When all the things that felt different came back to me now, I felt a little annoyed and after that there were several things that were really annoying. At the same time, something started to appear and actually added to the problems. I felt that this was actually quite strange and then I opened my eyes a little and immediately felt like I understood the situation that was currently happening. I swore to myself and this is really strange. Not long after that I felt that there was something wrong with this world and slowly I also found out about it. Shadows that slowly started to block me, now I'm starting to get fed up with all of that. It turns out that even at times like this there are still many things that are so annoying. I feel uncomfortable continuing to be in this damn circle. I had time to ask myself something and it turned out everything was wrong. I no longer understand this situation. This time my thoughts were always like that and instead there were only a few things that I thought were quite strange. I also can't understand all this and in fact there are many other things that turn out to be really disgusting. Every now and then I look in one direction and find something I didn't expect. This time I hoped for myself which then felt really bad. Some of the things that pass by will only lead me to something else which is quite troublesome. At that time there was only one way for everything. I carry so many things on my mind and now I don't know what to do at a time like this. What's in my head is just getting on with my current life. Slowly I also began to dive into the bottom which was quite dark. I don't know what I should do either and now I'm even more confused. The next morning, I tried hard to do something. I'm also a little annoyed by all of this and am even increasingly thinking about some sad things. The situation was getting more and more out of control. Currently, several people are seen gathering in the same place. They seemed to be waiting for something else that might have something to do with some of the things that had happened. Now I just kept quiet and not long after that I heard someone's voice as if they were asking for help. The person was heard screaming and not long after that someone called my name. I slowly started to approach the person and now we were facing each other.
"You just called my name?"
"You are right. How are you now? I heard you're starting to be interested in returning to that world?”
“It turns out the news has been spreading for a long time, right? even though I never told anyone about this."
"Apparently I also didn't expect that you would actually say this right in front of my eyes. I thought you'd say something that might cheer me up a little.”
"Don't joke, ma'am, you shouldn't ask something that has nothing to do with all this. Wouldn't that just be weird?”
"You never change your appearance."
"I'm so happy to hear that sentence."
"Then I'll go first."
"Yes."
Several things that have happened recently have caused a lot of confusion. When everything started to appear, at that moment I felt that there might actually be something wrong with all of this. I felt the same way until finally I couldn't stand all this anymore. Slowly I started to realize and this time I vowed not to deal with them again even though it was very profitable. It's been a long time since then, I'm a little worried that there are some doubtful things and slowly it will lead me into darkness. I also don't want something like this to happen again. Today, I started to feel a difference from previous days. I also don't know why this happened to me. When I think back, it's as if time passed quickly and I didn't even realize the danger. It's like there are some things that push me and then I can no longer come back from that kind of situation. I feel uncomfortable and at times I also feel frustrated because of that. Right now I'm trying to stay calm and soon there are several other things that I've been holding back for a long time. The current me is even more complicated and that actually adds to a lot of thoughts. Many things felt very strange and I didn't even know why all this was happening to me. In my mind I felt that maybe this had something to do with something that was even very important. Since then I felt that there was something wrong with this and that it was really strange. Different from before, this time I saw several sights that really looked annoying. At that moment I turned around and for a moment I began to feel that there was something strange about this. The atmosphere of this place has been very different since I last came here. Not long after, Natalia came over to me.
“Hey.”
“Oh, it's you.”
"What do you see?"
“Ah, I think things have changed. I thought everything would be the same. Turns out I was wrong this time."
“Ah, that's what it seems. It's best if you don't have to worry about things like that. You just need to watch and don't have to sink too deep. You understand, right?"
“I knew you would say this.”
“But, don't you feel strange lately? I myself saw a lot of things that were quite scary. last time I saw that woman and it seems like she looks much better now than before. I'm a little curious about that.”
“Why are you so curious?”
"Who knows. I myself can't explain it completely. I just felt that there was something wrong with that person. there seems to be something between them. impossible if it doesn't exist. isn't that very strange?”
“You mean it's strange that that person doesn't have anything interesting going on?”
"Yes. Something like that."
"That's enough. I don't want to imagine it. it would be troublesome if I imagined it. Oh yeah, where do you want to go after this?"
"I think to the training ground."
"Wow, you're really diligent, aren't you?"
“I have to do it even though I'm really lazy. "Last time my body hurt all over and now it's starting to get better."
“Wow. that's so terrible.”
As expected, several times strange things began to appear. Something that had been hidden for a long time slowly began to emerge. I felt a little surprised by everything that happened, now I can't stop thinking anymore. Different from before, I feel fed up if there is something wrong with this and it ends up harming me. It's been a long time since I could imagine that something this annoying would just come to me like that and it only made my head hurt even more. Slowly I realized, now is not the time to care about those bad things anymore and I have to go back to my true self. There was nothing strange while I was in this place. They also seemed to enjoy the event well and there was nothing wrong with that. Natalia still kept warning me and I already knew what Natalia was worried about. It was as if all of that slowly appeared quickly in my head and only made me feel a little relieved. The atmosphere also feels very peaceful, no one creates chaos here. Right now I really feel like I'm alive. Not like some time ago. Sometimes just thinking about it makes me nauseous. I don't want to remember all that anymore. I really want to forget it forever if I can.
"Unlucky." I muttered.
Meanwhile, right now it's in a different place. Rivana was seen in one of the rooms which looked like a private room. Not long after that, Rivana took a sip of the drink that was on the table. This time the eyes shown seemed to be experiencing a lot of problems. Not long after that, Rvana also felt a little annoyed because when she opened Rivana's cell phone, she also saw several news articles containing many scandals about Rivana. After this, Rivana's eyes looked like she wanted to end all of this because there had been a lot of pressure on Rivana so far.
"They should end it," muttered Rivana, looking annoyed.
Various things have happened. Many terrible memories also crossed Rivana's mind. All of this seems to illustrate the many problems that have been occurring recently. The situation gradually escalated, making everything feel dark. Rivana's empty eyes seemed to explain everything. Not long after, Rivana walked out of this room in a hurry. Not only that, his cell phone also kept ringing and there was no answer. A few minutes later, Rivana saw that the sky had become cloudy and now Rivana herself was near a large lake in this city. The scene this time was so empty.
'It's time,' muttered Rivana to herself.
Meanwhile, right now I'm still at this meeting and they are also just starting important things. Immediately I turned back to Natalia and it turned out that this person still looked as happy as before. I felt that now was the time and apparently they had just started their conversation. I myself don't really understand what they are saying. I just listened a lot and nothing made me thirstier to ask more questions about things. I think I'm quite satisfied with what they said earlier. I feel like this is just a formality.