The gaze that already looked sad became more and more filled with sadness. Not long after that, Kiara began to remember various things that had been very painful. There was nothing beautiful at that time. Full of anger, Kiara threw many things in the room and immediately started crying. When she returned in tears, Kiara was still staring at the place below and still hadn't moved from up there. Not long after that, Kiara tried to jump, but not long after that, a woman saw Kiara about to jump and quickly grabbed Kiara. In great shock, the woman began to contact medical personnel and Kiara knew that her plan to end everything had failed. With a confused face, Kiara tried to run away and was now downstairs. The woman then panicked and tried to find Kiara's whereabouts. Meanwhile, now Kiara is seen walking while muttering to herself. Unexpectedly, it failed and Kiara slowly stopped because she heard Kiara's cell phone keep ringing. When checked it turned out it was a call from someone. Kiara didn't pick up the call and just ignored it. After that, Kiara moved again and was about to go somewhere.
"Why that girl?" said a woman to someone who accidentally ran into Kiara and saw Kiara who looked confused. The two of them continued to whisper.
Meanwhile, now I am at home and still feeling worried about some of the things I previously told my friend. There have been so many thoughts that have arisen and I still can't believe that all of this has always been like this. I had been in my room for almost an hour and finally moved out and got a drink. I feel like this world can no longer continue like this. It felt like I was in an empty room with nothing but emptiness. I almost forgot that there was something I had to do. After looking at the clock, I almost missed the event. I quickly turned on the television and checked the broadcast. Apparently the event hasn't started yet. Right now I feel happy because I can finally see what I've been waiting for. After that, I just focused on watching the event until it finished without missing anything. When I watched the program, I became more convinced that it was time. I felt like I was almost going crazy because everything that was happening was so endless. Various fears also came and that just annoyed me a little.
'Gosh, this is really too much,' I muttered to myself.
Even so, I still felt a little calm because nothing strange had happened. More and more I felt that something was wrong with me and when I looked at it, it was true. I always feel afraid that a tragedy will happen that could harm me. I've been haunted by this for a long time and even now it feels the same. At the same time I couldn't think properly if something would happen. I don't know what was in my head, now it only contains trash that should never have existed.
"Gosh, why did it end so quickly?" I said with a little shout.
The next day. When I started to leave for campus, at that time I felt a little unwell. For a moment I thought maybe there was something wrong with me and it turned out I was wrong. As soon as I felt more and more dizzy, at that moment I felt uncomfortable. In many ways, I think I've been feeling tired for a long time. As soon as I arrived, I saw most people gathered and I didn't know what they were talking about. Not only that, I also felt bad if I suddenly joined them. When I pay attention to someone, at that moment I feel a little surprised. Not long after that class started. I quickly rushed along with the others. There's no one I know. Very weird. I don't usually feel like this. Suddenly I couldn't concentrate and kept thinking about many things. Today's tasks are also quite a lot. Finally I decided to finish it no matter what. It crossed my mind that I would postpone this task and just continue with my other activities. It turns out I didn't do that and just went back to studying. The atmosphere in the classroom started to get quiet as soon as class ended. I was still here alone until finally I got up from my seat and then left. It feels a little strange. I saw that the others were having fun and I was the only one who wasn't interested in it. Unfortunately, they actually grabbed me and then went with them. When they arrived at a place, they started holding lots of events, even starting from the simplest thing, namely karoke. I myself don't really like situations like this and tend to feel dizzy. Shortly after that I started to feel uncomfortable and wanted to leave. However, when I looked again, they really wouldn't care if I left.
'Irritating. Why did I end up here?' I muttered to myself.
As soon as I left this room I intended to go to the toilet for a moment. At that moment I started to feel much better. It turns out it's a shame to be in a situation like this. Today I have experienced something strange and something I would never have imagined. I feel this is strange. How many times have I felt that this didn't really have a good impact on me and instead just left something behind that I should have left behind. After that, I returned to the room and joined them. This time one of them started to approach me and asked me to talk.
“Aria.”
"What's wrong Rora?"
"I have something to ask you."
"Just say it. Do not hesitate."
"Where is Kiara? The boy hasn't been seen since."
"Who knows. I don't know. Why are you suddenly asking Kiara?”
"Actually, there is something I just want to convey to that boy. But it hasn't been visible since then. I think you know where that person is.”
"No. I myself wonder why the boy isn't there."
"Could it be that you missed class on purpose?"
"Even if it's true, it's none of my business."
“Gosh, you really are, aren't you?”
"Will this event continue until the evening?"
"Possibly yes. They also plan to go to the club. You have to come too," said Rora with a smile.
After looking again, there are indeed many fun things here. It's just that I feel like this is only temporary. Nothing is so eternal. Not long after that we went out together. After enjoying karoke and now starting to enter the club. The busy atmosphere as usual always makes me almost uneasy. Surprisingly when I looked the other way, it felt unexpectedly normal. This time I came just to see them and didn't want to go any deeper. I haven't come to this place for a long time. Although there is a chance now, at least it doesn't help at all. Different from usual, I always feel uneasy in an atmosphere that is very different from what I usually feel. Now I understand why Rora keeps saying things to me. Apparently the woman had realized that I felt awkward with the others. But, there was no possibility that this person was also different from them. I just can't judge too much. For a moment I looked around while sipping my drink. This time it was really very noisy. I saw Rora sitting relaxed as if she felt this wasn't what she wanted. That's all I see from Rora's view right now. Even though I felt the same, at least I didn't show everything. I almost forgot. Not long after that I just remembered that tonight my brother will come to visit me. I quickly told the others that I had to go home early for that reason. They agreed and then I left. When I was outside the room, I quickly checked my cellphone and it turned out that my brother kept calling me. This time it really wasn't what I wanted. On the way I was still worried that the person would scold me and when I arrived it turned out he was right in front of my apartment door.
"You took so long, it's only natural that you just got home. Where have you been?" asked my cousin.
“There is an event I have to attend. It's been a long wait apparently. Sorry I just came."
"You didn't go home first and just go out with your friends?"
"Yes."
“Hey, didn't you read my message? I told you I would come and you went with your friends and ignored me?”
"Come on. You're not a child. Why do you have to nag at me Eliza?”
“Ah, that wasn't a scolding. Just asking."
“Now I have come and be quiet. Do not be noisy."
"Hey, do you know the reason I came here?"
"No. So what? Don't tell me it's because you ran away from your house?”
Even though I just said it carelessly, it turns out that what I was worried about was true. Eliza came here on purpose just because she ran away from home. Now I feel a little annoyed why this person is always like this and if he finds out everything will be messed up. When I tried to calm myself down, suddenly something came into my head. I feel that this is not a good thing that deserves to happen. After that, I took a towel and got ready to shower. Meanwhile Eliza was sitting on the sofa continuing to play with her cell phone. My patience will only last for a while if I don't hold back now.
'Unlucky. Why is it always like this?' I muttered to myself.