Zanaya's POV
"Seth!!!!!" I called for the umpteenth time the moment I lost him from my line of sight.
With only one month after I give birth, a lot of things had already happened.
The moment our feet landed at the airport, we were almost mobbed by our fans, taking pictures of us walking side by side. And of course, hand in hand.
Thank God our baby took the next flight or it would have been bad. Regardless if people don't know about him yet, I don't want him to get suffocated at the airport because of the large number of people camping outside.
We don't even know how people found out but the fans from Australia must have uploaded something on the internet and boom, Fans and Blinks were automatically there.
Not to mention those persistent reporters.
Ever since Seth announced about our secret marriage, both our agencies released the same statement confirming this fact.
However, they did not disclose any more information.
I can't even say how many but I guess half of the fans who were there were supportive especially for my sake. They thought about how hard it must have been for me to keep it together when Seth is constantly being linked with someone.
Some of the people hated me for taking their idols but a large amount of them don't know what to think at this time.
But I don't think it matters.
We can never please everybody.
As long as Seth and I understood each other, we have our family, our members, and our fans who supports us all the way, we're all up to it.
It's not as if we can do anything about it anyways. Instead, I believe we should focus on the things that we can control.
And right now, I need to see Seth because keeping my sanity altogether seemed to be the hardest thing right at this point.
Whoever said that I was easy to take care of a child?
Nobody, right?
I mean, Seth and I used to get so nervous every time our baby cries. We instantly panic and call both our moms.
Seeing Baby Ashton crying makes my heart twist like there's no tomorrow and I used to cry before.
When both of our moms visited us, we were both given a long parenting pep talk.
They were afraid Baby Ashton would grow up spoiled because of the two of us.
And the fact that they saw all the clothes and toys cramped inside a guest room made their head ache.
Both our members had bought a lot of toys that Baby Ashton wouldn't even be able to use not until he is five or something and the room designated for his toys isn't even fixed yet.
The scene where both SHADOW and WHISTLE were being scolded came into view one time.
Both our moms told them to lie low and not spoil the baby even before he started to walk.
During Baby Mochi's first month, we decided to hold a celebration.
Everyone was ecstatic and both Seth and I had been very busy.
It was when we just came back to Korea and our house was already prepared.
I didn't know I'd be like this but for two weeks, I didn't want Seth lost from my sight.
I get grumpy and scared, and I'd only calm down once I see him.
Thank God he was given a break.
Baby Mochi is the best thing that had happened to us.
His mere smile makes our heart flutter and I don't know honestly if I'm prepared to lose him by my sight.
Initially, thinking about going back to preparations for our comebacks scared both of us.
Just thinking about not being able to see our baby freaked us out.
But then again, seeing him gives me strength, and all the more motivates me to work harder for his future.
"What?" Seth came rushing, his eyes barely open, and his upper body free from any shirt, like how he always is.
"It's cold, why are you not wearing any shirt again?" I pouted.
This had been Seth's habit. He tends to be topless at home and even when our members are here, he doesn't bother to put on a shirt, not until Storm threw him something.
And what's even funny is that Seth would protest telling something about this house being his home, yet, he will still oblige because he can't say no to his older members and my members are also here.
He wrapped his hands around my body and a smile immediately formed on my lips.
I can live like this forever.
Now, our baby is almost two years old and he is sleeping peacefully in the living room after Seth carried him while he was still sleeping. We don't want to leave him alone in our room, scared that he might wake up without any of us.
Seth and the boys had strategically built a playing pen for our baby. It was so big, we were able to put a section where he can sleep.
Thank God Storm knows a little about fixing things.
I can still remember how Mono almost broke the whole thing.
My breath hitches as I felt Seth leaving trails of kisses on my neck, my core immediately throbbing and a moan escaping from my lips.
Seth's touch, it is what makes me alive.
If not for him, I don't know how I can keep myself altogether.
"I miss you, babe..." he whispered in between kisses.
A smile formed on my lips, my back leaning on the kitchen counter as his hands expertly traveled on my back until it landed on my butt, his hands pressing it altogether.
"Yahhh!" Soft chuckles escaped my lips and I swatted his back.
He laughed before pulling his face away from my neck.
"How about we make his little sister?" he smiled cheekily.
Before I can even respond, we both turn our heads to the door when we heard someone curse.
"Shit. I'll make sure to remind Tokyo not to get too close to that kitchen counter. It's dirty."
Seth chuckled at their youngest member’s words and I turned around making Seth giving me a back hug instead as I wash a few pans on the sink.
I was about to make breakfast for us but I guess I'll need to make extra serving, yet again, since SHADOW had been occasionally crossing our house to eat breakfast.
Sometimes, I was thinking that it's not good that their boss leased the house next door so the rest of SHADOW can easily visit us. Because of this, Seth and I almost lost our privacy.
One time, Raze caught Seth and I making out in the living room.
Thank God Seth hasn't removed my shirt or something.
Poor Raze, he was a little traumatized as he always shouts outside before coming in.
"What, I thought Sky said you have a girlfriend. Why are you taking care of Tokyo now?" Seth teased and Grey's face flushed red.
Adorable.
It's so cute how Grey gets flustered whenever Tokyo's name was being mentioned.
Sky had told everyone that Grey has a girlfriend but I doubt that. I've noticed ever since before how Grey and Tokyo kept their privacy. Sometimes, I can hear some whispering in Tokyo's room.
At first, I thought it was Alex seeing how close the two were. But the tension between Tokyo and Grey was too strong.
I have this feeling that the two had been hiding something from us all along.
"Ah, I need to go. And your baby is already awake. You might wanna check on him Seth as Demo and Mono were with him. I have a date to attend to" Grey smiled before rushing outside.
"Say hi to Tokyo for me, Grey." I snickered and I heard him grunt before I lost sight of his figure.
Seth chuckled before giving me a peck on the lips.
"Let me just check on our baby. I'm scared Demo and Mono would make him cry again." he chuckled.
Demo and Mono had been Mochi's least favorite uncle. It was simply because the two always make derp faces on the faces and mochi doesn't like it.
Surprisingly, he was the most behave with Storm.
Seth was jealous of it before and Cali deadass laughed straight at his face when Mochi cried one time when Seth took the baby from Storm.
I had to coo him for a long time inside our room to make him stop sulking.
Seth can be a child sometimes. But I'm just so glad he is my baby.
The public had calmed down about our relationship. The only problem now is how we tell people about our baby.
But I won't think about that now. Surely, we won't be having any problems right now.
Or did I say that too early?