At times like this I end up trapped with these strange people. As time went on I felt more and more annoyed with their behavior. Not only that, I feel like they have crossed the line. After that I also thought maybe I couldn't get out of here for now. Not only that, they also pulled me together with the others and to be honest I was uncomfortable. This situation just keeps getting more complicated and that's what I already feel. Not only that, I felt annoyed with them. After taking it into account, there really is nothing normal here. Once again I got frustrated and not long after that I sat down and went back to enjoying my drink. Immediately afterwards I played with my cell phone and when I checked it didn't feel like time had passed. That was before I went home and met my brother. Right now I'm at home and this guy comes here. Now I feel a little calm even though the irritation is still there. It's been a long time if I think about it, it turns out I haven't met my brother and now we meet. Now I can't say anything anymore and feel strange. This person suddenly came to me. At first I was still a little doubtful and even suspicious of this person. Time goes by and now I feel tired. Since the time I met the others, I've experienced many things. I don't know why I suddenly started remembering that. I feel there is something strange about me and even this environment. I already felt the beginning and I always tried to get out of the damn circle that haunted me. Even now it feels the same. When I looked again, it felt like something was wrong. After that I tried to get up and there was nothing I could do after this. I was so messed up that it even felt like it wasn't just me. This time I just kept quiet and after that I felt sorry for myself. There are a lot of things right now that almost make me feel shaky. As long as I'm like this, I always can't stop thinking and it's as if there's nothing I can do. I can't stand it anymore and it's even more chaotic. This time I tried to think calmly and apparently nothing changed. I'm already disappointed. After I looked at my cell phone and then intended to sleep, I felt a little uncomfortable. This feeling came suddenly and made me unable to close my eyes. Time goes by and I'm still like this. I feel like I'm not alive.
'What else is this? I should have just bought sleeping pills. If I knew it would be like this," I muttered.
It's been a long time since I felt like I couldn't sleep. Now I understand some of the things people always say about him which makes it very difficult to control himself. I feel like that only applies to them. However, in reality it turns out that they are not the only ones who experience this. Even I myself now feel that terrible thing. I always blamed myself and now that's what I do. It felt like I was in a quite strange space and it seemed very annoying.
"Come on. "If it continues like this, I'll definitely be crazy," I said.
Meanwhile, right now it's somewhere else. Kiara is seen standing while looking at someone. At that moment, Kiara's face started to turn red because she was holding back her emotions as she clenched her fists. Not long after that, the person Kiara saw left with a young woman. Seeing this, Kiara, who was still standing watching the man from afar, seemed to be getting fed up and finally left. When he got home, Kiara started to get angry and destroyed things on Kiara's dressing table. The crying sounded so loud that one of the servants who worked at Kiara's house was shocked and curious about what had happened. However, apparently the servant gave up his thoughts and didn't want to see Kiara's current condition because he didn't want to interfere. Kiara sat on the floor as if it was very painful. Not long after that, Kiara immediately took out her cellphone and intended to contact the man. It turned out to be true. The man's number is inactive. As soon as she found out about this fact, Kiara became even more angry. The crying still lingered and tears continued to roll down Kiara's face. A moment later, Kiara tried to calm herself while holding her cell phone. The situation is getting more and more stressful and now Kiara still feels that annoyance.
“Bastard. Should just die!” Kiara shouted while throwing the flower vase.
The next morning. I woke up from my sleep and not long afterward I felt very sore. After that, I actually got out of bed and straightened the bed sheets. After that I felt someone calling my name. It turned out to be true. Apparently Eliza had already prepared breakfast. When I found out about this, I quickly joined Eliza. We started enjoying breakfast. I didn't expect that this person would do something like this in my apartment. At first I thought I wouldn't want to do something like this and when I looked again it turned out I was wrong. This guy wasn't bad at handling situations either.
“By the way, why did you choose to live here alone? Even though you have a great family. What is actually going on in your head?" Eliza asked me breaking the silence.
"I just want to live like a normal person in general."
"What?"
“I am no longer a child who has to live with my parents. So I have decided how I will live."
“Ah, it turns out that's how it is. I thought you ran away.”
"Do not be crazy. How could I do that?"
“But, if I were you I think I would also choose the same choice. There is nothing more fun than living alone and doing as many things as you like without anyone daring to protest. That's a brilliant idea.”
“That is also one of my goals. You're alone, why don't you just stay alone?”
“I still have a lot of other things to do. You know they'll throw me out if I argue. It just stresses me out.”
"So, what are you going to do?"
"Hah? I guess surviving as usual. That's all I can do for the current situation. Oh yes, to be honest, I really want to change campuses."
“Why do you want to move? Did something happen?”
"I want to while looking for a new job."
“Ah, I see. That must be difficult.”
"That's why I almost went crazy. I need your opinion.”
"What? Why should I?"
“I thought only you would understand.”
After listening to Eliza's words, I felt like I was in a really confusing situation. At that moment I was sure that something was wrong. It turns out my hunch was right. Every now and then I also hope to myself that there are indeed some things that are troublesome. I felt a little guilty about what I had done before. Besides, this person's views really showed that it wasn't a lie. Today I felt very lazy when I went to campus. I feel like I just want to sleep in the apartment and enjoy sweet dreams. Not long after that I saw several people gathered and I felt a little curious. The atmosphere doesn't seem to be good. I slowly approached them and when I looked it turned out they were only talking about practical material. I feel a little relieved and don't know why today my thoughts are even more confused. I can no longer concentrate. As soon as I entered the second hour, I also ran out of energy. Right now all that's in my head is resting. There's nothing else apart from that. I also feel uncomfortable with myself who only feels like this. It wasn't long before I also checked some of my notes and started following the instructions. Just a really tiring day.
"I think I've lost my will to live," I muttered.
Meanwhile, currently Eliza is still in Aria's apartment. Looks like he's just relaxing while playing on his cellphone. Apart from that, Eliza's face also seems to be starting to brighten and is currently still busy with herself. Not long after that, Eliza began to feel uncomfortable. A moment of looking around and there was nothing strange. At that time, Eliza returned to her previous activities. Even so, Eliza felt a little suspicious about something. It turns out that her imagination actually haunted Eliza until she finally peeked through the door. Not long after that Eliza saw a woman and was surprised when she opened the door.
“What are you doing there?” Aria asked.
"Unlucky. I thought it was a foreigner.”
"Are you afraid?"
"Seriously. How could I be afraid."
"Oh yeah, I have something to talk to you about again this time."
"What? What do you want to talk about?”
"This is a matter of your decision. Are you sure you would make such a decision in the current situation?”
"Yes. I have no choice anymore.”
“Are you crazy? What would they say if you just went there?”
“I don't care what they say. So far it's the only way to get out of this misery. Do you know what I mean?”
"I know. But your choice is really tough."
Last night Eliza asked for my opinion. At that time I just listened to everything Eliza said and didn't think again. Sometimes I also feel sorry and when I think back, I just realized one thing. This woman intends to run away for reasons of responsibility. I felt a little annoyed with his decision to go abroad without telling his parents and other family. When I heard that, I couldn't believe it. At this time, Eliza was still clean and convinced me so hard that I also argued with Eliza a little.
"If you're just going to tell them like that, I think I was wrong for saying what I wanted," said Eliza with a disappointed expression.