I didn't know that it should be hurting right now, but my heart bleeds as I see him with her.
Chapter 44
2 months later...
ROSEANNA'S (P.O.V)
"Are you sure?" Aideen Drew's worried tone became more worried. I sighed and looked at him.
"You have been asking the same thing to be for the 6th time no, and I have answered you for the 6th time too" I stopped doing what I was currently doing to look at him with a reassuring look.
"It's just that I'm worried as fudge, who knows what he might harm you again?" I am convinced that his intentions for me are pure and I could not argue with him about that.
"I am assuring you Drew nothing will happen. I know he regrets everything he has done to me and I know he still loves me" I pat his shoulder and I smiled at him still trying to convince him "Just look after the kids"
"And you still love him?" My smile vanished when he suddenly raise a question. I cleared my throat "Of course, you still do" his tone became sarcastic.
"Drew let's not talk about that matter" I refused to answer his question and look away.
There is no us that I could say in a relationship, but I couldn't bear to hurt him, ironic isn't it?
I am busy fixing, and arranging my stuff which I think I should not be doing but I am doing it, Drew's presence makes my mind wander off.
I admit that he still has these effects on me. Truthfully it was never been gone.
I sighed and stop fixing the stuff that doesn't need to be fixed.
"Can't I really come with you?" There he goes again, he is still looking at me.
"Mommy?" Aetheshia took a sneak peek at the door, Drew and I both looked at her and saw that she was with her brother who had just gotten in.
"See? You can't" I chuckled at him, he just pouted. This is how comfortable we are now, and I could not find it more fulfilling.
"Oh, mommy and daddy have to go somewhere?" Aetheshia, our little baby girl innocently interrogate, and I was about to say that I was the only one going but Aideen Drew spoke to them first and lift Aetheshia in his arms.
"Yes baby girl, daddy, and mommy have to go somewhere and it's private for adults only" Aetheshia just looks at him while blinking her eyes it makes her look so cute while in her father's arms "I want you and Blaizé to go and play with your grandma Allyson okay?" Drew asks, he's convincing them to agree, he then looks at Blaizé, and knowing our little smart boy he will surely agree.
"Yes, father. I understand" Blaizé was the one to agree first which makes Drew smile widely at his own duplicate son.
"You always understand Blaizé what's new about it?" Aetheshia pouted at her brother then looks back at me  "mom, tell me honestly are you and dad have to go somewhere else that's private so that you will have my little sister?" She was pretty naive and serious while asking us that.
My eyes grew wider while Aideen Drew cleared his throat, I blink my eyes for a few times thinking about what made her say that.
"What are you babbling about?" Blaizé asks his sister with his straight face. "Come here, let's go to grandma Allyson," He offered his hands on his little twin sister "Out her down dad" so with that Aideen Drew put Aetheshia down with his laughing face.
"I will tell Grandma that you too are off to somewhere, bye mom, bye dad you both take care" Blaizé then drag his little twin sister gently away from us, out of the room making the awkwardness I felt grow big.
Aideen Drew cleared his throat
"Let's go find that little sister" I punch his arm lightly "alright, alright it's a joke" he laughed at my face, I look away "let's go?"
"Huh?" I am not in my exact mind right now I look back at him only to find out that he is now stopping himself to bursts out laughing at me. "What?" My eyebrow met each other,
Feeling a little bit irritated because it looks like I am the only one in an awkward situation right now.
"Nothing" he is still trying to conceal his laughter. "I said let's go, stop thinking about it or else we would make it happen right now, right at this moment$ my eyes widen a little bit more, but he just chuckled handsomely, and it makes me feel a bit frustrated. Why could he be that handsome in my eyes?
My oh-so-ever Sophisticated self went off flying somewhere away whenever I'm with him.
"I hate you" I suddenly burst that out and walk past him, but before I could walk past him I took a glance at him trying to see what his reaction is and I saw a little shock on his face but then he slowly smiled.
I finally went out of that freaking heated bedroom went to his car, sat on the passenger seat,t and crossed my hands and legs, he then followed me and walk right to the driver's seat and started the engine then we went off.
While driving he keeps on checking on me,
"Don't keep on eyeing me Aideen Drew keep your eyes on the road," I uttered when he still keeps on looking at me.
Luckily he obeyed me and make his eyes stay on the road, a little smile formed on my lips for a second, his eyebrow furrowed and he looks like he was battling over himself and his mind.
After a minute of him being like that he suddenly stopped the car. I blinked for a couple of times
"What are you doing?/ Are you angry?" We both uttered at the same time,
"Okay, you first/ you speak first" we again speak at the same time.
"What's wrong with you?/ why are you angry?" Again, for the third time, we both could not hear each other's words because we were both speaking at the same time and our voices blended with each other. He looked away and ruined his perfectly comb hair "okay okay okay, tell me your thoughts first" finally he did not speak again so I delivered my words clearly.
"Don't be angry" my eyes got stuck on him after hearing how his voice become so husky all of the sudden but sounds cute at the same time.
I again blinked for a few times, can I get my word back? I can't stand him acting this way, the butterflies in my stomach won't calm down.
"See you are angry, you even won't say a word at me now" his voice is just freaking addiction,
like how did it manage to be so manly, husky, and cute at the same time?
I sighed and looks at his eyes
"I am not mad, why would I be mad? That situation just made me so awkward that I manage to say I hate you" I explained and he just didn't bite that one, he did not stop asking if I'm indeed angry at him.
He did not stop using that addictive tone time even when we arrived at the house I used to call home.
We entered without knocking,
I gazed at the whole house, it is clean now compared to the last time I'm in there,
We didn't see Jaden downstairs so we went up to the kid's room and then to Jaden and my old room
"Stop being angry Rose" Aideen Drew just won't stop using that tone of his but now my heart feels dumb, now I couldn't feel anything about it. My whole body got stocked while I am looking inside the room and whispered Jaden's name.
Aideen Drew felt that I am now serious so he went to where I am standing and also looks inside the room. In just a second I felt his hand on my face covering my eyes which is now letting tears out.
"If you can't handle it learn to look away" his voice becomes so seriously mad. He pull me away, bring me to his car, made me sit on the passenger's seat, and closed the car's door loudly then he went inside with his hand turned into fists.
Jaden, he's here in our room, he saw me looking but he did not stop moving on the top of that woman. Did he continue kissing her, why?
I didn't know how long I'd been crying inside Drew's car.
AIDEEN DREW'S (P.O.V)
The image of him at the top of another woman, moving while his wife is looking at them. I waited, I fucking waited for him to stop and kneel in front of Roseanna but he didn't, and instead he continued to have sex with that freaking dirty woman of his.
My rage for him went higher so I pulled Roseanna out of the house took her to my car and slam the door before I went back inside, only to see that they did not stop. I entered the room not minding the body of the bitch being worshiped by the jerk. I laughed sarcastically when they did not even mind me. With my anger, I pulled Jaden away from the woman and punched him as hard as to how I punched the wall,
Blood went out of his mouth.
"Are you really that itchy you bitch?" With my fury, I tried to ask the woman while looking sharply at Jaden.
"Hey! Will you stop disturbing us?" The woman exclaimed, I am not looking at her as my front is on Jaden. "I haven't even cum yet! Ughh! I hate this." That nasty flirty voice of her gives a shiver to my whole body as it dislikes it. "You know what? Why don't you enjoy yourself with us? Three is better than two" Her flirty self is just a bitch itself. I faced her and saw how she slowly smirked "That's more like it. Come on," she open her legs wider but I did not look down there and just stared at her eyes which is burning with lust.
'Damn it, I'm so sorry Rose. I have seen her body!' I apologized,
I closed my eyes and walk straight at her, the moment I opened my eyes she was slowly moving which disgust me. I heard Jaden's sound smirk and I also smirked thinking God they got it all wrong. I then slap the woman hard went to the drawer and pull out the gun.
"Like it? I can break that fucking precious pussy of yours with this gun if you won't dress up yourself." I said that without giving her another look instead I looked at Jaden,
He is now fixing himself while I slowly point the gun at the Bitch.
"Okay, okay. I'll cover up" with that I heard her rushing to cover her whole body. I looked at her after she was done dressing up and then went closer to slap her nape making her faint.
"Now, where were we?" I am fixing the gun and then I looked at Jaden.
"What exactly do you want?" He asked that as if nothing is wrong. He is acting like a damn psycho.
"What is wrong with you? I thought you will keep your promise? Fuck it Jaden you promise to love and cherish her in front of the fucking altar you dumb ass"  I yelled at him, wanting to aim the fucking gun towards him but I can't. I know I can't. "Roseanna deserves nothing but the best and you know that!" I greeted my teeth while looking sharply at him.
"I know that that is why she's now with you" his tone didn't change and his whole body remain calm, which made me crazy mad.
"Aren't you devastated? Your child must b happy up there that he didn't get to know and see how psych his father is. Your child must be happy that you led him to die" I bring up his child with Rose and I succeed in making him react seriously to the scenario. I smirked,
"What? Are you getting worked up?" Teasing him as I chuckled sarcastically making him took a step closer to me with anger and pain in his eyes.
"Are you not sorry for your child? Wait don't tell me you are happy with it? Ow, your child will cry up there if you're happy -"
he did not let me finish my words as he punched me but not as hard as to how I punched him earlier.
"Don't talk to me about my child Aideen. I took yours like they are mine." He greeted his teeth, my face became serious, and my smirk vanished.
"And I thank you for that, but what you treated Roseanna, your own wife erased all the kind things you did for my child, one word to describe what you have done was that it was so u manly Jaden" I hold his polo on his neck,
"What you did was way more worst than what I did!" He yelled that to my face.
"I did that for her own safety. I had to make sure she'll bear my child so that those men will not harm her! With the name Stone, she will be safe, and you don't have the right to say that because it is all your fault, it's your fault that she has been followed and threatened!" I tried really bad to stop myself from yelling and his angry face turns into a shocked expression.
"What the fuck are you saying?" His face looks so confused and he looked like a freaking innocent man.
"Why? Am I wrong? The freaking man of your fucking dad stalked our family they did some dirty stuff, and they did not achieve what they wanted so they turn their attention to Roseanna, they knew Jaden. They fucking knew that I have planted my weakness on Roseanna and they planned to use her." Those memories flashed right before my eyes that made my rage go higher, the time when I was shaking in fear for what will they do to Roseanna.
"You know what is worst? Huh? Jaden?" I went closer to him as I tighten my grip on his polo "What's worst is that I had to do all that to her just to keep her safe. I had to lock her in our house to keep her safe! Damn it! And my mother won't lend me her freaking men just because of some freaking immature reasons. I had to keep her safe with my own hands." I sighed deeply as I started to have a heavy heart. "I know that was such a foolish Decision but what can I do? I have no other option!" I yelled out of fury,
"It hurts me to see her being with you, marrying you with the thoughts on my head such as 'why is she marrying the man that was the cost of what she has endured?" A tear fell from my eyes as I gasped and weakened. A man should not cry but here I am crying over the same woman who made me cry for years.
"I did not, I didn't know anything" that was all he can say?
I let go of his shirt and wipe my tears, I hold my breath and blow it, releasing my anger but I couldn't stop myself from punching him so I did punch him.
"Is that all that you can say? Damn it! You talked with your father saying you want Roseanna, that you want me down on my knees" his face looks like he's flashing every memory of that time. "How did you think you found Roseanna? Huh? You found her in that place, not because of fate but because your father knows that she's in there with the help of my mother! I went crazy for almost a year Jaden, I went crazy thinking I did my best, I did all I can to protect her but she leave me all alone, and then what? Did she come back with you? Bullshit Jaden that's fucking torture"
I swear we now both look like a couple who's arguing with some shitty problems.
"Fuck it!" He cursed out after thinking and matching his memories of that time.
"And again Jaden, you never failed on being the cost of her pain" I calmed myself first then fix my shirt "don't you think maybe it's time you grow up? Stop reaching for help from your father!"
"Fuck it! Just fucking fuck it" he messed his hair as his mouth uttered curses then he looks back at me. "Zoey? Does she know?" His voice trembled.
"She doesn't" I shook my head and he let out a heavy breath that he was holding "but I planned on telling her. Not now but soon" he directly reaches my collar and shakes his head like a psycho.
"No! Tell her that after this chaos. It's good that she still doesn't know" he nodded like a crazy motherfucker
"Are you insane? What is good about her not knowing the reason why she suffered?" I pushed him away and aim to punch him. "You crazy man! I will tell her even without your consent. Just who see you to order me not to tell her when she need to know the truth? I will freaking tell her. I am done with being the bad guy here" I was about to punch him but Roseanna's voice appeared and I was stuck on my feet.
"You don't need to. I already know" her voice was as cold as ice, I slowly turned to look at her and saw the anger burning in her eyes looking at Jaden.
"Zoey" Jaden uttered her name with an apologetic voice.
"You have just killed your wife and your child twice today" a tear fell in her eyes which made my anger rise again, I point my gun at Jaden and that startled him.
"You fuckr freaking dumbass!" I greeted my teeth. Rose entered the room and placed the folder on the table beside the bed.
"Let's go Aideen Drew, don't waste your bullets on that jerk's body" she then pulled me out leaving Jaden alone. She suddenly stopped walking. "Sigh that document and we'll finish each other. If you still feel a little guilt and sorry for you child and me. Even just a little bit sogn that up" after than she walk away dragging me with her.