The problem is indirectly very complicated. There are times when all of this comes in a row and puts a lot of pressure on you mentally. At that moment, Rivana looked annoyed and after that she started walking over to the table and took a glass of wine. The night view that Rivana enjoyed was enough to make her head feel dizzy. This time the people who usually relax and talk a lot about their problems, apparently there aren't that many people now. Rivana was a little annoyed because no one could solve the problem that had occurred recently. They seemed to deliberately attack and then make it the subject of a terrible conversation. There are many people who even take advantage of situations like this and then it becomes clearer that they are making Rivana even more difficult. Someone had just entered this bar room and not long after that, the woman then glanced at Rivana who was apparently there and sitting alone. This woman immediately grinned and not long after that she immediately went to sit in a different seat. A strange sight began to appear. Rivana already knows that now there is no safe place other than the apartment where she lives. This time everything was very messy and there was not even hope of returning with a cleaner status. Most of the media also highlights Rivana and it is very difficult to live a peaceful life. Everyone seems to have become enemies and slowly they are threatening Rivana's current position. At the same time, Rivana began to worry that one day everything would be destroyed and it would all be a disaster. There are many things that have been passed and obtained with hard work. When it all belongs to Rivana now, it's all very enjoyable. However, on the other hand, they are also watching. Not a few of them are already aware that Rivana's destruction will be imminent. This time, many eyes really want it to happen quickly. Rivana then took a sip of wine and not long after that looked at the other people. There were several things that really messed up Rivana's mind, and at that moment her view of other people started to fade. Currently I am together with Natalia who is still continuing to talk about something. It was as if we had just discovered something interesting that then turned out to be a complete mess. I haven't felt happy like this in a long time and slowly I'm starting to feel that the current situation isn't so bad after all. Natalia continued laughing and then said many other things. It was getting late and apparently Natalia still didn't want to get up from the sofa.
"Hey, if it continues like this, I think there's something wrong with the world," said Natalia, starting to ramble.
"What's going on like this all the time?"
“I think it's time for me to go find a vacation spot.”
"You want to go on holiday?"
"Yes. Looks like it would be a lot of fun. I heard that the beach is quite busy this time because many people are vacationing there. Why don't we just try going there?”
"Ah, I still have to think about that first."
"Why? Especially?"
"What if for example I return to the world where I belong?"
"You're going back to the stage?"
"Correct."
“That's good. That would be a great opportunity. You can't miss that opportunity.”
Actually, I'm a little doubtful about that. There are some things that even now I still never do. I feel that all of that will only lead me into a situation that is quite troublesome. I can't stop thinking anymore. I still can't believe the reality that even brought me into this problem. I always felt that all this was wrong. And now I don't know why it's like this anymore. Until the time came, I felt a little relieved. This time I am very grateful even though it was actually quite troublesome. I couldn't think clearly and slowly it became a burden. At this time I felt there was something strange about myself and when I looked again I often thought about it and soon I couldn't speak. Everything that happened even now I still did not expect. Previously I had thought that there was something even remotely strange, I could only stare quietly and never mind such things at all. However, this time it turned out to be different. I myself can't understand. Everything I see feels just fake. Nothing is really like it is in reality. I always thought that maybe I had been living in a simulation all this time. And someone else controls all of this. That strange thought was getting more and more in my head until now. When I looked at reality, it turned out that nothing was different. I almost forgot about it myself and instead more and more strange things happened. Natalia still kept saying all the things that were in her little heart and now I just listened and slowly understood what she meant. The contents of other people's hearts are unpredictable. I also couldn't feel what was inside and could only look calmly at the surface. After I looked at it again, it turned out that it was always like that and I couldn't say much about it, which was getting more and more into a situation that was quite strange. I can only hope to myself that this is just a dream. It was a long night and a long time, this time I couldn't explain everything to Natalia that actually something was making me uncomfortable lately. My vision felt blurry and slowly my head felt very dizzy. Natalia looked so engrossed in the world she was seeing, I didn't want to disturb her and just let her be. I glanced at the clock for a moment and it was almost 1 pm.
"Wow, it looks like I'm going to win the lottery," said Natalia excitedly.
“Lottery? Are you playing that disgusting game?"
“Hey, what's so disgusting? This is very nice. You will believe that this is good.”
"I do not think so. I'm not interested in gambling."
"This is not gambling."
“Then what if not gambling? That's very clear.”
“Just a game that relies on luck. Come on, sometimes you have to relieve stress this way."
"No. Thank You."
"You're not fun at all."
"So what if it's not fun?"
"You'll know if I've managed to win the game."
"Up to you. I don't want to get involved."
"Yes. Does not matter. The important thing is that I invited you."
Now everything feels very strange. Several people started looking at Rivana with a look that looked like they were going to chop her up. At that time, they started to capture the moments when they were with Rivana. The views of the others also looked very tense and as if they had just found prey. Meanwhile, Rivana didn't mind this at all and instead smiled kindly at them. There is also one of the famous event reporters and now looks like he is waiting for something. This guy looks like he's going to control the game for now. At that moment several other people started to appear and it seemed like they looked the same as the others. And now I am with Natalia and it is time to go to dreamland. I felt that there was actually something wrong with all of this and slowly it just continued. This time I also couldn't understand most of the facts I received. I saw a very fascinating side of other people and only myself felt dim. At that moment, I felt insecure and the further I stepped, it felt like I was suffocating. I really hate things like this and slowly I can't control it anymore. At the same time, I felt like this would be there forever and never go away. Time feels slow. I slowly woke up from my sleep and an hour earlier Natalia decided to just go home to the apartment. At that time I was a little worried because it was very late. But I trust that person that nothing bad will happen and I think the child will be fine. Right now I still can't close my eyes. I started to open my cell phone and check something a little. I thought there was something interesting that I had missed but it turned out to be the same thing. There is nothing different from what I see every time. Now right at Rivana's place.
"How long are you going to act as if everything is fine?" said a woman who suddenly approached Rivana who was drunk.
“Ah, it's you.”
“You even look confused. What is this? If you continue like this you will just become a topic of conversation for them. Get up quickly and go home."
"You came here just to chase me away?"
“I'm not kicking you out. It is just. If you continue, you could be in danger."
“Oh yes, Kattie, I feel grateful to you.”
"What? What for?"
"Because at that time you saw me with that man, right?"
“Ah, I accidentally saw you. I thought you were dating, so I just let it go.”
"Were you the one who spread the news?"
"You're accusing me apparently. Too bad, it wasn't me who did it. Come on, stand up!”
“Ah, damn.”
Kattie quickly dragged Rivana out of this bar and not long after, Kattie took this person home. On the way, Kattie saw Rivana who was almost unconscious. This time Kattie was driving and when she arrived at an apartment building, at that moment she started dragging Rivana again to enter this apartment. However, in another corner someone was seen watching the two of them and then that person took a photo of the unconscious Rivana. Not long after that, the stranger immediately left.