Chapter 14
Warning
I'm surprised, to be honest. I didn't understand how the situation escalated so fast when not being in plans. I'm still fourteen while Hyunsung is still seventeen thought our birthday is about a week, and Homin too. Yet we're doing the adults do. We aren't adults yet but I'm scared Jihae might take me. He can do anything to me. I hated it when Jihae touches me. I hated it to the core but the pity on him is above all than my hatred towards him. I'm not sure if Jihae was the real enemy. Seunghyun is. I need to find him then what? Kill him? No, maybe terminate him to the officials? Tell something that Seunghyun can make something horrible just using his imagination. If he can create magic by using his mind, he probably can. Magic or something like demonic, Seunghyun can provide that all just using his intelligent mind.
I wonder, what is his weakness? Everyone has a weakness and what is it?
I snap back to reality when I feel that I'm needing air. I pulled away but Hyunsung is stoppable, he kissed me again like he was so eager, tongue exploring my cavern. Something within me flickers up, stomach curling in a feeling I was far too familiar with.
I squeezed Hyunsung's arms while he pushed my head forward to deepen the kiss or somehow reached my uvula. It seems like he wants to shove his tongue deep into my throat.
His lips move down to my neck, sucking my skin and the bruised that is still on my neck.
Since when we know the truth, the nurses forced us to wear hospital clothes but not the hospital gown, the gown is for girls only in this place. They want us to wear that than the button-up shirt and pants with high knee socks.
I feel Hyunsung's hand slide down under my shirt, pinching my skin. I squirm and slightly pull myself away from him. I huffed of air, my face feels like burning. Hyunsung looked at me with his eyes glistening.
I looked at the door. Sure thing that was locked and I hope Jihae won't search for me.
I feel Hyunsung arms wrapped over me. "Are you scared?" He asked, eyes following mine. He touched my cheek and softly whip it to look at him. "Don't worry we have much time," He assured me before lying me down on the cold polish floor. "If you want...we can finish this immediately," He added while staring at me sternly.
"We can't be sure if Jihae or his goons will go here or not. We don't know." I said. I'm afraid Jihae might barge in here or his minions. I can sense the danger and this makes me feel uncomfortable, especially that we will doing it. I hope this anxious feeling will fade away.
"Don't be afraid...I can feel that you're anxious. Don't worry, they won't come here."
I didn't speak and just give him the permit instead. Hyunsung is on me instantly, kissing me hard and demanding this time. My hands looped around on his neck. The kisses turn sloppy, but Hyunsung, or rather I don't seem to mind- almost acting feverish, clawing at each other’s clothes, eager to remove them.
Our breathing is ragged and I could feel our heartbeats beating fast. I wonder who owns Hyunsung's heart. I'm sure, my heart is on Fin but how about Hyunsung?
Hyunsung impatiently tugs my pants, wanting them off. My stomach curled up for thinking that we all wearing nothing underneath our pants. We don't have any underwear and that's the fake doctor Chil wants, even the mother- mother Arnika. It feels uncomfortable but somehow I got used to it. What do I expect in a hospital or a ward like this when they experiment with us- making us as their patients or sounds like creations of their collections.
"Sunie," I heard Hyunsung called and sit between my legs. I shivered when I felt the cold floor on my skin. I looked down to see myself already half-naked in front of Hyunsung. I looked up at Hyunsung and caught him staring at me with full of intensity in his eyes. He almost looks like a predator, ready to pounce his victim. "Do you love me?"
I froze for a while. I'm surprised by his sudden question. I'm with Hyunsung most of the time and in my point, he's not hard to love back.
I feel so loved and wanted. My whole being screaming for Hyunsung to take action, to devour me. Yes, I'm kind of felt upset when he didn't help when the people of area 1 wants to kill me. I don't know, I didn't see him after that game. What if Jihae has something to do with that?
I'm hesitant for a while before nodding my head slowly. My face flushed and I feel my heart beating more and more. "I...yes...it's not hard to love you back though." Even within me, I don't know but I feel comfortable around him.
Hyunsung smiled and hovered me again. "I love you too Sunie." He said with a hint of joy in his voice. He linked our lips together again, kissing me with so much love before pulling away. I keep my vision fixed onto Hyunsung who doesn't miss a second to make use of it, lowering down to level the height below. I'm confused for a while, I'm in the question of how he gonna do it.
I didn't experience something like this or even watch something unwatchable. All I did back when I still have my normal life is adore Hawon or fanboying over singers, watch some romantic anime, and do kinds of fluffy stuff.
My body tensed up when I felt his fingers clasped around my length. My head was thrown back over the floor with my legs pulled apart. I reached his hand to somehow stop it but he only hold it with his free hand and bring it on his lips, licking it- sucking my fingers. I watched him sucking my fingers and I somehow find it sexy? Is that what they called to someone looks hot?
I whimpered when I feel his hand moving around my length. My eyes drew close while he continues to stroke me. I moan at the weird feeling building inside me. It feels weird but somewhat feels good? I open my eyes to look at his hand that doing work on me. The thin liquid drips down his hand as he remains lost in the act.
I feel my face burning in embarrassment, I almost forgetting that I hate someone when they see me naked- to think that I am half-naked in front of him feels embarrassing. I threw my head back again over the floor and locked the door but Hyunsung stopped and that cause me to look at him. I see him lowering his head. I catch a moan in between my teeth, watching Hyunsung take me on his tongue, the tip of which roamed freely around the present slit, stomach tightening as I feels more of the liquid spill. Is this is how Hyunsung will do it?
The warmth of his inner cheeks comes in contact, plastering on either side while he takes in more.
We both know that we are still manor and inexperienced, and I don't have any idea of what Hyunsung was doing. I'm still innocent but not that innocent after I witness- barely witness Shannon being raped by that bulging muscle guy. The uncertain laps were a sign of Hyunsung inexperience but he looks like he is willing to try- that took me by surprise, heightening the sexual excitement more than it would normally, the lack of skill helping in along. Hyunsung was willing to do something he had never done, for him.
I propped my elbow against the floor to properly have a sight of him, sucking my whole. My fingers comb onto his dark-fluffy hair that slightly growing, angling his head properly with a grip. He glanced over with his glaring eyes, cheeks puffing and pulling with his lips wrapped around in a pout. This site makes me think that I got entangled with him till the end without confirming my feelings for him. Maybe I'm too numb or confused to understand my feelings.
My thumb massaging his scalp comfortingly. He pulls himself closer. I whimpered, lying down back onto the floor- head tossing back sensing myself hitting his throat, a low vibration traveling his way due to the deep-sounding noise. My fingers clenched harshly on his hair while he whimpers followed by faster movements. I feel a weird feeling in my stomach and I feel like peeing myself. Gladly, Hyunsung pulled away with a slight pop can be heard.
He move back on top of me again and pressed his lips on mine once again. I muffled against his tongue, breath cutting short with our mouths adjoining- leaving no space to the outer side. I feel his hand make his way down until it stop on my hole while his other arm was looped around my neck. He softly taps my butt hole with his index before I felt it slide inside. I quickly parted away from him. What is he doing?
I'm about to reach his hand but he captured my lips again. "It's fine..." He whispered between our kisses, brushing my hair comfortingly to ease my fear.
I squirm under him as he slides another finger then another one. He moves it fast.
A loud muffled moan slip out from my mouth against Hyunsung's lip. My legs were trembling as his long fingers were enough to stretch along my hole, gradually loosening around from being used to it inside. Hyunsung finally drifts his lips away, leaving us with the time to catch air.
I gasp, panting for air as the tip of his middle finger rubs a bit to the side over the rim of my entrance. Hyunsung suddenly hit the spot there that unconsciously tickled me, arching my hips up in effect. I let go of his arms and braced my arms around his neck, cold fingers finding their way to my warm insides sending me over in a sea of weird feelings along with chills. I clutched his hair, scared I might pee and embarrass myself in front of Hyunsung.
"I think...I'm going...to..." I want to say to pee but that didn't slip out from my mouth when Hyunsung removes his fingers. I inhaled and exhaled in relief that he stop because if he continues, I might pee us.
Hyunsung sat back again and that's when I noticed the bulging inside of his pajama. He pulled down his PJ and stop when the garter reaches his legs, revealing enough his standing length with precum dripping out from it. He stroked himself a bit before lining up against me, slowly soothing my opening before pushing in. A low groan escapes from my mouth as I felt Hyunsung's inside me. I tried to keep quiet as possible. My legs come up to wrap around Hyunsung's waist, feeling him dive deeper. I bit flustered in the situation.
He leaned again closer towards my face and places wet kisses on each side of my mouth. I looped my arms around his neck and torso while slightly lifting my hips. He embraces me, his voice slightly raspy as he takes small movements. He keeps on kissing the sides of my mouth, down to my jawline. He repeatedly does that until his movements slowly fasten.
I winced as the pain immediately shot through me but I didn't say anything about it, rather Hyunsung doesn't want to stop. We know, we don't have the time even Hyunsung assured us that we have much time- no one can tell when a person suddenly wants to come to do laundry or do something like we are doing right now.
He locked his hands on my neck and pressed his lips hard against my lips, covering the sound that will slip out from my mouth. I beg through my muffled groan to him to move fast. Something in me wants him to go hard on me. I felt impatient for an unknown reason.
Hyunsung pulled his lips away as he quickens his pace and pressed his body against my chest, pounding hard into me. He doesn’t take his eyes off my face once, fiery gaze dug deep into my soul. I could feel him tighten his arms around me like his life was dependent on me. He embrace me the way he did when we were under doctor Chil's operation. I relish in the feeling of his member pressing against my walls while brushing violently the sensitive bundle of nerves inside me.
I felt my tears gather up in my eyes, blurring my vision. I suddenly cried out loud when Hyunsung suddenly hit my sensitive spot. He kissed me again before another cry slipped from me. My body trembled in the sensation, clenching my walls around him. Hyunsung groans between our intense kisses as he continues to harass that spot. He sets the pace, letting me go and holding my legs to get a better angle. It’s just too much for me. I tried to speak but he didn't let me as his lips still locked on mine. His movements are getting slightly aggressive- or him being aggressive right now. I winced once again when I felt something sting on my lips. I move my tongue to his teeth and just when I noticed that his fangs scratches my lips until they bleed. But something within me wants him to hurt me badly. I want him to wound me, leave a trail for me to remind his existence.
I slightly pulled him away. "Hyunsung," I called him, running my fingers over his head. He hummed softly while kissing my face, still moving. "...I feel like...peeing...I think," I said between my soft cries and ragged breathing.
"Go on my Sunie," He breathlessly said and linked our lips again.
I can’t hold it anymore. I come without a warning, clenching around him- spills onto my chest with a warm pee soaked us both. I feel disgusted for myself peeing like this in front of Hyunsung while he pounding into me. He comes right after, still fully concentrated on kissing me. I feel his body shiver as he came inside me, spilling himself inside. I feel the warm liquid run up to my abdomen until it reaches my stomach.
Hyunsung didn't pull himself out yet, he stayed like that- savoring the moments we had right now. He sighs and pulled himself away from me, seating up beside me before fixing himself.
"Are you alright?" He asked, pulling me up and placing me between his legs. He hugs me, running his fingers through my hair.
"I feel like I need some change of clothes. I feel like shit." I said and chuckled, kissing the top of my head.
"Wait here, I know there are some fresh new clothes here. I need to change too though."
He set me aside while rummaging the baskets. Once he found some, he walked back to me- kneeling in front of me. He takes off his clothes before mine. He clean me up and dressed me with new pair of hospital pj's before cleaning himself up. After done cleaning the mess we did, we just cuddled in the laundry room. I can hear the laughter and other voices from outside of the room. That's probably coming from the cafeteria, down on the ground floor.
The memory of Hyunsung being around Jihae flashed in my head. The others too were all around him, seems like want to be his friends again.
"Did I tell you to stay away from Gong Pil? He's dangerous!" He suddenly said. I looked at him.
"Why he's dangerous? He's been my friend since middle school." I said with my head furrowed. He huffed before pulling himself away from me. I know Gong Pil has been bad to us these past few months after trying to have a chat with Shannon. Shannon still carrying that trauma and he blames me and Hyunsung for that. If it wasn't for me, Jihae won't become crazy and done something unnecessary. If Hyunsung is strong enough and not a coward then he might help us. I often see Hyunsung trying to fit in our little group but Gong Pil seems to despise it.
He looked down at me and then brushed my hair with his slender fingers.
"But he becomes bad these days. I just want to be his friend but he shoos me away because I'm no one." He said and pouted. I swatted his hand away from my hair but he only held it and tangled our fingers together.
"Because you've been bad to Homin. As I said we're not your enemy but Han Jihae itself and his friends." I said and pouted. I'm not gonna lie about that. Hyunsung was been bad to Homin and even to Junghwan aside from that they often see him with Jihae's minions.
"Junghwan caught you being friends with them. Do you know how bad they are? They even steal someone's lunch and sneak to take smokes." I added as I force myself to get up despite my aching body. I was lying on the floor and my body still aching from the activity earlier.
"They're bullying me. I don't want to be their new member but they threatening me. They even want you to be their's," He sadly said and start sniffling. I noticed that he already crying. I heard that Hyunsung is a dramatic guy and he easily gets hurt because of his strong emotions. Junghwan and he have similarities and I think I'm the only one who is tough enough to handle things. I get up and turned to face him before petting his head.
"Don't worry I'll protect you," I assured and he stop crying. I smiled and leaned to him. My lips were still inches away from him when he move his head forward and glued our lips again.
"I love you Sunie." He whispered between our kisses.
I smiled in return. "I love you too Hyunsung. I promise I'll protect you."
The door suddenly swung open and Jihae with his goons went inside. We hurriedly hugged each other for our dear life.
"Protect him huh?" Jihae said with a smug look. "How can you protect him if you can't even protect yourself. Are you the top now huh?"
He marched towards us, pulling me away from Hyunsung. Hyunsung tried to get me back into his arms but Jihae's goons stop him, holding him. Jihae violently pinned me on the wall. He tilted my head to the left, examining my neck. He suddenly pressed his body against mine. I whimpered, trying to push him away. I feel his hand move down under my pants and I whimpered when he slide his three fingers inside me. I could hear Hyunsung screaming at Jihae angrily.
I tried to remove his hand but he only scratches me inside that led me to squirm in pain. Tears flood out in my eyes, clawing his arms as my vision began blinking in red.
Soon enough he pulled away, sucking his fingers he just insert in my insides.
"So, you already do it huh?" He said sternly while glaring at me.
Jihae violently pulled my hair and dragged me outside from the room, hearing Hyunsung's panic scream.
He dragged me along the hallway and throw me on the ground. I hurriedly crawled away from him but he got me again, pulling my hair then smashed my hit on the floor hard multiple times until I fainted.