The situation is getting more complicated. Some of the things that have happened have actually brought us closer to darkness. Rivana seemed to be in a certain place and was now just looking at the view there with a quite serious gaze. Not long after that, someone saw Rivana and not long after that person screamed hysterically. Several other people looked in the direction the voice came from and then immediately approached there. After seeing the terrible thing that happened there, at that time several of them started calling an ambulance. After that, one of the people who had previously witnessed the suicide immediately fell silent and didn't want to say anything other than screaming hysterically. People were surprised by what happened. Most of them just look and don't do anything after that. Apparently the news immediately attracted the attention of the media and they quickly reported the incident. When I looked at several articles on internet pages, it turned out that I still didn't believe it all. I feel that this might just be untrue news that is usually written by media when they want to bring down Rivana. However, there was something strange. When I read it again and it turns out this is not the fake news they usually write. At that moment I immediately stood up and couldn't believe all this. Previously, I had never met again after accidentally meeting in the practice room at that time. This time I was very surprised by this news and apparently I also didn't expect that the woman would take steps like this. When I went back to browse several internet pages and it turned out the content was the same. I feel that if they hadn't done such a disgusting act like spreading a scandal, I don't think this person would have ended his life. It turns out that all of that actually came true. There are still several reasons why you have to do something like this. I don't believe it either and now I'm just silent. There is nothing that doesn't make me feel disappointed. I thought the guy would survive and it turned out to be the same. Several people are also suspected of carrying out the same actions and what's worse is that they are even more blamed. At this time, I contacted one of the people who was thought to be friends with that person and asked him the truth. That person was also surprised by all this and instead just remained silent when I asked more questions. I didn't expect things to be like this. Once again I felt a little annoyed. I don't know why I feel annoyed too even though I don't know anything about that person.
"Unlucky. Seriously. Gosh," I muttered to myself.
Meanwhile, right now it's right in a hospital. The doctor examined the woman's body and it turned out that this was a pure suicide. They have also entered the corpse room and until now there has been no news from the victim's family. Not only that, they also wondered why no one was responsible for the burial later. They contacted certain parties and it turned out that only one person had come to the hospital and asked about this problem. That person was none other than a man who had previously met Rivana somewhere.
"Sorry, are you the victim's guardian?" asked the doctor.
“You could say that.”
After the doctor took the person to the jenax=zah room, not long after that the man smiled grinningly, "The next day." This news is increasingly being discussed. Many of them feel disbelief and quite a few also feel sorry for the deceased. There are some people who are somewhere right now and they are now seeing a certain thing. One of them was none other than someone Rivana had met at one of the meetings. The woman is now here and seems to already know about the news circulating recently. People's reactions to this news are quite varied and many of them are also unhappy because it is very unfortunate how a career as a successful ballet dancer left this world so quickly. Various comments also graced social media and not only did they give touching words, many also commented on other things. There are some things that even now I still don't understand. I felt that there was actually something going on and I was the only one who didn't know anything. Instantly I felt bad because previously I hoped that the person would just die and now it turned out to be a reality. Actually, there are so many reasons that even I don't want to say. I felt there was disappointment in me too which I am now starting to realize. I just hoped that there would be no bad news at this time and it turned out that my hopes were missed. Right now I'm at home and not long after hearing the news, I immediately went somewhere. Several people had also come to the funeral, which now turns out I have to believe what I see with my eyes now. Natalia was also with me. This person also felt that he did not expect this incident and now just remained silent. When everyone was sad, at that time I also felt a strange emotion. People come here as if they don't feel the loss at all. There are some things that are really troublesome and actually just make me feel frustrated. Different from what is seen now, they actually showed something that actually made me feel surprised. After I came there together with Natalia, now we went somewhere first and then started talking about some things here. I feel like I'm being watched now and this is getting clearer. Different from before, now I am more alert to anything that looks suspicious.
"Don't you feel something strange?" I asked Natalia.
“Ah, I think I know what you mean. It's true, humans are unpredictable these days, aren't they?"
"You are right. Even I didn't think that Rivana would end her life so quickly. Even though I wasn't serious when I said that it would be better for that person to die."
“Hey, it's not your fault. Don't ever blame yourself again."
“I don't blame myself. Just still don't think so. I thought something like this wouldn't happen. Turns out my thoughts were wrong.”
“I also don't understand why it could be like this. It's just that, it seems like there's something more serious than this.”
"Hah?"
To be honest, I myself don't understand what Natalia said. I think there's something wrong with some things. After I think about it, I intend to find out what really happened. It's just that, when I tried to start finding out, I felt there was something more dangerous than that. I quickly realized. If what I fear is true, I feel like I can no longer live in peace. According to what I saw, I felt a very annoying sensation being in the same place. Once we finished talking, we finally went home. Today I still have several training schedules. Actually, I don't want to do it either. Just because I promised to do it, I have to see this through to the end. Some things that I have regretted for a long time, I also can't go back to the point where it all started. Right now I'm just focused on myself, which I can't believe after everything that has happened, I even feel as if all of this never existed. The shadows that kept coming and several other things only disturbed my mind more and more. This time I also vowed to never get caught in a situation like this. However, apparently all of that was wrong. I just always hope that it's true.
"Unlucky. Now I'm so tired," I muttered.
This time is really tiring. There are so many things that bother me even more and I feel that maybe this is all just in one circle. Not only that, I also felt that something was wrong with all of this and that's what happened. This time I returned home and when I got home I started to rest. I have finished several things and now I intend to lie down on this sofa and just rest. After this, I don't want to do anything else at all. Meanwhile, right now it's somewhere different. Someone who was seen was collecting some evidence that there was actually something strange. Not long after that, one of the media in this room was seen investigating something. Not long after that, the person found a letter and not long after that, the person took it and put it in his pocket. Some people started to leave this room and were now walking somewhere else. Meanwhile, at exactly the same time, a man was seen watching something. The look in his eyes seemed to explain that something else was happening at the moment. And this time it looked serious.
"I think they've already started," the man muttered.
Currently I am still at home. I feel very tired even though I just finished resting. I felt like I had reached my limit. Sometimes I feel annoyed with all this and just because there are some things I do it always ends up like this. At that time I also felt bad. This time I got up from the sofa and then checked my cell phone. I didn't find any new messages and not long after that I put my cell phone back on the table. The atmosphere this afternoon looks bright and strangely I feel a little restless.