Days that feel tense. Rivana has just discovered new news and it makes Rivana feel worried. So far, there has been too much news about scandals and they are only getting worse. At the same time, people were in a room which was none other than a make-up room. They are still making up the other ballet dancers who will appear in this performance. After that, the person standing between them seemed to be watching something. Apparently they are always curious about many things. Apart from that, there are people who deliberately talk about someone who is not there at all. They also often do this kind of thing so they feel satisfied. A ballet dancer who was still in this room and was seen making up, suddenly this person felt shocked because he remembered something. Not long after that, most of the people in this room were seen talking about Rivana. They don't run out of lots of talk about that person and even get into scandals. At this time, they were too engrossed in their own world without realizing that behind the door of the room stood Rivana who was going to open the door but didn't because they could be heard talking about Rivana. Not long after, Rivana immediately left. After this, there are so many reasons why Rivana's mind feels confused lately. Because one of them is this kind of thing. People don't seem to want to stop cursing and talking about things like that. Until now, they have always been like that and it's just like culture. This time there were several other people who looked at Rivana and then smiled kindly. They are one of the other ballet dancers who coincidentally happened to be together with Rivana taking part in today's performance. Previously, when Rivana came to this place, they looked away as if they had just seen a goddess. At that time, Rivana, who always received treatment like this, was normal and didn't feel bothered at all. Someone was also seen taking photos and not long after they were talking about Rivana. They kept whispering like they had just found prey. People like that never miss a beat. They are always everywhere and don't know why this world seems to deliberately provide space for people like them to live. Rivana walked and not long afterward met someone she knew. That person was none other than Natalia. They then looked at each other and Natalia immediately greeted them in a friendly manner. Rivana also returned Natalia's greeting and this time the two of them chatted together here.
"I didn't expect to meet you here," said Natalia.
"Yes. I am also like that."
“Oh yeah, I heard it's your turn to appear soon? How do you feel?"
"Can be. I didn't feel nervous or anything like that. I guess I shouldn't be like that. if that happens, the news will be even more numerous.”
“You're worried about something like that? really cool. Usually you never care. What is this?"
"Yes. Maybe I've been a little sensitive lately."
"Is it true?"
"I think so. What are you doing here yourself?"
“Wow, apparently I don't like that I'm here.”
"It is not like that. I just feel like it's a coincidence."
“There's something I need to meet here. It turns out I accidentally met you too."
One thing that has been making me a little annoyed, I feel that the world is full of unexpected things. There are so many things that make me uncomfortable in the blink of an eye. And now, once I see one of the situations that really feels strange. So I just saw the peace that happened and slowly I really liked it. I felt that there was probably something very pleasant behind it and I slowly admitted that too. During this time, I have been very frustrated even if only for a moment. I felt a strange sensation while I was near Rivana and that's what I hate right now. Meanwhile, now Rivana is seen together with Natalia and it seems like their conversation was quite long. At the same time, they seemed to be discussing something important and several other people around the two of them at the moment seemed to be waiting for something from the two of them. Natalia, who already understood the current situation, slowly started to move away and Rivana suddenly felt surprised. After looking around, Rivana realized at that moment that people had actually been watching the two of them. Rivana's gaze began to look sharp and showed that she really hated what they were doing right now. Natalia, who was now walking in another direction, suddenly saw someone who felt familiar. The person was wearing pink clothes with quite attractive head makeup. Not long after that, Natalia continued her journey and unexpectedly, now the person Natalia wanted to meet was right before her eyes. That person was none other than one of the ballet instructors who was currently in this place just to watch the others perform. The person greeted Natalia in a friendly manner and not long after that the two of them started talking in one of the places near the performance room. Natalia started to say the purpose and purpose of coming here.
“Wow, it's been a long time since I saw you. How are you Natalia?”
"Yes. I also feel like we haven't seen each other for a long time. I'm fine as usual. Actually, I came here because there was something I wanted to talk to you about."
"Yes. Does not matter. Whatever you want maybe I can help. Just say it, don't be shy about it."
"I need your help to return my friend."
"Return?"
“Ah, well, I think you know a ballet dancer named Helene. That person is my friend.”
"Yes. I know. That kid is very talented. But how is Helene now?”
“It's still very different from the previous one. This time the person really needed help. That's why I met you."
“Ah, I see. So you want me to help him rise to his rightful position?”
"Correct. maybe that sounds outrageous. My request is too risky.”
"Not really. I agree with your request. "Previously, I also felt that there was something strange about why that person disappeared from the world of ballet and it was that child who was supposed to shine."
"When it comes to that, I still don't know. Even though I'm Helene's close friend. Still there are secrets hidden from me. I think it's quite sensitive. That's why I never asked Helene anything like that."
“It turns out you really are a good friend.”
"What?"
Meanwhile, right now it's right in the practice room. I'm currently training alone and just relying on what I did a few years ago. Now I'm slowly remembering it a little and using it a little on several occasions. Even though I had actually given up on this, slowly I felt it only made me more miserable. I've had enough of this kind of situation and I finally decided to get out of this situation now. I also remember a lot of other things that I had completely forgotten. I feel that all of this is just in vain. Compared to what I saw at night when I dreamed, I felt that maybe that was the cause. I myself felt annoyed and slowly tried to express it all at the same time. Turns out it wasn't any use at all. Sometimes I feel like the world has stopped for me and I'm always on the verge of that bad luck. I feel something that even up to this moment I really hate. I also want to get away from this incident. Everything seems to come to me on purpose and I also don't understand why it always sucks. This time I rested first before returning to training as I had done before.
"This is not bad," I muttered.
Not like usual. I'm always excited, but this time it's a little different from usual. I always imagine that maybe I could go back to the way I was then, I think I would be very happy. At that moment, I felt that everything was very different from what I had been doing lately, I was always not confident in my abilities. Slowly I also felt very annoyed and over time I couldn't face all this alone. I always say things like this to myself until in the end I am very annoyed with myself who often feels stupid. It was almost 8 pm. I'm currently preparing to return home. The training I did just happened to be finished. Right now, it's just somewhere else. Rivana looks like she has just finished the show. The views of several other people seemed to be really looking forward to this. It was as if they were opening a game and not long after that, someone came over to Rivana. Several other people who saw them were immediately surprised by the man's arrival. They immediately shared the news they saw today. Rivana also looked surprised when she looked at the person who was now in front of her eyes. Like I couldn't believe that this person came here. Natalia, who also saw this, was immediately shocked and then fell silent.
“Are you done with the show?” the person asked Rivana with a friendly smile.
"Yes. Just finished. Why did you come here?”
“Aren't you happy with my arrival? Wow, that's a shame. Even though I've been waiting for this moment for a long time. Look, they're just watching us both. don't you know what this means?”
"So what? Is that a problem?”
“For me there is no problem. It's just, what about you?”
"Unlucky."
“It turns out your bad attitude is still there. Even though I told you to remove it. Why are you still like this?"
"I don't want to be the person you want me to be?"
"Oh really?" they both looked at each other.