Sally’s POV
"Oh my God, is that their baby?" Wendy exclaimed as we watch a replay of the viral livestream episode from SHADOW's channel.
BH Entertainment has since deleted the video but fans were so quick to make a copy and it has since circulated the net for about two days already.
Not only the whole Korea was shocked but the whole world as well seeing SHADOW had already made a major breakthrough.
However, no statements had been released by either BH and BP Entertainment.
And fans are going wild.
I wonder how Zanaya and her members are pulling through on this.
To be honest, there is nothing wrong with them having a baby. They are married for Pete's sake.
But then again, they are celebrities, two of the most famous artists in the world right now to be exact. They have a massive fan base and if we're going to break down that fact, everyone should know that some fans don't easily accept facts and truth's about their idol's personal lives.
Zaya must have been so stressed.
To be honest, I noticed that a lot has changed after WHISTLE finished their WHISTLE TV.
They seemed more mature especially Zanaya. And now I finally know the reason. She had become a Mom.
And Seth, after he announced his marriage, the entertainment world got shocked.
Seth had been an epitome of being an idol crush ever since.
Imagine the shock of the people who attempted to bewitch him when all along, he is freaking married to a popular idol.
I almost lost my cool when I found out actually. The things I did to break them apart came back to me, how I made Zanaya suffer, and how I even took her ring.
Fuck, that was a wedding ring after all.
I felt so ashamed after what I did and moreover, I felt apologetic for both Seth and Zanaya.
To add more to that, I felt a lot of things.
Somehow, I thought how stupid I must have been.
Seth used to adore me, but I was so used to the idea that he will always stay with me.
We never were in a relationship. We never escalated into that, but after he helped me and after I saw how much he loves Zanaya, I felt different.
Up to this day, I am so afraid to see him for a long time. I am confused about my own emotion.
Was it because I felt envy? I should have been in Zanaya's place.
I don't know to be honest. I am not sure if I love Seth or I am just being blinded by everything.
And of course, Zanaya... I've hurt the girl too much, caused her a lot of pain.
Every time Seth and I crossed paths and I know that a camera might catch it, I try to be civil. But I know Seth treats me as a friend, so he would greet me.
I once contacted Zaya when there was an incident where Seth and I talked and laughed with each other on some music or award show. I don't want her to think differently so I called her firsthand.
She is such an angel and she doesn't deserve all the hate that she's been getting because of this.
My eyes landed on the very beautiful face of the baby.
He is so cute; his eyes were of Seth's.
My stomach churned at the sight of him.
"Are you okay?" Wendy asked me worriedly.
A smile came across my face.
"Of course, don't worry about me," I mumbled. "He looks so adorable, doesn’t he?" I exclaimed and Wendy immediately agreed, gushing over how the baby got most of Zanaya's features.
Though they never confirmed, anyone would be able to say that he is their baby.
I bit my lower lip along the process while Wendy kept on replaying the video especially the part when the baby was adorably laughing.
My eyes started to moist and my throat hurt a little as I stop myself from the urge to cry.
You made the right decision Sally. You made the right decision for giving up.
Because it was stupid to hold on into something that you can't have and you don't have the right to have in the first place.
They were so in love and happy.
Besides, Seth was never yours...
My members knew everything.
I was becoming a monster. I was not the same person I used to be, I got blinded by everything.
I was losing my members, my friends.
I was losing myself.
Thank God I was able to break free from that wormhole of stupidity.
It fucking hurts... A lot...
I was barely even able to make it.
When I apologized to Zanaya, it hurts even more because she still forgives me. She still did after all the bullshits that I did to her.
And I felt even more apologetic after finding out that they were married.
"I wonder how Zanaya feels right now..." Wendy pouted.
Wendy and I are at our dorm while the rest of the girls went out. I don't even know where they went since we don't have a schedule.
Wendy is a home buddy and the girl barely went out of bed.
Just then, my phone started ringing, and my breath hitch after seeing the name reflecting on the screen.
Why is he calling me right now?
A long sigh escaped my lips before answering.
"Hello?"
"Hi, Sally..." he started, his voice hoarse I had to scratch the back of my neck. I'm feeling weird emotions once again when I shouldn't have.
"Yeah? How are you? How's Zaya?" I mumbled. I felt the urge to ask about her. Somehow, I'm getting worried about her welfare. She must be having a hard time.
"Yeah, about that. Hm, do you have anything to do right now?"
My brows furrowed.
"None at the moment. Wendy and I were just at home. Why?"
"Well, Zaya and I have something important to do along with our members. And her family isn't here..." he whispered and I recognized the hesitation on his voice.
"And?"
"Zaya and I are wondering if you can check on our baby in the meantime? I promise it won't last for half a day!"
My mouth went wide open.
So they really have a baby!
I suddenly got excited.
"Are you serious? Can I bring Wendy with me?" I exclaimed. Wendy's eyes landed on my direction, her eyebrows raised.
"Of course, I will send you the address. Thank you so much, Sally. We owe you one!"
Soon enough, we exchange our goodbyes.
"What was that about? What did you sign me up for?" she said pouting.
Wendy adores babies as much as I do.
"We're going to babysit Zaya's child!"
Her eyes widen in instant and she runs towards her room like a child. I was dead standing alone. She must have realized so she screamed.
"What are you waiting for bitch? Change your clothes, I need to see that angel because I have fallen in love with him!" I heard her scream from her room.
Soon enough, we were both standing outside of a huge house that our manager had dropped us off.
"Calm down Wen. You will scare the baby." I laughed.
She had been so ecstatic even in the car. I'm starting to think if this is a good idea.
Before she can even respond, the door suddenly burst open and Zanaya's beautiful face greeting us.
She was wearing a tight-fitting black dress.
Shit. How is she still this sexy after having a baby?
And I wonder how she was able to hide it?
"Sally!" she immediately pulled me into a hug which I returned.
She pulled away and hugged Wendy.
"Come inside. I'm so sorry for the short notice and for the bother," she said apologetically and our eyes landed on Seth who was carrying a cute little child.
He was wearing dress pants and black shoes underneath and white long sleeve.
They were both wearing formal clothes.
The moment Seth caught sight of me, he smiled.
And I tried to assess my feelings.
He was smiling at me, and of course, he was still gorgeous.
But my heart was no longer beating fast. I am no longer feeling flustered by his presence.
I felt... Nothing.
A huge smile emerged on my lips.
Finally, my heart has moved on.
"Awww, he looks so cute. What is his name?" Wendy rushed towards Seth and both Zaya and I chuckled.
Wendy and Seth weren't close but I guess she really wanted to see the baby that she no longer cares.
Seth gave him the baby and the cute little kid chuckled as Wendy cooed him.
"His name is Ashton and he's two years old," Seth muttered, then he moved closer to me and gave me a hug.
"Sally, I'm sorry we have to see each other this way." I tap his back before he pulled away and I laughed.
"It's fine. I am actually flattered that you trust us enough for your child."
"C'mon Sally, we all know Seth and I will trust you with our lives." Zanaya smiled and Seth wrapped his arms on her shoulders
I smiled at the two of them.
They really are meant for each other.
I am so happy I found true friends...