Everyone already knows that several ballerinas have spread across various forums. They began to show themselves and various achievements. Right now everyone's attention was focused on that. Once I found out about this, I also felt a little difficult because of the current conditions. Right now I don't know what to do. After a few things I did, I started to not be able to do anything. It felt like I was in a situation that was impossible. When something happens, I also can't interfere with other people's affairs. Until I feel a little bit better than now. After I returned home, my current situation really became the reason why I was still in the shadows until now. I've been like this for a long time and sometimes I miss where I was before. Until now I am still in the same condition. When the clock showed 10 pm, I still had to stay calm and not move too much yet. Previously, I met Rivana in the practice room and it turned out that she was still the same person. I felt a little calm when I was on party night because I didn't even say hello to that person. However, now I know that this person has actually started to feel wary because there are so many people aiming for the top position. Until this moment, I still can't believe that those people were really after this. I also saw several broadcasts currently broadcasting interviews with that person at a big event. People must have realized this and it has been a long time since Rivana has always caused controversy. I'm no longer surprised by the slanted news and that's what always happens to that person. Not long after, I saw one of the messages that came to my cell phone. This time I was a little surprised because the person who sent the message was Owen.
“This guy, why is he texting me?” I muttered.
I still don't understand the message. After I read it again and apparently I just understood. This person seemed to say that he wanted to meet me and had something to say. After I replied and I agreed to his request. This time I felt a little confused and my head was quite draining. I haven't seen that person for a long time and maybe a lot has changed now. I feel like there's a bit of a difference from what I know these days. Natalia also often talked about that person and now I think I'm a little relieved. Meanwhile, Rivana had just finished practicing and then looked tired. At the same time, Rivana also seemed to feel that now there were several problems that had arisen and it turned out that they had spread a lot. At this moment, the look on Rivana's face seemed to show the resentment she had been harboring for so long. There were many things that according to Rivana didn't have to be like this and not long after that, one of the people who was none other than Rivana's ballet coach, that person entered this room and then saw Rivana who was now sitting and looked like she was frustrated. The woman then came closer to Rivana and said something.
"You're still here, apparently."
“Ah, coach. Yes. I think I need to practice a lot for now.”
"Not like usual. Don't you have a lot of schedule? Why don't you go?”
“I've done my schedule and now I don't have a schedule. So just come here and practice.”
“I see. How about now? Do you feel much better?"
“What could be so much better? I think it's time for me to make a few changes."
"What do you mean?"
"Nothing is interesting. So far only bad news has happened to me. How long do I have to be like this? Wouldn't it be better if I created something new?”
“Whatever you do is sure to be the center of attention. You don't have to worry about it getting lost.”
"I already know about that. But, there are a lot of things I need to clean up. I can't understand why they would give such terrible information."
"Are you still thinking about that rumor?"
"Of course. Even the agency immediately told me to do something."
“You joined the agency?”
"No. I'm just cooperating."
“If you just suddenly joined an agency, I think it would be much more comfortable for you. They can protect you from bad rumors like this. Why don't you just try?”
“I still have to consider that. And again, I'm just a ballet dancer, not an artist."
"Yes. Okay. If that's your decision. Please, go ahead."
“I'm also a little curious about something. I feel like I just keep thinking about it and don't know anymore whether there are many benefits or even the opposite."
“What are you talking about?”
“The problem I'm having. I think I can take advantage of that. What do you think coach?”
“If that's the case, it's quite reasonable. It's just that you have to be more careful. It could be that the problem this time is indeed dangerous. You will definitely be destroyed if you move rashly.”
"Yes. I know that too, but I don't want to keep silent. I feel like I'm just a loser."
"Wow, your thoughts are very negative."
Right now, I'm in my room and thinking about something a little. After I checked several photo files that I had kept, I immediately felt reminded of a moment that happened a long time ago. I was on stage with some other friends and we started dancing to the beat. At that moment I was very happy and I had been looking forward to the show for a long time. However, as time went by, I saw that it would only bring back memories that I had long wanted to forget. Once again I felt like going back there and apparently now it's not too late to realize that. Now I feel clearer when I think. This time somewhere else. Natalia looks like she has just returned from somewhere. Currently walking and then taking the elevator to the apartment where Natalia lives. After that, Natalia felt uncomfortable and finally left again. On this trip, Natalia planned to go to a friend's apartment and it was true. Arriving right in front of the apartment, Natalia started pressing the bell and then the person saw Natalia who was now right in front of her eyes. This time the view was quite enthusiastic because there were several things he wanted to discuss. After that, Natalia entered the apartment and then sat on the sofa. This time the view was quite enthusiastic because there were several things he wanted to discuss. After that, Natalia entered the apartment and then sat on the sofa. This time the view was quite enthusiastic because there were several things he wanted to discuss. After that, Natalia entered the apartment and then sat on the sofa.
"Gosh, I'm so tired," said Natalia.
"What happened to you? Have you been chased by ghosts?" I said casually.
"I was going home and it was almost in front of my apartment. It's just that I'm too lazy to go home and just come here."
“I knew you would be like this.”
"There's something I need to talk about, actually. I don't know anymore now. Oh, damn.”
"What are you talking about?"
“I've had enough of this world.”
"Do not talk nonsense."
"This is the fact. I'm so tired I don't want to go on like this.”
"You seem to be drunk?"
“I don't drink at all. Oh yeah, you still haven't slept yet, apparently. That's good."
"Hah? Good grief."
“I want to tell you some interesting news.”
Until now I've heard a lot of strange things. Natalia continued to say several things that became the main topic. Apart from that, this time I feel a little curious about several things that have been quite strange so far. I felt as if someone else was coming and slowly it brought me into quite an interesting situation. I feel that most likely I am already in the zone that I have felt so far. When I heard the news, I was a little unhappy because I didn't know why when I heard that person's name I felt sick. Apart from my meeting with that person in the practice room, this time I was a little annoyed just because of that. I've always felt that this was all too much and in the end it was true. Often my mind gets caught up in it and can't get out. This time I was very annoyed with such a situation and it turned out to be true. I've felt a lot of strange things and now I myself am wrong about such things. My gaze seemed a little doubtful about what Natalia was talking about. Instantly I came back with a feeling of restlessness which at this time was really disturbing. I always feel annoyed and sometimes it makes me feel very frustrated.
"Are you still discussing that person?"
“Ah, you don't like it when I talk about that bitch?”
"Yes. You yourself definitely know. I told you that when I met that person I felt like I wanted to chop him up."
“Why are you so upset? Is it because the words that come out of that person's mouth are very dirty? I also met that person in a café and it turned out, as I expected, that person didn't have time to see my face. At that time I was a little annoyed because I thought it would be as friendly as when greeting fans."
"Do not expect. You'll know if you meet that human and talk for a while.”
"Good grief. It's terrible.”
"Yes. Very."
Natalia then showed one of the photos she got from Owen. Immediately I was shocked to find out that there were so many scandals going on. Apparently it's not just what was reported but there are also others. As time went on, I became more convinced that the person was actually having problems and was trying to deal with everything. Right now, for some reason, my mind always goes there. I'm starting to feel a little suspicious that this is actually a game by someone who really wants to bring down Rivana. Even though I hated that person, I never thought of doing anything evil.
“I think I understand the situation now,” I said calmly.
“Wow.”