did I hurt you..tell me..is it hurting...
He cared so much..I know my voice is little louder..but I was so nervous.. but we just confessed and I want to take it slowly.. the way he expressed I realized that his love is much more than expected..
"Heyy.. relax.. I'm not hurt...and I know you will never hurt me.. actually I we just started being in this relation..I want to know you more.. please don't be mad"
Caden: why I'll be mad at you.. I am happy that you want to know me more.. and I will tell you everything... But first let's get some sleep...
He placed me over the mat and also laid beside me.. I thought we will just take a nape but he held me in his arms from side and hide his face in crook of my neck.. his hot breath giving me goosebumps...
(In mind) "oh no..is he going to sleep like this...how I am able to sleep when he is so near me..but it felt so nice and pleasant.. a smile crept on my face when I see his face.. he is sleeping peacefully..I turned towards him and run my fingers in his hairs.."
His face got more relaxed and he hugged me tight in sleep...I also hold him continuing running my fingers in his hairs... He went in deep slumber..like he slept after so many days.. 
My heart says to gave him all my love to him..but I don't want anyone to say any bad nonsense about us.. specially to him.. I smile so rarely and I will make sure to keep this smile every time on his face..