My eyes fluttered open and I looked at the view in front of me.
I am inside a….room.
Suddenly I'm pulled back to reality. 
I instantly thought of the beautiful man who helped me. 
Zefren….
I looked around and saw him smiling at me. He was just standing there at the foot of my bed, staring at me with a warm smile. 
“Hey there, Arya, welcome back to the werewolf realm.”
I didn’t notice the presence of other people in the room when a hand grabbed my own, “Arya…my mate.”
I blinked, seeing a handsome man beside me. His scent alone drove me crazy, and I stared into his deep gray eyes as the golden orbs compliment them.
“Kai…” I crossed out, and he instantly embraced me.
“Arya, my Arya. I was scared that I might lose you. I lost my parents, and my brother’s bond and I could not bear to lose you. you are the only thing I have right now. and I Was devastated when I knew you….I even prayed to the moon goddess which I despised the most, just for you to return to me…” He couldn't even finish his sentence. I pulled him tighter as I sobbed on his chest. I pointed at my stomach. 
“Our baby..”
He kissed my forehead, my lips, and my belly, “‘Shhh…don’t say that... I know it. I accepted it, what I want is you. Because. I will become crazy if I lose you. I should have been there for you.” He sobbed on my shoulder. I couldn't recall it that clearly, but this has been the first time since I saw Kai breaking down in front of me, with his tears and his face all puffy. He lost like a wreck.
And if elt my heart is connected to him too much that I felt his pain. 
“He almost got crazy earlier,” Zefren mumbled to me and chuckled.
“Zefren,” I mumbled.
“Who is that?”
I blinked, “You can't see him?”
He shook his head, “He was the mage who tried to calm me down and revive you. I must thank him. ”
I gasped, realizing it. 
That mysterious beautiful man is dead…and I am the only one who could talk to him…
“He risked his life to save me?” I asked incredulously. 
“Yes….in order to revive you back to life, there need to be two lives to sacrifice….”
“What?”’ I couldn’t believe it, “Two lives? Who is the other one?”
“your father, Alpha Leo..”
I felt like my heart dropped.
’No way...no… Kai, tell me the truth. don’t try to joke with me.” ki was still processing everything, I just returned to life, and now I am hight with this sad news again.
why do things don't come my way?
I feel like in every goodness, there is another bad that is going to my life. 
it’s too draining.
I am suddenly reminded of why I unalive myself.
My father…..I had two fathers who are dead now…
all because of me…
How nice is it to move forward with this information?
This pain in my heart seems to reside forever. 
“I am serious. I am sorry, Arya…”
“Why did you not stop him?
“Because he didn’t want to. It was his choice, and they put me down before I could even suggest anything.”
“Because he didn’t want to. It was his choice, and they put me down before I could even suggest anything.”
I understand Kai, I don’t want to blame him since we have been gone from each other. long time.
I breathed and said to him calmly, “Please leave me alone….”
He nodded, letting me have my moment. As soon s the door closed, I let the tears fall and I fell onto the bed. 
I couldn't believe it. even though it was short, my father…. was a good man. He was just a father who is trying his best to make up for his mistakes. 
I tried to remember the last thing I said to him. I don't remember what it was exactly, but I think that it blamed him for my baby’s death.
I didn't say nice things to him, nor did I hug him the last time I saw him…
“cherish that life, your father gave out his own so that you could move forward.” I could hear Zefren whispering to me.
I looked at him. There was a bright light that seems to be illuminating him. He was wearing a white robe. And he looked angelic…
I looked at him deadpan, “And you? You don't know me but you are willing to give up your life?”
“Ah, I have been living for a thousand years, I got sick to the world now.” He said, “Well, aside from that, forgive me if I am rude for asking this at your grieving time but I felt a strange energy in you….did you happen to cross paths with any witch that is strong?”
I shook my head.
He hummed, “Really? Because felt a faint power, someone close to you…and that is why when you died, you didn’t go straight to the afterlife, you got transmigrated into another world, a parallel world of our own. What I did was forbidden magic….but that world was much more strange.” He mumbled, “Whoever made that responsible, I believe it must be from the witch realm. Even I do not possess such magic like that..it just made me curious that someone stinger than me is alive.”
I nodded, feeling like he was redirecting my pain of losing my father. 
then can't help but ask, “Did you regret sacrificing yourself for me?”
“No. I got to live inside your head for a while.” He replied, smiling at me with his warm energy again, “Whatever it was, This is a product of the power. The news with the queen. Power is also disrupted that;’’;s why you were transmigrated to the other world.” 
“No. I got to live inside your head for a while.” He replied, smiling at me with his warm energy again, “Whatever it was, This is a product of the power. The news with the queen. Power is also disrupted that;’’;s why you were transmigrated to the other world.” 
I was quiet, what he said felt like nothing to me as I could only think of my father. 
Zefren then ruffled my hair, “Alright, I gotta go now. See you in the afterlife.” He said so casually. It was a short interaction with this strange mage but I never expected to befriend another strange guy at this point.
He then left me alone. I cried in my room, trying to move on from the grief.
Just then, I felt someone ruffling my hair and II woke up to see my father.
I gasped sitting upright instantly, “Father….”
He smiled at me, “Arya.”
I blinked, trying to keep in the tears forming.
My father wiped the tear from my eyes, “Do not cry please, I do not want to leave you in this world with tears in your eyes...