Alexandrius drove so fast , though he even tried to talk to me in different ways, but still my mind was so preoccupied where I don’t mind everyone around me, just to know what's the reason for everything and tears couldn’t stop falling around like falls.
“Myrtle, please look at me. Everything will be fine, there is nothing we can’t surpass.”
“I don’t know Xandrius, please let me sink everything first. I don’t know if I still can each time I am happy there is an instant opposite of it happening. You are not in my place, so how many times you say that you understand me still you’ll never do because you're not the one who experiences everything.” I sobbed loudly while he was driving to Mizare Hospital where the text was from though I don’t know what’s going on. Still, my nerves all over my system couldn’t find the peace that I barely need.
“I’m sorry Myre, you’re right. I am not in the position, but, still may you remember that there is a person who wants to see the joy and laugh you have each time, not the tears that fall unexpectedly, but willing to be your shoulder or handkerchief.” he responded as he stopped the car in the parking lot as we arrived at the Mizare Hospital.
I right away go to the desk hall of the emergency room where I heard Jayn, my little sibling, crying so loudly beside Chris so I ran immediately to them while Alexandrius, is behind me wherever I go at that moment, because he knows that I might have my rapidly breakdown attack that often causes of my short-breathings that only few people know about it but not my relatives because I don’t want to be someone who will cause more problem within all of what we experience that people don’t really observe at all in how we all face it with brave heart no matter how heavy it is.
“Chris, what happened? We were all together a while ago, then I got an emergency text. Could you please elaborate me, please enlighten me.” I begged him in so many questions but he just cried louder, as it is with Jayn.
“Please calm down Myre, you won’t all be at peace if you’re all preoccupied with such things and your mind is all kind of messed up.” he stated as he tapped my back to be calm and gave a bottled water to the three of us but I refused to get it.
“Si-sis, I was about to enter our house but suddenly I saw Jayn crying so loudly so I hurriedly come into her place she immediately hugged me, there I saw that much that our place was messed up, she said that there was grouped of person went into the house and slapped mom repeatedly until she became unconscious and blanked out, once I tried to call dad there goes unexpected call from the guard house of the subdivision and said that the car of dad got into hit and run but the cctv didn’t got a chance to take the happening. After that we nor I asked the guard to put dad in my passenger’s seat as I go back into our house where the other car was there and the driver so that mom and Jayn would be there as we went through all together, yet the doctors said that they will do everything for mom and dad…” he stated with stuttering voice but before he had a chanced to finished his story I quickly felt my short-breathing where Alexandrius immediately without a blink of an eye get me before my body got laid into the floor. I suddenly don’t know what happened next, but there I saw myself in a room full of white with a dextrose. As I searched for myself in where I am I quickly saw Alexandrius holding my right hand while Jayn and Chris were lying on the sofa where I also saw mom’s bed at my right side but I couldn’t see dad’s figure. I easily woke up Alexandrius.
“Aalex, where is dad?” I slowly asked him as I tapped his shoulder to be awakened.
“Thank God, you’re awake, dad’s not quite that conscious, Myre, he is currently in the ICU to be monitored more, yet mom’s quite conscious already after being checked and given such care. While you are also not quite well, the doctors said that you are anxious and need to be checked more as your heart has become unwell. I have said to you for quite some time to check upon your breathing each time, but here you are so naughty about your health, here you are being more unconscious than less unconscious if we've just go to check about it that fast.” he continuously said. unknowingly Chris had been awakened from his sleep and all of what he said even about my health.
“Sis? Why didn’t you tell me? Why do I need to hear all of this from bro Alexandrius? I thought we swore to each other that we would not hide anything from each other but here you are pretending all the time around us. How could you.” he interrogated like he was the eldest among us, but I couldn’t have any point to get mad at him where I am the wrong in the first place but I am stuck where I couldn’t say any words to answer all of his questions before I say any word he immediately storm out from the room where we are staying in the Mizare Hospital.
I was about to stand on my bed, but suddenly, Alexandrius held my hand and said “Let him first Myre. He was shocked by all the happenings, he needed some air to breathe out.” There I turned back to lay on my bed.
“Thank you Xandrius, I’m sorry also for bringing you often into this kind of mess,” I said and instead of answering me, he quickly kissed me as a sign of giving peace of mind.
“Ssh, you don’t need to worry about me seeing you alive is already fine with me and gives me strength to also be awake and fight this life.” he calmly said and kissed me once again.
“I won’t easily die, Xandrius. Don’t worry”
“You can’t ease to me being worried Myre because I love you that much as I love my family and yours that will be soon also my family.” he once reassured that with him I am more in peace and will have genuine love.