Currently, Adrian is seen in his private room. Shortly after that, he began to feel that maybe this was something he couldn't control. Some things have passed and now it's time for everything to return to zero. When everything feels empty and there is only yourself. Until then, there are so many choices that it's enough to make your head feel dizzy. It didn't stop there, this time it felt almost the same and there were more and more strange things which were enough to make him feel out of sorts with the arrival of problems like now. Adrian then took a deep breath and for a moment he felt a little worried and maybe something could happen. Just after continuing to think and finally finding only one reason why he was like this, now there was only a choice in his hands. Last time he was in a pretty dark situation, to the point where it hurt him so much. In this second, that thought came and more or less confused him. Until the next morning, everything was still the same. Nothing has changed. Once again he looked up at the sky and thought that this time it would definitely be different from before but it turned out that it was all useless at all. Nothing to be happy about. I also thought that today there was still a good opportunity for him to develop himself, but it turned out to be true. Adrian saw several people running towards a room. Right now he didn't care about that at all and then moved towards the room that would be used for today's class. The atmosphere is so the same. When he sat down, it wasn't long before class started. There are people who focus on paying attention and quite a few of them just sit there and don't care about the material that has been presented. The atmosphere feels annoying. Adrian was still focused and then he also felt a little bored. When so many people look the same. It's as if all of that is just a vision that has no meaning. Adrian also knows that now everyone is busy with their world and doesn't have time to see anything else. As long as they only care about themselves, it will never be different. This time he was really so empty that even a gust of wind was so insignificant. Adrian then got up from his seat and was now about to leave. As soon as he left, not long after that he saw Gavaras walking alone and the two of them then met and talked for some time.
“Wow, I find it hard to believe. "It turns out I was able to meet you, Adrian," said Gavaras, who still didn't change.
"Yes. It seems like something went wrong today and instead I keep meeting people like you.”
“Is that so?”
"Correct."
"Unlucky. You don't seem to be as friendly as usual."
“Why are you even spouting such nonsense?”
"No reason. Oh yeah, how are your activities lately? I heard there's something new.”
“Still the same. How are you yourself? Are you also coming to the event?"
“Now there's nothing I can do. Correct. Wasn't that party very interesting?”
“It doesn't look amazing to me.”
"I knew you would say something like this."
"Okay. See you later."
"You should have gone, apparently."
Meanwhile, now Adrian is walking away. After hearing what his friend said, for a moment he felt that there was nothing wrong with all of this. While many hunches continue to lead him into things that cannot be predicted beforehand. Apart from that, he also thought that maybe something had happened to that person because there was something a little different from what he knew. After almost arriving, Adrian started to enter this place which was none other than that person's studio. As soon as he arrived, they were also kind to him and now he felt a little comfortable being here. Most of them always chat in quite a brutal way. Adrian, who felt that he had no problem with this, only smiled and grinned at their jokes, which were quite extreme. This time, there were so many reasons why he made a decision like this. It was as if there was nothing else he could do. For almost a day of thinking, it turned out to be quite draining too. For a moment I thought that it would just be a waste of time. However, when you think about it, it makes a lot of sense. Until now there are still many things to try. Apart from just sitting there and never doing anything, that's really sad.
"It turns out it's much busier here than I expected," muttered Adrian.
There are times when everything looks like trash. There is nothing useful that can be used as a role model. There is only one thing that is completely useless. All of that happened and continues to happen. Now slowly the fire of misery begins to dim. Adrian felt that this was quite good. Then he just followed what his heart said. Nothing bad happened. So far it holds a lot of good things. Not many memories are erased over time, they all seem to come and go quickly. This time he was truly confident in his decision.
"Are you still hanging out with your friends?" the person asked Adrian.
“Just sometimes. Why?"
"No. It is nothing. I thought you were a very different kind of popular person.”
“I think your estimate is quite exaggerated.”
"Maybe there's some truth to that."
"Yes. So far, many people have said that to me. Even though it's not at all as great as they say. That's the reality."
“You might think so, but they are definitely confident in their own judgment. Isn't that very annoying?”
"You are right. I think that's what happens most of the time and I can't deny it even a little.”
"Yes. They are. You just need to get used to it, don't keep thinking about silly things like that."
Adrian really agreed with what he said. Until now everything has happened and it is true. There is nothing that can be controlled at will. That's a fact of this world. Everyone moves according to a predetermined destiny. Even though there are some things that can change, all of this can only be done with really hard effort. As is the case with changing people's views of themselves. It sounds as if it is easy, but it is very difficult to do. They were still talking while making songs. Nothing can be predicted. Adrian began to feel something positive here. The energy seemed to pull him strongly.
'It turns out this is true,' he muttered to himself.
Right now it's in a different place. Gavaras was seen here with his friend. They seemed to be discussing something. The busy atmosphere also makes them keep joking. Not only that, after everything had passed and there were still several things that he always thought about. Not long after, someone saw them and it seemed the young man recognized Gavaras. It's just that there's something a little strange about that person's gaze. After that, Gavaras turned away again and continued discussing various things with his friend. Now there are several things that they have been talking about for a long time. At this time, some people are a little annoyed because there are many things that make them feel like they have lost. Different from usual, there was only one thing that was quite troublesome and that was what happened. After almost an hour, the three of them were still discussing their current problems. Gavaras still couldn't calm down because while listening to the contents of his friend's conversation there were a few things that were quite offensive to him. This time there were so many things that made him crazy. He had been in this place for almost an hour and now he was fed up with hearing chatter that wasn't even that important.
"I think that's enough for now. See you later," said Gavaras as he left his two friends.
“Wow, you're no fun.”
"Correct. Even though there are still things that are quite interesting.”
Even though they said such things, Gavaras was not interested and now he wanted to go somewhere. This time he was still the same as before and there was nothing wrong with this. After almost an hour wasting a lot of time and that's what he was currently feeling. There was almost something that made him feel a little annoyed about all this. Not only that, he was also surprised by his meeting on campus with Adrian. There was almost something that made him quite troublesome and it turned out it wasn't so bad. There was something else that had made him even worse all this time. When he arrived at another place, this time he saw several people gathered together and not long after that they dispersed. Gavaras initially didn't care about it and now just continued his journey. However, after he saw someone who immediately shocked him, not long after that Gavaras fell silent and felt very surprised when he saw that person. His current view couldn't turn him away from that.
“No way,” Gavaras said.
Meanwhile, currently Adrian is in the studio, he is still in this place along with the others. For a moment he thought that maybe there was something wrong with him, but that made him feel a little shaky that everything in his mind shouldn't be believed. After he returned home, his view of the world began to open up a little thanks to various things that had come his way. Adrian became increasingly curious about one thing that the person had previously said to him. Until now, he still didn't fully realize something.
'It turns out that's not bad after all,' he muttered.