The order came quickly, everyone withdrew and Melsy Lin appeared in front of me.
"Come on, you have a lot to do too." He glanced briefly at the small trooper in my hand, then threw it aside.
“Useless bastard, caught by someone so easily.”
It seemed like everyone in the police station knew Melsy Lin, seeing her, everyone automatically stood to the side, I, with my body covered in blood, followed Melsy Lin out of the police station in an arrogant manner.
Melsy Lin brought the door of a small car, “Come on, my dad is waiting for you.”
I shook my head, put my hands in my pockets, shivering, it was almost New Year, it was very cold, the road outside was frozen.
"Today is like this, it's better to cancel, tomorrow wait for me to tidy up first, I will come with souvenirs for your father."
Melsy Lin was a little surprised, then with a mocking face, “You, brought souvenirs?”
I didn't say anything, just turned around and walked to the other side, Melsy Lin didn't block me either, just got into the car.
Listening to the sound of the car starting, I suddenly realized one thing.
“What about Grace Yin?” I held the car door, blocking Melsy Lin from leaving.
His face immediately looked displeased, "Is it really appropriate for you to ask that?"
"Don't do something that will make you regret it. If you don't have any feelings for her in your heart, how could you let a woman like her be by your side until today."
After I finished speaking, I immediately left, not caring about the tears that suddenly fell down Melsy Lin's face.
Really stupid, he clearly cares so much about him, he even forces the two people to become like enemies, wait until you lose and then regret it, what's the point?
Like me and Paula Li, if I knew from the start I would lose her like this, I should have promised her a long time ago, not to do illegal business like this, do other business, marry her, support her, live a simple and happy life with her .
I thought that since I was little, I was used to seeing the separation and reunion between my parents, I no longer had any hopes for love and marriage.
At the beginning the two people loved each other, but in the end, the hostility was worse than anyone when they parted ways.
What is the meaning of a marriage like that, without physical temptation, facial attractiveness, only the trivial things of everyday life are left.
I guess I didn't expect a life like this at all.
Until I lost him, I realized what I had missed.
I was feeling scared, feeling insecure, from the first year of high school when I met Paula Li, I had this feeling of fear and insecurity.
The feeling of puppy love at that time, hidden in the breakfast box that I brought for him every morning, hidden in every time a boy gave him love letters and I blocked those letters secretly, once, he disappeared the pen given to him by his father, he wasn't home yet when he came home from school that afternoon.
I also didn't go home, I said that my things were also missing, followed him while searching the ground slowly, finally until my face and hands were covered in dust, still couldn't find it, then I remembered, maybe it was stolen by someone else.
He wasn't happy, my heart felt happy until it almost exploded, it was the first time we spent time together just the two of us, and I was the one who took him home.
Telling various jokes to make him laugh, but his face still looked cold, finally I saw on the side of the road someone selling candied fruit, the contents were not hawthorn berries but strawberries, it looked very good.
“Eh, this looks really delicious, would you like one?”
At that time, Paula Li was still small, from childhood she grew up in a rich family, never worrying about money.
“Give me a spoonful.” He immediately said, I was stunned, the person selling candied fruit was also stunned, then smiled broadly.
It was also winter, it was very cold on the street, hardly anyone was buying, the seller quickly took out 10 sticks of candied fruit and wrapped them, and gave them to me.
I forced myself to put my hand into the pocket of my school uniform trousers, there was only 20 RMB, and here one stitch was almost 2 RMB, 10 stitches, just 20 RMB.
Enough, forcedly is enough, but this money has been spent, going home later might be beaten.
My family fights every day because of money, this 20 RMB was to buy books for additional materials, today I used them but I didn't bring the books home, what should I do?
“Eh, little fella?” The salesperson pressed me again, and Paula Li's face still looked cold.
At that time it was really stupid, well, if you don't have enough money, just buy one skewer and eat while you eat, and you won't finish 10 skewers anyway.
But, at that time I was impulsive, immediately taking out the 20 RMB.
"Here, here here, here is the money." Afraid of regretting it, I didn't even see him anymore and immediately left.
Turning my head with a big smile, I gave the candied fruit in my hand to Paula Li, she didn't immediately reach out and take it.
"I like watching other people eat, you just eat."
At that time my temper was also good, I didn't feel like I was being done at all, I actually felt very happy.
Really, really sorry for myself, I, so stupid, immediately put it in my mouth, the strawberry immediately released its juice, making the tip of my lips all covered with strawberry juice.
"Wow, it's really delicious, you try a little too." I was eating while giving it to Paula Li, seeing her face finally show a smile.
So, clothes are the second thing, the most important thing is that the face must be beautiful.
Paula Li was wearing that ugly school uniform, smiling like that, I felt like my heart was about to melt.
Sweet, in the mouth it feels sweet, in the heart it feels sweeter.
That afternoon, I finished 10 sticks of candied fruit that I had in my hand, it was so sweet my mouth felt bitter, but just because Paula Li opened her mouth and ate one piece of candied fruit that was fed to me, I felt like everything had been paid for.
Even though that evening after returning home my father beat me badly and threw me out of the house, but I, sitting in the internet cafe, didn't stop smiling.
At that time, Suka was always so simple and innocent.
Then, I received a call from Paula Li after graduating from college, I didn't ask her why she transferred to another school, nor did she tell me, why she suddenly cut off all contact, actually she understood how I felt about her.
I didn't ask anything, he said, "Do you want to work for me?"
"Okay, I'll go there." After so many years have passed, as long as he asks, I still can't refuse him.
On the way from home to look for him, I felt restless, until I actually met him, saw his cold face, and the "Business" he called, in the end I really didn't expect anything more.
Going fishing for women, sleeping with other women, he said it naturally, as if he didn't take these things seriously.
Later, I didn't take the matter of bed seriously, deliberately indulging myself in seeking pleasure in bed, every time between going up and down, I felt that there was another face vaguely in my mind.
And he, maybe also in another man's body, every time I think like that, until finally every time I think about it again, I don't feel the pain anymore.
And so we were like this, at first we felt that doing it this way was fine.
Because at least the two of us can still see each other often, but then Wade said, he likes Sis Paula.
I thought that I probably didn't have another chance, so I really didn't expect it anymore, and really thought of it as a normal work partner.
But, why, now I realize, there will always be a place for him in my heart.