Disbelief, Anger, hurt, and sadness surrounded me after hearing how my family is selling me to the media and throwing dirt on my name. Didn't they do enough in the past when they ditched me and took Justin's side? What else do they want from me? They want to see me die in front of them?
Jeon came towards me and sat beside me instantly taking me into his arms and kissing my forehead. His warmth and scent started doing their work on me trying to relax me and calm me down but now, nothing is working on me other than anger and frustration.
" Everyone is going to think about me the same way as they are portraying and I am going to be the remark on your career, Jeon!" I whispered out ashamed that he is suffering because of me.
" Nothing is your fault and don't you dare blame yourself for any of this shit. Don't worry I am going to take care of everything." I stood up from the couch getting away from him, fuming with anger and helplessness on the situation.
" Why are they making it so hard for us? What right does anybody have in our lives? What if I got pregnant before marriage and what if you are younger than me and what if I had separated from my ex-husband before?" I yelled out, breathing heavily. Anger is taking over every sense of my body and I don't have any control over my body. I am tired of everything and I am tired of feeling threatened.
" Enya! Baby! Calm down, I will make everything alright, okay?" Jeon's voice sounded calm but I can see he is worried about me.
" Nothing is going to be alright, Jeon and our daughter have to live with the weight of my past and I can't let that happen, Ahhhh!" I screamed clutching my stomach and feeling like someone is stabbing my insides with knives. This pain is different from the other ones I have got before.
" Enya! Are you okay?" Jeon rushed towards me and held my body before its fell to the floor and steadied me.
" I…it hurts." I groaned out feeling like passing out with the intensity of the pain.
" Jeon! She is going into labor and we need to take her to the hospital soon." Mrs. Park yelled at a frozen Jeon who sat there still as if he has seen a ghost.
" What? Labor? But, she has time for it." Jeon informed Mrs. Park with alarm and horror.
" I know but her stress is pushing her towards labor and we need to act fast." She said, disappearing somewhere and coming back with a bag. Ha-ri is standing wide-eyed looking at me with fear and pity.
" The car is ready Jeon, let's go!" Mr.Park informed us, Jeon lifted me in his arms and ran towards the car which is waiting for us.
" Is our little one going to be okay?" I asked, afraid of losing the best thing which happened in my life. I can't lose her. She is my life and everything, without her I can't imagine my life.
" Don't worry, we are going to meet our little girl sooner than we expected but everything is going to be alright," Jeon assured me and made me sit in the backseat and put my head in his lap.
The contractions are coming with a second gap and they are so intense. I have never felt this much pain in my life. If our daughter is going to be fine at the end of this then I will bear this pain 1000 times for her.
" The hospital is only a 10-minute ride from here and Mr.Park has already alerted the doctors about your situation," Jeon said, wiping the sweat from my forehead.
" Ahhhhhhhhhhhh, I…I can't do this, Jeon! " I screamed out when the pain hit me so hard that it took me a second to take a breath. Jeon and Mrs. Park are trying to divert me from the pain but it is impossible to ignore the pain which is turning my insides into a playground. The car filled with my screams and painful groans.
" We are here!" Mr.Park announced my relief but the relief was short-lived when the pain starts again. When the car is parked Jeon opened the door in one go and lifted me in his arms walking towards the waiting wheel stretcher and the group of doctors who are waiting for us.
Jeon talked to them in Korean and I understand bits and pieces from his conversation but I know that he is informing them about my previous incident when I was stressed out and admitted to the hospital. He also threatened them to treat me properly if not then he will sue them.
A doctor came toward me and feel my stomach and asked about the time between the contractions. She nodded her head and went toward the group of doctors. She discussed something with them and walked toward me with Jeon trailing behind her.
" You are in Labor, Mrs, Jeon and your contractions are coming so fast and with permission, I wanted to see how long you have diluted." The doctor asked politely and I nodded at her. The other doctors who were there in the room left the room and only this doctor and her nurses are in the room.
Jeon walked towards my side and held my hand kissing it. His touch is so relaxing and peaceful.  I was changed into the hospital gown and the doctor checked my vagina to see how many centimeters I have diluted.
" You are diluted completely and I will count to three and you have to push okay!" The doctor said to which I nodded and held Jeon's hand tightly. We are going to do this and we are going to welcome our baby into this world today.
" Ready, One, Two, Three and go, push." The doctor ordered and I followed it. It is so much more painful than period cramps. It is the worst pain a human being can bear.
The doctor repeated it 3-4 times and I slowly lost all the energy in my body at any time I will into unconsciousness.
Jeon held my hand and encouraged me to push and try harder this time for our girl and I pushed with all the strength I got in me.
" Yeah, Baby! You are doing great." Jeon praised me and I pushed again with an agonizing pain blinding me I pushed with all the energy I can gather and within seconds small cry filled the room which is like music to my ears.
I smiled through the pain and the tears, Jeon also has a big smile and tears streaming down his face. My eyes started closing on their own and I tried so hard to keep them open and see our angel but my eyes closed of their accord and I slipped into unconsciousness.