I can't believe I actually cried because of that guy. But what hurts me the most is when others say such nonsense. I mean, we never really had a thing in the first place. I wonder if he really told them that he dumped me... It's just... weird.
"Did something happen?" Nicolas followed me to the infirmary. The weird thing is, why did he lock the door? Just looking at him makes me cry again...
He just stood there. Looking clueles. Like dude?
"What do you want? I don't want to see you." I buried my head in my hand. I seriously don't want to see his face. I can't. He sighs and sits next to me. "Tell me what happened, Rosa." he says softly. I want to hug him right now, but I don't know how.
He hates me, right?
I decided to ignore him, but he grabbed my arm and that forced me to look up at him. Why can't he understand that I don't want to be near him?
"What happened?" He touched my cheek and wiped the tears coming out. Why is he being sweet right now? I look away from him and ignore him again. I really hate the fact that he knows how to make me weak just by hearing his voice.
"Rosaaaaaa." he whispered. Why is he so close 
I seriously can't believe this guy.
"Why are you here anyway? Why don't you go back to that gorgeous girlfriend of yours? Go there and kiss her since you're so good at it!" I blurted out and the moment I realised what I said, I felt so stupid. To my surprise, Nicolas was grinning. Oh, what now? Is he making fun of me? "Aww you're jealous." He's dangerously close to my face. I just can't be with this guy. "Ugh, you're just so annoying! Aren't you satisfied already with people saying that I got dumped by you?! Like, what the hell is wrong with these people? We were never together in the first place!" I said, glaring at him. He was silent for a moment.
"Where did you hear that from?" He squeezed my hand, making me look at him. What? Is he pretending not to know now? "Huh. Stop acting. You were the one who claimed you were only using me to get closer to Savannah! You even tell me you have no experience with girls, yet you go and... do THAT with her!" I was frustrated. I probably look so red right now.
"Where the f*ck did you hear something so stupid?" He raised an eyebrow "Do what? What is that? Who the f*ck is saying nonsense about me?" He is now pissed. Wait. He shouldn't be right? I was confused. But I thought he knew? Since he's been so close with Savannah lately, I assume it was true. He forced me to tell him where I heard those "rumors". I hesitated at first, but in the end, I told him everything I heard. He groaned.
"What the f*ck is wrong with that girl?! She promised me she wouldn't spread any weird rumours if I became her boyfriend. Ugh f*ck! I shouldn't have let her get to me in the first place." He groaned frustratingly.
Wait. What?
"Why do you even need to be her boyfriend in the first place?" I was confused. What the heck happened between them? He doesn't want to look me in the eyes I wonder why.
"The thing is, she was spreading these weird rumours about... You. I told her to stop it, but she just doesn't listen. She suggested that if I date her, she would stop spreading rumours about us. But it seems like that girl doesn't keep her promises since you, of all people, know about it. So... Things just happened.... And I never expected it to be like this honestly." he sighs and holds my hand.
Okay, So. He's just dating her to prevent her from spreading rumours about... Me? I seriously thought he hated me that he decided to ignore me now... but it turns out he's... protecting me? Ohmygosh I don't know what to say... But why did he have to ignore me that absurdly?
"And what you accuse me of doing... That never happened. I swear! I never even met her outside of school. I never kissed her or do THAT." he teasedly said at the end. I don't know what to say... It was silent... I was still deep in my thoughts when he suddenly grabbed both my hands and held them close to him.
"Seeing you cry like that because of me... it broke me." he whispered. We were looking at each other so quietly.
"Please say something." He sighs
"You dumb asshole. I hate you so much." I said. Finally, I am relieved that I know what happened. To know that he really did care. I want to cry again.
"I'm sorry I was an asshole. Heck, I still am, I know. But I'm really sorry if I hurt you. I promise you, there's nothing between me and Savannah! I could prove it. Should we go to her now and tell her that we're dating?" He suggested squeezing my hand.
Wait. Wait. WAIT
WHAT
Is he... confessing right now or what? I can't handle this. Oh gosh, my brain is going to explode.
"Wait, what do you mean we're dating?"
I was confused and nervous at the same time. Nicolas himself seemed surprised that he said all that, but what shocked me the most was when his ears were all red. He was trying to avoid eye contact. Oh my God
"Do you...want to be my girlfriend? Um... Will you?" He asked now, looking straight into my eyes.
Woah. The moment I've been waiting for It's finally here, everybody! I was so excited that I hugged him. I can't believe that we're now dating!?!? My gosh!! He just chuckled and hugged me tightly. I can't believe this happened after so long ago; we're still irritated with each other. Or perhaps it was me being angry at him.... But now? I don't know if I will ever let go.
"That means yes, right?" He said as he leaned closer to my face. How I miss this guy. I miss everything about him. I love him so much that I can't bring myself to hate him.
We were both young and still lacking, but we loved each other so much that it was all that mattered. The only thing that I need right now is to be with him.
Together
to be with him forever.
Although those thoughts sometimes scare me, I still want to believe that he's the one for me. Thinking about it again, everything started as an accident. We had no idea how we could fall in love with each other, but as time passed, we realised we only had one goal in life... to be with each other.
"Yes, I won't let you go this time. Like it or not, you're stuck with me again." I said as we broke the kiss. I never knew how magical a kiss could be until I met him.
I never knew that meeting him was the best gift of my life.
I never knew that, accidentally, he fell in love with me. started from hate. Now we're inseparable.
"I love you." he whispered.
I am the luckiest girl to have heard those words. After everything that we'd been through, Hearing him say that face to-face is touching.
For the first time in forever, I feel like nothing else matters if I'm with him. He really knows how to make my heart flutter...
"I love you so much."
He said as he kissed my forehead.
I want to cry. What did I do in my past life to deserve someone like him? I was thankful indeed.
Those moments we shared.
The first time we met, I still remember how he used to tell me that he would never fall for me, but look at us now.
"I love you more than anything in this world, so please from now on. Stay with me and never let go of this hand that will hold yours. Let's create our future together. Because when I look into your eyes, I see the whole universe in a flash. I see our future. You. And I always."
I can't help but cry when he says those words. Meeting him was never a mistake. Loving him was never an accident.
How could I ever hate this guy?
I know this is only the beginning, but I wish we could stay together forever. Together is just a phrase... waiting for a miracle would take too long. We just have to do all the work ourselves. After all, our love was...
𝙖𝙘𝙘𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮, 𝙤𝙣 𝙥𝙪𝙧𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙚