Lisa's POV
"You've got to be kidding me..." I turned my attention at the direction of the front door when I heard my boyfriend's voice.
"Whooop! That's some kind of ass work right there," Haiden smack the back of Jason's head at his words.
A smile came across my lips.
In no time, I was already running towards my boyfriend's direction, my arms open wide ready to have the biggest hug ever.
"Ahmp,!" soft chuckles escaped my lips as I heard him gasp for air after the impact.
"I miss you, baby!" I pulled away a little and gave him pecks of kisses all over. I heard the boys laughing at my action.
They just arrive from their tour and the boys came straight from the airport.
"You're seriously not going to dance that in front of so many people, are you?" Haiden pouted as he guided me towards the corner where the chairs are.
"Why? Is it that ugly?" I whined and we heard Vash laughing.
"It wasn't, Lisa. But I'm pretty sure that's going to cost both of you a lot of trouble. Who made those steps by the way?" he laughed and Haiden glared at him.
"I did," I said, very proud.
I've been choreographing a lot of dance and some groups are using my choreography for their songs. I couldn't get any prouder.
Haiden groaned and I smiled at him sweetly.
"Can't you like, remove that part where you were pouncing the goddamn floor, ge'ez Lisa," I laughed even more at his reaction.
"I don't like where this conversation is heading, let me go and find my girl instead," Yohan waved us a goodbye and in no time, the rest of the boys followed.
Rome had to pull Vash by the ear to keep him from staying. As always, that ever so adorable guy.
I heard he's in some relationship with someone from Red Velvet though.
He lifted me from my seat and have me sitting on his lap instead, my arms wrapped around his neck.
"Baby, that fucking dance will be the death of me. It's getting me turned on," he whined and I smiled cheekily.
"You are?" I teased and I started tracing every feature of his beautiful face to my satisfaction.
"Ge'ez, Lisa. I just came back and you're trying to test my patience," I saw him close his eyes and I felt the bulge on his pants getting harder.
"Ooops?" I giggle and he scowled at me.
"How about we go on a date?" he asked and I shrieked out of happiness. It's been months since we last went out and that was just right before they took a flight out of the country.
Sometimes I find it hard that my boyfriend is a goddamn superstar. Not just in Korea but all over the world.
I get people getting jealous of me but I don't give a damn. They can get jealous all they want but I won't give Haiden up.
It's been two years since we started dating and things didn't go all sugar and sweets but it's okay.
I love how our relationship wasn't perfect. But at the end of the day, each of us pulls each other from our rock-bottom states.
"Yeah, let's go out. I miss my baby," he leaned forward and gave me a peck on the lips. A groan escaped my mouth. It was just a peck but I felt my core tightening.
God I fucking miss this sunshine.
I grab the back of his neck and started kissing him deeper. I felt his hands landing on my waist, slowly, his other hand moved slowly cupping my breast along the process.
"Shit, Lisa," he was growling and I shifted through my position until I have him in between my legs.
"Fucking..." he moaned out loud when he felt my tongue meeting his. "Miss this!" I started grinding over him and we were both lost on the sensation before us.
He bit my lower lip and I felt him lower his hand off my chest.
"Damn it, baby. We have CCTV's over here," he whispered in between kisses and I bit his lip harder.
"Fuck, Lisa. Stop or I'll take you here. I don't even care if we have people watching us now," his voice was hoarse and I was fucking ready for him to take me here.
If it wasn't the sound of someone knocking, the two of us wouldn't stop.
"Ah, hyung! I know this is probably not the best time but the security wants you two to know that it's not a scene they wish to see..."
Haiden pulled away from our kiss with our forehead resting alongside. Soft chuckles escaped our lips at what Jason had said.
"Go away Jason..." Haiden teased the younger guy and I raised an eyebrow.
"Hyung, you know it'll be awkward if they ever saw your dick, right?"
The two of us started laughing at what Jason said next.
I pulled him for a hug and he did the same.
"Baby, you make me go crazy..." he whispered on my ear. He then buried his face at the crook of my neck and I have never felt so satisfied in my entire life.
"You do the same to me baby..." I whispered.
"I love you, Lisa. I will never get tired of telling you that," he added and I hummed in response.
I pulled away a little so I can see his face. His expression masked with so many emotion, lust, longing, love.
"I know baby. And I love you all the same. God knows I love you so much more than I did yesterday, the other day, and all those past days. I'm loving you more everyday it's scaring me," I smiled at him and I knew that gave him peace.
Haiden, he has so many fears within him and I will do everything to make him feel that I love him. That he's worth it.
Maybe sending that message was the best decision I made in my life.
And having Haiden beside me, is the best ever gift I can ever hope for.
Because with him, I feel so complete.
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Lisa's POV
"You've got to be kidding me..." I turned my attention at the direction of the front door when I heard my boyfriend's voice.
"Whooop! That's some kind of ass work right there," Haiden smack the back of Jason's head at his words.
A smile came across my lips.
In no time, I was already running towards my boyfriend's direction, my arms open wide ready to have the biggest hug ever.
"Ahmp,!" soft chuckles escaped my lips as I heard him gasp for air after the impact.
"I miss you, baby!" I pulled away a little and gave him pecks of kisses all over. I heard the boys laughing at my action.
They just arrive from their tour and the boys came straight from the airport.
"You're seriously not going to dance that in front of so many people, are you?" Haiden pouted as he guided me towards the corner where the chairs are.
"Why? Is it that ugly?" I whined and we heard Vash laughing.
"It wasn't, Lisa. But I'm pretty sure that's going to cost both of you a lot of trouble. Who made those steps by the way?" he laughed and Haiden glared at him.
"I did," I said, very proud.
I've been choreographing a lot of dance and some groups are using my choreography for their songs. I couldn't get any prouder.
Haiden groaned and I smiled at him sweetly.
"Can't you like, remove that part where you were pouncing the goddamn floor, ge'ez Lisa," I laughed even more at his reaction.
"I don't like where this conversation is heading, let me go and find my girl instead," Yohan waved us a goodbye and in no time, the rest of the boys followed.
Rome had to pull Vash by the ear to keep him from staying. As always, that ever so adorable guy.
I heard he's in some relationship with someone from Red Velvet though.
He lifted me from my seat and have me sitting on his lap instead, my arms wrapped around his neck.
"Baby, that fucking dance will be the death of me. It's getting me turned on," he whined and I smiled cheekily.
"You are?" I teased and I started tracing every feature of his beautiful face to my satisfaction.
"Ge'ez, Lisa. I just came back and you're trying to test my patience," I saw him close his eyes and I felt the bulge on his pants getting harder.
"Ooops?" I giggle and he scowled at me.
"How about we go on a date?" he asked and I shrieked out of happiness. It's been months since we last went out and that was just right before they took a flight out of the country.
Sometimes I find it hard that my boyfriend is a goddamn superstar. Not just in Korea but all over the world.
I get people getting jealous of me but I don't give a damn. They can get jealous all they want but I won't give Haiden up.
It's been two years since we started dating and things didn't go all sugar and sweets but it's okay.
I love how our relationship wasn't perfect. But at the end of the day, each of us pulls each other from our rock-bottom states.
"Yeah, let's go out. I miss my baby," he leaned forward and gave me a peck on the lips. A groan escaped my mouth. It was just a peck but I felt my core tightening.
God I fucking miss this sunshine.
I grab the back of his neck and started kissing him deeper. I felt his hands landing on my waist, slowly, his other hand moved slowly cupping my breast along the process.
"Shit, Lisa," he was growling and I shifted through my position until I have him in between my legs.
"Fucking..." he moaned out loud when he felt my tongue meeting his. "Miss this!" I started grinding over him and we were both lost on the sensation before us.
He bit my lower lip and I felt him lower his hand off my chest.
"Damn it, baby. We have CCTV's over here," he whispered in between kisses and I bit his lip harder.
"Fuck, Lisa. Stop or I'll take you here. I don't even care if we have people watching us now," his voice was hoarse and I was fucking ready for him to take me here.
If it wasn't the sound of someone knocking, the two of us wouldn't stop.
"Ah, hyung! I know this is probably not the best time but the security wants you two to know that it's not a scene they wish to see..."
Haiden pulled away from our kiss with our forehead resting alongside. Soft chuckles escaped our lips at what Jason had said.
"Go away Jason..." Haiden teased the younger guy and I raised an eyebrow.
"Hyung, you know it'll be awkward if they ever saw your dick, right?"
The two of us started laughing at what Jason said next.
I pulled him for a hug and he did the same.
"Baby, you make me go crazy..." he whispered on my ear. He then buried his face at the crook of my neck and I have never felt so satisfied in my entire life.
"You do the same to me baby..." I whispered.
"I love you, Lisa. I will never get tired of telling you that," he added and I hummed in response.
I pulled away a little so I can see his face. His expression masked with so many emotion, lust, longing, love.
"I know baby. And I love you all the same. God knows I love you so much more than I did yesterday, the other day, and all those past days. I'm loving you more everyday it's scaring me," I smiled at him and I knew that gave him peace.
Haiden, he has so many fears within him and I will do everything to make him feel that I love him. That he's worth it.
Maybe sending that message was the best decision I made in my life.
And having Haiden beside me, is the best ever gift I can ever hope for.
Because with him, I feel so complete.
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Lisa's POV
"Awww!" I chuckled as my right foot accidentally hit the leg of my bedside table. Still giggling, I jump over my bed, stomach first not caring if I make any unnecessary noise that would probably wake up both my Mom and Dad. My parents are heavy sleepers especially Dad. Plus, my room is not that very close to where their rooms are.
"Bed..." I groaned as I reach for my pillow, hugging it very tight wishing I can crash it on my arms. If only I have that super strength, maybe it'll help me feel so much better.
My body started forming into a fetus position, cold seeping through my body proving that wearing a hanging off-shoulder and short shorts isn't a good idea. But then, I was in a club, what do you expect me to wear?
A loud grunt escaped my lips as my other hand reached for my temple.
"Fucking hurts," I groaned.
Yeah, Lisa, who told you to drink that much huh?
Turning my back a little, my eyes now focused on the ceiling. It was a little dark but the faint light coming from my open window is enough for my insides to feel heavier.
"Fucking idiot," I mumbled and before I knew it, tears started streaming down my cheeks. It was flowing like a faucet, I didn't even bother wiping the tears away.
One year, one fucking year and now it's gone.
Am I that bad of a catch for him to cheat on me like that? And to a friend?
Before I knew it, I was sobbing like crazy, all the emotion I was keeping deep down for a week already came running like a truck. It's heavy, it's painful and moreover, it's stupidly real.
Was it that hard to tell me it's over?
Was I that clingy?
Fuck, was I that unworthy?
With a heavy heart, I reached for my phone which I had thrown on my bed earlier and went straight to my contacts.
The moment I saw my ex's name, I deleted it. I did the same to my friend's name or whatever whore I should call her.
"Right, pictures," I mumbled. I went to my gallery and deleted every video and photos of us together. If I will move on, I need to do it the right way. No communication, no memories of him, no nothing.
Once I'm done, a long sigh escaped my lips.
I wish my friends were here.
A year ago, I headed back to Thailand leaving Rosie behind. Well, Samantha was back in Korea working for he brother’s company and right now, I wish I am with them because if they were here, I can clearly picture how Samantha will hunt down my ex and beat him to a pulp. Rosie may also look weak but she's sassy enough to stand beside me making sure I wasn't in any way at a disadvantage.
It has been a month since I last heard from Rosie though. I know she’s busy too and she probably have lots of stuff on her plate but, well, I only have a few friends to reach out with.
I reached for my phone and check on my contacts. Should I call her?
But she must be busy.
After wiping my tear-stained cheeks, I opened my Instagram and checked my feed.
Oh right, my apps. I still have tons of pictures of him so I deleted them too. That prick doesn't deserve to be on my feed.
I was checking on my dm's my eyes landed on a familiar username.

Happykiddo94: Great *winks

I almost forgot about him. That guy from that famous band, whoever he is.
That was the last time we messaged each other. It has been a year.
I wonder how he had been?
Should I send him a message instead?
I mean, he doesn't really know me. It's better to talk to him that some of my friends here. I'm not even sure who my real friends here now. Aside from Samantha and Rosie, I refuse to trust anybody at this point. But a stranger will do, right? They say that it’s easier to express your emotions to someone you barely know, I can do that, right?
Before I even knew it, I was already typing.

Me: I know it's been a year overdue but chatting with you is still one of my lucky privileges, right? *Hopeful eyes

A minute...

Two...

five...

ten...

A long sigh escaped my lips before putting my phone down on my bed. Of course, he must be busy. Or he might not be using the account anymore. It's been a year. Who am I even kidding?
My eyes were already feeling heavy when I suddenly heard the sound of my phone beeping.
Happykiddo94: Of course, babe. If it's you. Btw, you actually got me with the Hopeful eyes *grins

My heart started beating like crazy, whether I was happy to be able to converse with him again or for an entirely different reason, I'm not even sure.
I started typing once again.

Me: Should I be flattered? :)

Happykiddo94: Nah, I should actually. So, how are you?

I bite my lower lip. Should I tell him? But I feel at ease whenever I converse with him, something I am confused myself since I don't even know who exactly he is. Though if I would be judging based on the situation, he's most probably Samantha's younger brother.

Me: Heartbroken? haha

As I read my own message, I don't know if I sound pathetic or what.

Happykiddo94: Wait, for real? Coz missy, if you are, it's okay. Want to tell me about it?

My heart leapt out off my chest. Seeing how concern he was makes my heart flutter and I don't know why but I feel like he was sincere it. Should I go for it?

Me: I don't know. Aren't you busy on some tour or something?

Happykiddo94: Well no. Don't worry, I have a lot of time. Fire away :)

After a minute of hesitating, I started typing all of my worries and every now and then I can't help but smile every time he tries to cheer me up.

Me: Thank you so much. You don't even know how much this conversation made me a thousand times better. *grinning

Happykiddo94: Hey, if ever you feel like you need to talk to someone, just beep me up. If I don't reply immediately, I will as soon as I am free. Don't ever think that you're alone babe,

His words made me feel at ease. I never knew words from a stranger can be so comforting.

Me: I'm so glad I decided to send you a message. If you ever want someone to talk to, I can also lend an ear. I know you're famous but don't worry, I don't give a damn. What you send on my IG leaves on my IG.

Happykiddo94: I know and I will too. Now go to sleep. You've cried enough. And remember, tomorrow when you wake up, smile coz there are a lot more things to be happy about.

Me: *kisses

With a smile on my lips, my eyes closed, my inside feeling lighter than it has ever been.

There are other things to be happy about. Right...