When my name was called, it was unexpected. I got first place among the rest of the two representatives of each department.There I saw Alexandrius and Christian. Beside him was our mom wondering what she is up to now,is it to push me to quit once again or what are some of the questions running on my mind.
“Sis, congratulations on your performance. I know that, even though I wasn’t right there, you’ll win no matter what also there’s someone who wants to talk to you. Also, I don’t know her purpose.” He honestly said and instantly called by Alexandrius so that I and mom can talk privately.
“Myre,could we have a little talk?”
“For what mom? To persuade me once again to stop performing or writing, but as I always say No, I won’t stop doing this despite you not agreeing with this I will continue my passion. I’m sorry mom, I really couldn’t do what you wanted.Stop comparing me from those people you know because I know how to handle the path I am walking along”, I finally said firmly after all the years that I am keeping this inside but still trying to keep all the tears that want to fall in thy bare eyes.
“Shh I’m sorry my dear Myre, If I or your father don’t believe in all of what you are doing, all that we want for you, Chris and Jayn, is to be successful in life despite that this life is full of darkness. All we wanted for the three of you is to have the endless joy that no one can easily give. That’s why I’m sorry if we have made you fall into tears. Also I want to tell you that I’m proud of you though I seldom say these things to you. You might as well often think that I don’t see all your efforts, all your actions in your academics or extracurricular but I all see it. I just want you to learn by yourself, because we are not here by your side all the time, by your side.” She sincerely said tears are falling in both of her eyes.
“I’m sorry also, mom, if there might be a chance that you thought that I don’t have any care in all of the things you are saying to us, I just wanted to prove that I can do what I want, despite all of the things you all say to me in front or behind me that I am more of it. Also, Mom, Professor Azure said something a while ago before the event started. She said that this was from the dean.” After that, I gave the letter to her, her face after opening it was so priceless. But all you can draw is be blessed and grateful.
“Myre, you don’t know how grateful I am to all of this news. You just proved that, no matter what, there is no darkness can’t be a hindrance in how clear your goals in life are.”
“It’s not done yet mom. My book is also accepted by Hawlkins Publishing, I am just waiting for the right time to tell him about it. Chris already knew about this but not Alexandrius. I might tell him about it later on.”
“You better tell already there is no exact right time for it. I know how Alexandrius will feel about this. We’ve seen how he supports you in all the things you do and a publishing like this shouldn’t be waiting that much.Also please tell him that we will be having an outing this weekend to celebrate all the things that happen in your life.” After that I found Alexandrius. Suddenly I remembered where he might be in the garden of the University where we often stay each time because of its endless fresh air and how it gives peace of mind to anyone staying there each time.
“There you are, so how’s your talk with mom?” Christian unexpectedly asked after seeing me going through their place.
“Nothing to worry about, Chris. She had just reconciled to some things that they both made about our decisions and, Alexandrius, she wanted to say that we would be having an outing this coming weekend.Aside from that, Chris and Alexandrius I am one of the students on the dean’s list for this semester.”
“Congrats sis, I know that this isn’t just the thing you want to tell to Bro Xandrius, I will leave both of you already to talk about it.”
“Thank you, we will go straight to our house after talking about it. As far as I remember, mom told us that we will be having dinner all together.” After that, he get all of his things and went that fast.
“What do you want to talk about Myre?” Alexandrius suddenly asked like he, was kind of interrogating a guilty person.
“Hmm Alexandrius,I don’t know how to start with this.”
“Could you, please tell it straight already Myrtle. We are often together, yet there are things that I don’t know that happen to you. What do you think I will feel about it?”
“Well, yeah I’m sorry about it, I’m just finding the right moment and I don’t know how to begin at all.Remember way back I’ve told you that I tried passing an entry of my novel to Hawlkin Publishings?”
“What about it? Did they reject you? Remember that no matter what the decision that they might give, you are still more than it and you still can be more in what they think of you.”
“Calm down please, so here it is. Thank you for all the advice and support you give the novel that I passed to them was successfully accepted and will be published in their bookstore and ebook. I’m sorry if I did find it hard to tell you despite knowing that you are one who will be glad about this.” I said, but instead of answering, he immediately kissed me and said “Sssh, you don’t need to worry each time, as I always say I will always understand your decisions and follow where your heart is. Whatever you do I will just be here behind you neither beside you.”
“I love you always, Alexandrius.” I said and returned the kissed he gave
Suddenly, while mesmerizing with the kissing we have, there is an unexpected text from Mizary Hospital.Why are things like this? Could I not be enjoying any moment full of gladness or joy? Why does it all change? As tears of pain come so easily. We instantly went to the hospital after reading the message.