Everything is so beautiful here, from the private jet to the country. I have never traveled before so flying to a new country in a private jet is an exciting experience and tiring too. If I wouldn’t be pregnant then I would have not been this tired but I'm loving every second of everything. Jeon woke me up from my long nap for late lunch. Begrudgingly I woke up and went out to eat, it does not feel like I have been on a plane but land.
“ Are you feeling good?” jeon asked, kissing my forehead and hugging me close to his body, transmitting his body warmth into mine. He calms me in every way.
“Yes, I am fine jeon! I left you alone to take a nap, I'm sorry.” I tightened my arms around him basking in his warmth.
He looked down at me with love and admiration shining in his eyes, overwhelming me with all the emotions which were foreign to me for so long but now I can feel every tiny emotion and feel wholehearted.
“Come let's eat something, I'm starving!” he grabbed my hand and took me to our seats. There are two plates placed in front of our seats. I didn’t know that I was starving till I saw the food with my eyes.
" I am starving too, let's dig in!" I didn't wait for Jeon's answer and dived into the food but I heard him chuckling behind me.
" How is the food? Are you liking it?" I was interrupted by Jeon's question and I stopped chewing to answer him.
"Umm, I love the food and it is so delicious." We are having fried chicken, rice, and peas.
" Wait till you taste the Korean food, you are going to spend your entire time in the food stalls." Jeon laughed at my curious excited expression. I am looking forward to tasting Korean food. I have heard so much about the food through Jeon and I always got water in my mouth hearing him describe the recipes and tastes of the dishes.
" I am so excited for it baby and I can't wait to try every dish." I clapped like a little child and dug into my food.
" Let us land safely first then we can go to as many food stalls as we can." Jeon chuckled at my enthusiasm.
We ate all the food from our plates talking through the time about what I can expect and what I can't in the country. I am very excited that I get to see Jeon's hometown and his culture. Maybe I can get to see his family, he never talked about them and I didn't ask him to because maybe he has a reason that's why he didn't say anything about his family. I don't want to hurt him by asking about something he is not ready for.
" We will be landing in an hour so until then take a nap, I will wake you up when we are landing." Jeon tucked me into the seat and kissed my forehead. I nodded at him because I can't even bring myself to answer him because of the sleep consuming my senses.
It felt like a minute but I took a nap for an hour and I am still tired and sleepy. It's a long journey from L.A to South Korea of 10 hours. I have never traveled much in my life.
" You can take a long nap once we reach my apartment, you don't need to pout." Jeon ruffled my hair, pecking me on my lips.
" I am not pouting!" I yelled after him but I can see in the closed window that I am indeed pouting.
" Sure, you are not." I can hear his smile in his voice, he knows me so very well. Sometimes it feels like we know each other for years but it's not even a year yet and we know each other so well.
An SUV was waiting for us when we came down the steps of the jet. Mr.Park is waiting for us in front of the car with a warm big smile.
" I hope you had a pleasant journey, Enya!" It was not that pleasant due to me being always sleepy and tired and it was my first but I enjoyed it.
" Yes, Mr.Park I really enjoyed it was my first long journey and I am excited too," I answered him with an enthusiastic smile.
" And I hope you enjoy your stay here too." He bowed and opened the car door for me which I accepted with a bow and took my seat in the car. Jeon and Mr.Park started talking about something in Korean and I tried to understand it but I am unable to do so. Looking at Jeon's Angry and concerned face I really want to know what is it that they are discussing so seriously that made Jeon angry.
They both said goodbyes and Jeon took his place beside me, still angry. I placed my hand on his thigh which made him look at me. His eyes softened and with a sigh, he placed his hand on top of mine and started caressing it. I know something is bothering him, I have observed him for a long time that he is excited to come back to Korea with me but at the same time, he was tense and lost in thoughts that I have to gain his attention so many times.
I held myself back because I don't want to add more stress to him by asking as he was preparing for his concert but now I should ask him, maybe I can relieve his stress a little bit.
" Is something bothering you?" He looked at me with surprise. I moved close to him and turned his head toward me, I placed my lips on his, and without a second thought, he started molding his lips with mine expressing that he is worried and stressed not about the concert but us, the baby, and especially me.
It was an intense kiss where we can feel each other's emotions and feelings through the kiss. This is the type of intimacy I have with Jeon and I am grateful for it. Our foreheads stayed glued to each other.
" I am scared, Enya! I am scared that something will happen." He sounded so scared that my heart broke for him.
" What are you so scared of Jeon?" What is it that is bothering you this much?" He looked into my eyes and I knew the answer to my question. He is scared of losing me and the baby and our lives together.
" I am not going to go anywhere and you know that there is nothing to be scared of, baby." I am a hundred and one percent sure that no one can break us apart and I am not going to leave Jeon for anything. We are each other's forever.
" Yes but I know the things you don't know, Enya and I don't want you to get hurt because of me, I never told you about my life back home but it is nothing like L.A." I nodded at him as if I understood him and I really did.
" You will never be the reason for my hurt Jeon and I know your country is so much different from mine but if you stay beside me then we will manage everything." He is the best thing that happened to me and I will never lose him.
" What did Mr. Park says that upsets you?"
" Umm, He said that we have to be cautious all the time and not get caught by any of the paps as they tear you down with a single picture, in simple words we don't have any freedom to go out or do anything as we did in L.A." I can understand the concerns of Mr.park because everyone knows Jeon in Korea.
" As I said we can manage everything together and forget about everything, just focus on practicing and about the concert, okay." He nodded and pecked my lips pulling my body close to him.
I can fight whatever comes our way because I don't want to lose our happily ever after because of anything or anyone. I deserve everything, Jeon deserves everything and our baby deserves everything. I will stand in front of every bad thing which comes our way and fight it.