Danielle was seen leaving the room. Now the atmosphere is starting to calm down. Danielle still has deep-rooted resentment. Not long after, the sound of the cellphone continuing to ring was heard. Danielle quickly answered the call. Apparently it was from one of the friends Danielle had met. I don't know why that person came with such a strange request at this moment. Danielle still couldn't believe it. Added to this, the mood had worsened. Danielle was almost angry with the person but still tried to restrain herself. Up until this moment, Danielle still felt that something was wrong all this time. It's inevitable. Meanwhile, I was in the room still with a feeling of laziness covering me. It's been a long time since I felt something like this. Sometimes I also want to laze around on Sundays. But I still can't do it. Maybe now is the time for me to do it. I felt like the world stopped. At the same time, I was annoyed because I had just missed so many things. Some time passed, I was very annoyed with myself because I couldn't stop being pessimistic as if everything I did would end in vain. Such thoughts must be eradicated. Likewise with feeling lazy. Now I learn a lot from those times. I also almost forgot that tonight I have to meet with the coach. It's been a long time since I met the coach. I hope it's nothing quite terrible. Again, my thoughts always lead to bad things. Is this the reason why I always feel negative in my thinking? I also feel that this world is too unfair for people like me. At the same time, I was annoyed because everything was always annoying. There's nothing more annoying than that. I'm in a subconscious mind that keeps playing memories that are unpleasant to look at. To the point where I was in a quite strange situation, I felt that there were some big problems coming my way. Apart from that, I also think there is something wrong with all of that. Until I feel like some of those things are coming up fast. At the same time, I can't stop feeling like this. I'm in a zone I can't get out of. Even though I tried to escape, in reality everything was the same. Nothing else happened. I also hope that everything goes well without anything bad happening. That's what I wanted to see and it might seem a lot harder than usual.
“I think this is pretty bad,” I muttered.
I was still sitting on my bed with the blanket wrapped around my body. Now it doesn't feel like it's already 8 in the morning. I still don't want to move from where I am. This is the first time I've felt this lazy. It's not just like me. Next time maybe I won't feel this way. I also really wonder why all this makes it even more difficult for me. There is nothing that would make me do otherwise. It sounds so unfair and it's so real to me. This also continues to bring me an ever-increasing sense of emptiness.
"Gosh, looks like I really have to move," I said.
After that I immediately rushed to start my morning. Now I don't feel lazy anymore. The morning was quite refreshing. At the same time, I felt like my world was starting to be colorful again. To this day, I feel a little uncertain about what I should do. It's really strange that thoughts like that come to me again. As soon as I finished my morning, I then went somewhere to feast my eyes. Today I went to the supermarket and when I entered this place, it felt like I was in a never-ending crowd. I took some things I needed and then just started looking around. This time I hope that there are some things that are enough to make me feel at peace. When I felt like the world was running normally, I made the decision to stay in the zone that I had to live in. Until I feel like I'm starting to get used to it. At the same time, I also hope that if I were in a world that continues like this, I feel like there are many things that I have to go through. Arriving in a quite unique dimension, I was faced with myself who was definitely much better than before. When I felt it was peaceful, I almost forgot about my problems. After finishing circling this supermarket, I immediately went to one of the places to eat. Today I want to enjoy some time alone. I didn't meet many people and maybe that was one of the activities that made me feel better. When I came to this place, I saw an interesting menu. I quickly ordered the menu. After that I started to feel more comfortable. The food I want and the many things that are very easy to do, that's what really makes me feel much happier. Two things that really make me feel like I'm truly alive. This time I realized that there were still many things I had to do and I couldn't just let it go.
"It's so peaceful here," I muttered.
Now it's right in a different place. Danielle is still grappling with the problems that come her way. It can be seen from the expression on Danielle's face that she is starting to feel uncomfortable with the current situation. Not only that, Danielle also started to feel like this was going too far and quickly got back to dealing with this kind of thing. Strangely it doesn't get better and just keeps piling up. Danielle immediately screamed because she was so annoyed with all this. Her mind was already confused and there were many other things that made it a real burden for Danielle. When I was here alone, suddenly the coach told me to meet at the training ground. I quickly rushed there.
“Aria. "You're fast too," said the trainer who was apparently already in this room with a neat and very beautiful appearance.
"Hello, good afternoon."
"It's been a long time since I saw you. "I'm also sorry because I've been very busy lately and haven't had time to train you guys."
"It doesn't matter. We are also starting to get used to practicing independently. So it's not a big deal.”
“That's good. "Actually, the reason I called you here was because I had something to discuss with you."
"Yes?"
“You've worked hard so far and everyone else has too. "So you can appear at the event next month," said the coach with a big smile.