I almost was late. As soon as I woke up from my sleep, I immediately got ready to go. I didn't miss anything today. Everything started to fall into place neatly. Not long after that I felt a little dizzy because I didn't sleep enough. Several things have also happened recently. On my way, I felt like I was imagining how I would stand on the performance stage again. Don't know why it feels almost empty. I also feel like I'm not just myself. Occasionally I look around and there are indeed several things that I have missed. To the point where I felt this was really bad, in an instant I hoped there was something else that was really strange. After that I felt like the world was continuing to drift and I myself was also very confused. I almost feel crazy because of this. At the same time, I kept thinking that maybe something was different from usual. To the point where my hopes come true, even though it is very impossible. I also hope that all of this will end well without having to do anything different than usual. After that I also had time to think again what if it couldn't be controlled and I was very annoyed about that. Every now and then I also hope to myself that this has gone too far. As soon as I arrived at the location, I now saw how busy the people were here. They also continued to look at me with the same gaze. Once again I felt nervous. I know it's not the first time I've been in this place, but I don't know why it feels so different from usual. I also felt strange about myself until I didn't know how to direct myself. I entered the changing room. And accidentally I also met several other people here. They are always friendly as usual. That's why I don't think it's surprising. After that I also changed my consumption for further preparations later. Meanwhile, now people have started to arrive. They had come here on purpose just to see an opera performance in this city. There were so many people coming from other cities too. This is indeed an honor because they really took the time to come here even from far away. When I had finished changing costumes, I suddenly began to remember that Danielle also intended to come here. I was glad that Danielle took the time. Although it turns out that there are several problems that Danielle herself has to face. When I saw Danielle's message, I also immediately felt happy and I couldn't wait for the show.
"No. Why do I suddenly feel this enthusiastic?" I muttered.
After almost thirty minutes of waiting, the event finally started. My heart kept pounding with nervousness. Today I actually stood on stage together with the others. It seems that many people have come and they are also excited to watch our show. Now is the time for me to show what I have been practicing all this time. I hope there is some other thing that does come and that is a miracle. After almost finishing the performance, we immediately greeted the audience. They also applauded enthusiastically. Immediately I also saw Danielle from this direction. I immediately felt relieved.
'I don't believe it. I can do it,' I muttered to myself.
For once, I felt like I was under space, which was quite refreshing. Until I forget that there are many burdens on my shoulders. When I feel frustrated like this, it feels as if I am in a dark room which is truly terrifying. At this point I am in a very stressful zone. I almost went crazy. There are so many amazing things out there. I can't think clearly when faced with things like that. To the point where it feels like I'm being swayed in waves and that's what I'm feeling right now. After I think back, I feel crazy. There are many other things that are really difficult for me to get. At that moment I felt uneasy. Once again I was in a terrible zone. I was almost there for a very long time. I hope for myself who is very bored. I don't know anymore about this world which is so crazy. I almost felt insane and that's what I feel to this day. What a terrible start. Besides, I don't want to deal with some very troublesome humans. These people continued to be confronted with views that were so disgusting that I also felt unhappy seeing them. Now I'm in the dressing room. Previously I had not seen a sight that was so disgusting that I saw it with real disgust. A group of people who kept talking about other people until I, who heard it, immediately got goosebumps. It turns out there are still a lot of disgusting people like that out here. From there I also felt something was wrong. When I think about it again, this world is really damn. There are humans who are so disgusting that even a trash can is more suitable for such people. I slowly got up from where I was sitting and then looked at the contents of the message on my cell phone. I was hoping Danielle would meet you because I'm so upset here. Not long after that I was under a very uncomfortable room. After that I started to sit in another place and when I looked again, it turned out that many people were praising tonight's event. I felt flattered when I saw their endlessly amazed expressions. Even now I feel happy. Not waiting long, Daniel came to see me. As usual tonight's performance was the best. Danielle looks like a noble lady. I've never seen anyone this good.
"Have you been waiting for a long time?" Danielle asked.
"Not really. "Actually, I'm waiting for you here because the dressing room is so annoying."
"I already guessed. But what are they talking about?”
“It's not important to know what they're talking about. You'll just vomit if you hear that. So don't want to know."
“Ah, I see. I understand."
"You came alone?"
"Yes. I always come alone. How? Are you finished?”
"Yes. I am done. The event has also ended. How about we go to a restaurant? I am hungry."
"Okay. It sounds good. Oh yeah, I saw your show earlier. You look amazing.”
“Wow. Thank You. But the others are still better than me.”
"Don't be like that, you're already amazing."