After Jeffery had left, he was not going to stay here with me all day, he has his own life to chase after, I was again left alone, my mind in chaos, not being able to understand how all this came to happen.
Why the fuck would she do that?, Why the fuck would she take her own life?, She should've been patient with me, am I really worth her life?, Why would she do such?, Why?!.
I can't stop thinking this through, the fact that Gianna lost her life because of my cluelessness, why would I get myself drunk drinking in the same table with an enemy?, He might not have acted like one, but he was one, and I fucking knew he was one, yet decided to let him get a second chance, only to finish me off in this manner.
She was innocent, she wasn't part of this, why?, Why would he fucking get her involved?, She has a soft heart, she was like an egg that needs to be handled cautiously, why would he fucking throw his attack on her?, Why?.
I think I am losing it, I can't think straight anymore, I am trying to stay strong, but with me inside here, where I can't get to fix anything, I am just useless, I am just a waste, can't do anything to protect myself or those I love, instead I am continuously loosing the few of I've got, my mind.
Tears rolled down my cheeks, realizing that I am on a point where I can't save Gianna no more, she's gone, and it's all because of my mistakes, I was the reason she's dead, I am the reason she has ended up loosing her life, was it really a crime for her to love me?, Why would she have to be punished this way?, She was innocent in all this, she fucking was.
Screaming on top of my voice, I started punching the wall continuously, can no longer bottle up the anger, I was gone, I was fucking gone, can I find my way back without her in the picture?, That would only be in dreams.
Being brought back into the dark room again, I was seated on the chair, a dim light shining on the middle of the table and the prosecutor seated across from me, he seems to be having fun with this, passing me some pictures on the table. “ You denied the charge against rape, but that same girl was the one who charged you, she said that you came in into her hotel room and took advantage of her, and here you're, still denying the proof......”
He was resting his back on the chair, hands folding together like the fact I was still denying something like this was kind of frustrating to him, I guess he couldn't just understand, I already explained to him that I was set up, but just like the police officers I've known my entire life, they don't care about you, instead, they only care about their promotion which they get by solving cases.
Just incase to know how it all happened, they should go and check the CCTV of the hotel, they can possibly dig up something, they've to investigate this, rather than just sit back and go by what someone just testified.
How did I got into her room?, How come the room was rented in her name instead of mine or Davis?, They definitely planned all this and by looking from all that have occurred, they just hit a jackpot, one that I can't deny.
“ Officer, I was just a guy who just took the first step into the dream I've always had, yesterday, my friend was released from prison, one who had caused chaos at the end of the event, I mean the trials..... So, showing forgiveness towards his behavior and walking out there to wait for his release has ended up turning me into a criminal automatically, I decided to take him out yesterday, so we can celebrate his release and as well play catch up, but instead, he probably drugged me, took me into someone else's room, as if they planned this out really well, he took my car, took my sex tape which I can't believe how it all happened, the lady now accuse me of rape, Davis who took my vehicle away ended up using it for robbery just to set me up, speaking about murder, where does that come from?, I don't know..... ”
I was more like speaking to myself than speaking to the prosecutor before me, but by his silence, I could tell that he was listening. The entrance door into the room opened, an officer stepping in into the room as he went to the prosecutor, whispering something into his ear, an information that took minutes before he dropped down a file and left.
This time, the prosecutor wasn't all smiles, he looks dead serious in the eye like he was having a change of thoughts in my situation. Opening the file which was just passed to him, he began checking its content, attention leaving me and onto the file before him, immediately I saw him look up at me, I knew that those reports definitely got something to do with me.
“ You said that the rape case was a set up?, Then does that mean you're serious with your claims?.....”
“ My girlfriend is a gentle soul, she's used to pressure though, but not when the pressure involves me, that sextape was sent to her by my so called friend, knowing that she would be devastated on seeing it, she had tried to reach out to me, calling my line almost thirteen times, but I was drugged, was fast asleep that I never heard my phone ringing, when I woke up, that's when I realized that I was been destroyed in a single night, I tried reaching out to her, but it was no longer possible, just heard from my brother that the love of my life just committed suicide.....”