I wanted to jump back to the actual conversation that brought about all this, but I just don't know how, more like I can't find a link to, I'm just lost, lost in the equation I got myself into.
I can say that she has successfully ditched me completely regarding that matter, blocking every effort that could get me back to that matter. I can't just possibly ask her that again, it's more like a past tense now, a question she answered, yet feels unanswered.
The fact she too wasn't pressing to know about the last time I got punished, it shows that she was never interested in the topic, it wasn't even her concern, her plan was just to get me off from that particular interrogation, and right now, she had succeeded, feels more like out of place for me to jump back in and ask again.
I followed her out of the store, she wasn't looking like she wanted to throw this one aside as well, she looks like she was trying to figure out how to pass the real information to me.
“ I would say I do love your curiosity dear, but always remember, curiosity kills the cat..... About what you're asking, I believe you had already asked Liam, and I am sure he did give you an answer, what I'm wondering now is why you still have to ask about that again?.....”
Why is she always throwing questions back at me?, she always finds a way to divert questions to me, wanting me to do all the talking. I can say she definitely doesn't remember that I am a psychologist who deal with people's mental situations, not just in a medical way, but as well in emotional, spiritual and physical way too.
She shouldn't see me as an ordinary Lady who can just go on spilling information without being cautious as to who's playing a game and who's having a friend to friend conversation. She's playing games with me, thinking that I would fall for it, but I guess she doesn't know whom she's dealing with here as well. She might be my future Mother in law, but I am not here to give my rights away just to impress her, I need answers, not a throwback questions.
“ Everyone has his or her own different opinions on different matters, so with Liam already telling me what he thinks, yours might possibly be different....”
“ No dear, not this time, with everything you heard from Liam, that's exactly the same for me, we all are the same, what one of us wants, is also what others want, and what one gets, others own too....”
I can see the seriousness on her face as we were stepping back in into the sitting room. I was just staring at Mrs Jennifer and how she had stood by the principle she believes in, I can't just explain what sort of mentality this family posses. This kind of mentality can be effective individually, but generally, it's stupid, like fucking stupid, but should I tell her that?, Definitely no.
She was walking away into another one of the doors, and I think that's it for now, she's cutting short the conversation, the fact that she's walking out now means that the conversation ends here.
I was just staring at her, watching still until she closed the door behind, now leaving only me here.
I wanted to step away and go look for Liam, but noticed the door to Blake's room entrance slightly open. I know that both of us seems like we never started on a good path with each other, but right now, after having heard of what she went through, I feel like I should go in there and say Hi.
She's looking bitter, even though whatever it was that happened was years old now, but she hasn't moved on yet, and doesn't look like she would be ready to do so anytime soon. She's possibly always in door, locking herself away, torturing herself mentally so she wouldn't forget her so called lover that passed away.
Walking in there could be a dead trap, but if I don't, then there's no hope that both of us will possibly get along on a good path soon. So here's what I am going to do, just like Mrs Jennifer had said, whatever one wants, the other wants as well, so we're all the same right?, What could go wrong?.
I saw myself walking into a path where I feel quite unwanted, I was moving a step at a time, trying to walk in slowly so that I could take my time to prepare myself mentally, I'm never going to hide myself from her forever, am I?.
I can hear the sound of moaning coming out from the room the closer I walk, it was an area filled with many rooms, so only one would she be occupying, and wherever that moaning is coming from is where she was. 
She's definitely having a sexual pleasure in there, but how?, She's a bitter woman for crying out loud, the oldest in the building apart from her parents, and as well, single, I haven't seen into the room yet, still wandering who she might be in there with.
She's either touching herself, that's my priority guess, nothing else in my mind actually, Fred was not around, was taken away by Liam, you can't tell me that she's fucking with her sibling, that's an abomination and as well, disgusting to watch, even to think about, not to talk of seeing in reality, that's worse.
Now standing near the door, it was open as well and the moaning loud, the tone filled with pain and pleasure mixed together, now it was all clear to me, there were two voices, none of them belongs to any of the boys, but in there was two sisters, Blake and Angela, they were pleasuring each other, oh shit, I shouldn't be here, I definitely shouldn't be here, I turned back around to walk away, that's when I saw the person standing behind me, making me shout out of fear on top of my voice, taken aback by my sight, oh God, I'm in real trouble.