Knowing that I shouldn't really allow him to leave with so much confusion inside his head, I decided to go after him, to reach out to him and make it clear to him that I wasn't really pissed, though I truly was.
Liam shouldn't be allowed to stay angry, it's bad for his mental health, he needs someone to calm him down, someone to cool him down. I might've tried my best in curing him of his mental illness, but that doesn't mean that it was all gone, it was still there, branded and packaged, waiting to erupt like a volcano whenever it pleases.
Liam's family can't do anything to help him right now, not with the hostility which have formed in the air but they all were pretending not to see it. They definitely doesn't know the process and how Liam's frustration works, they might possibly think it's just a normal uncertainty, but no, it's more than that, each seconds increases Liam's frustration and anger, he's more like a ticking bomb waiting to explode, each countdown seconds bringing the explosion closer.
Running outside the room, my eyes was traveling around when I got to the sitting room, the room where the intro was carried out. One of his brothers might misunderstand him and that would make Liam to strike.
He always have that thoughts that he was still in the battlefield, seeing everyone as an enemy. Until now, I still don't actually know the details of what happened during the operation that destroyed his mental health, but ever since, Liam's is nothing but a threat to anyone that crosses his path.
What if he gets into a fight with his brothers?, What if he ends up hurting one of them badly?, What if he even kill?. The thought scare me because I know the man I am dating and the issue he's suffering from, he's a trained marine who has abilities, skills to fight?, Skills to kill, I really need to find him and fast.
I rushed into Maya, she was carrying a basket full of clothes like she was going to go do some laundry. Stopping right in front of her, blocking her path, I decided to go straight to the point. “ Have you seen Liam....” I asked, looking really desperate to know.
Maya just waved her head, signalling no, but I can tell that she was all filled with curiosity, definitely trying to know why I am desperate to find where Liam was. I definitely have a bundle of reasons to be searching for Liam, but apart from that, one could definitely tell that something was out of place.
“ Is everything alright?...”
She later asked, letting out her curiosity. I don't actually know how to answer that now, I am quite confused and frustrated right now, viewing from the point of what could happen, or what have already happened, all because I pissed him off, of all people, why should it be me that knows exactly his trigger?.
“ I'll talk to you about it later, but for now, I have to find him....”
I walk out on Maya, eyes traveling every corner, every angle of the building, searching for Liam that just walked out of the room. How far could he have gone?, He just left the room, why couldn't I find him?, Did he ran out or something?. I decided to go out into the compound and look for him.
Opening the door, I almost jammed in into Fred who was carrying a bowel with him, if fell down the floor, the water inside it splashing on the floor, splashing on the lower part of my dress, as well as on his pants. “ Oh.... I'm really sorry, I didn't saw you there, I'm am really sorry.....” I bent down immediately to pickup the bowel, but he as well did the same, but instead of reaching out to the bowel, he reached out for my hand, holding onto my wrist.
Looking up towards his face, to know why he made that move instead of going for the bowel, he was staring into my face blankly, eyes searching mine. The contact lingered, both the wrist holding and as well the eye contact between us. I immediately wanted to stand, but he held onto me firmly, holding me down there.
I knew that this was no longer an accidental gesture, he's intentionally holding me in, eyes staring into my face, I wanted to pull out again, but he wasn't letting me, the next thing I knew, his other hand went straight up to my face, his knuckles gently grazing my left cheek. What is he doing?.
Liam told me what's going to happen after marriage, but no, we're not yet married, why would he be doing this?, Even, Liam made it clear that it's only the Patrick's that'll possibly be able to do that, possibly only Phillips and Peter, so what's with him?, He's no Patrick, he's married to their daughter, but that doesn't possibly make him a Patrick right?.
I tried forcing myself away for the third time, but this time, he let go, making me fall out of balance, hitting my ass on the floor, the collision really painful. He was now standing up straight, but this time, he didn't only break the physical contact, he broke the eye contact as well, looking way past me.
What's he looking at?. I forced myself around, eyes looking behind me, hand placed on the area I had hit my waist. It was Liam and Mrs Jennifer, they were standing behind me and Fred was staring right at them.
“ Liam.... You know what to do....”
Mrs Jennifer commanded Liam, who gently bowed his head before going on to grab Fred by the elbow. What does Mrs Jennifer meant when she said Liam knows what to do?. I watched Liam take Fred away with force, I was still on the floor, my body soaked with the water that had poured out on the floor, even the bowel was still there on the floor, and it looks like the bowel was broken, having landed on the floor with much weight inside, the bowel ended up getting damaged.
“ Pick that up and follow me....”