Oh God, what does he mean by that?, what's he trying to say?, is he stealing my body or something?, I can't tell which one is real, the fact that he's in control of my body or the fact that he's going to chase me out like I wasn't the real owner of the body he's in.
“ Are you chasing me away from my body because you now have full control?, I should've known, I should've known that I should never have trusted you, why did I allow myself get played by a lonely god who deserves to place in reality?, So you're now going to replace me for you, after all I did for you, after accommodating you and allowing you to live in me so that you'll get to experience freedom, freedom that you never had.....”
I was in pain, really feeling like a joke, I've been tricked, tricked by a god that deserves no place in the present, maybe that's the reason he never told me that I can still fight on a slow motion without the time keeper interfering.
“ You can say that Wilfred, that's your concern, not mine..... I never tricked you, I told you right in the beginning that I am no devil, just an angel here to give you what you wanted..... Just like I promised, you got your end of the deal, as well as show me the kind of person you're too. We all are the same Wilfred, it doesn't matter whether I'm a god or not, but the fact the instinct of survival is at hand, we all wants to be the one to survive. You did it at the accident where you happened to make me a promise saying that you wouldn't risk my safety again, but both of us knew how that turned out.....”
“ I meant my promise....” I argued.
“ No shit head, you meant nothing, you Fucking meant nothing, you were willing to sacrifice me to save your Mom, you never cared that you can still see her in the after life, rather you wanted to get me into extinction.....”
Those words are all true, hearing him speak those words breaks my heart, it's as if I am getting my judgement for my deeds, I don't know what to do or how to handle this, he doesn't even look concerned, the total opposite of the Chronos which I always thought he was, should I really be criticizing him when I did the same thing to him?.
“ You see Wilfred, I know I was going to get free the moment I saw how dumb and selfish you was, I saw a reckless boy who doesn't think straight, have you not agreed with that handshake with me in the first place, I could never has entered, things would've returned to normal the moment you sleep and wake up, the memory wouldn't even be there, but you can't tell me that you never enjoyed my powers for this short period of time....”
He was laughing as he said those words, taking me with him as we was walking down the road, I have no option anyways wherever he goes I go, he's the one in total control just like I have been all this while, now I am getting the clear picture of this, I happened to forget that he's the god of time, he's time itself, he's Karma.
“ Since I decided to let you in, why are you now trying to push me out?.”
“ Well, I've many reasons to, because you're a betrayer who couldn't keep his promise, because you're ready to see me go extinct than temporarily losing your Mom, because you never saw me as a friend, rather an ability to get what you want, there's so many other reasons why I should kick you out from my side because you doesn't deserve love because you don't genuinely love another, but in all this, I'm not the one actually pushing you away, instead.... Let's just say that you're still with me because I could possibly stall your departure until nightfall, so here I am, trying to pull some strings just to give you something you wanted, even though you were on the verge of betraying me, so if anyone was to go called the villain here, it's you.... I'm just a god guy who follows logic....”
“ So what are you trying to say?, What if I don't want to leave?....” I asked, wanting to get anything at all from him, anything that I can hold onto. He promised me that he's always here to give me answers to my question, god's value their promises.
“ You don't have any option Wilfred, you're not dying, instead you're going to be locked up just like me, I don't know how you'll possibly get to come out, but just for a heads up, never dream about coming out or else your loneliness will be depressing all through.... About the reason why you would be leaving, your time keeper has already taken you away through those flames, the fact you're still here is because I wanted to retain you till tonight, after that, you're beyond my powers, anyways, thanks for your body, I haven't seen anyone to offer me any for millenniums.....”
So this is where I have gotten myself, I am now going to be stuck in nowhere, I'm going to forget about everyone I knew, I'm going to forget my Mom, the woman I've risked everything for, everything is now going to be in vain. Time is beyond human control and for me, I happened to get a thirst of it only to repay with my body and now I am now going to be lost, lost in nowhere, lost in eternity.
I think of all mistakes I have made in life, this one is the most of all of them and I'm going to pay for it for forever. Should I blame Chronos for being so wicked?, No. Me too happened to do the same with him, now he's just the one repaying me for my actions. I regret ever shaking that hand, he manipulated me, two times with my life, giving him the upper hand for me to accept him in..... Manipulation, that's what lonely gods do.