Han
Did she just avoid me? 
Without loking at me she just shut the door. Shit! I scratch my head as I wait by the elvator till Jason arrives. The kiss, that wasn't intentional, but when I did I couldn't hold myself up. I don't know about her but for me, it was ny first kiss, I've been keeping it in me only for her and finally i had a cha ce to do it. The feeling kiss, I have no idea howbit would be but I bet this was the best one, kissing your girl after being crushing on jer for more than ten years, even when we were apart.
I still remeber the little fifteen year girl who hugged me, but my skipped a beat at that moment. I wasn't aware of my feelings for her until she left without a word, the more i missed her the more u fell for her. This feeling, which Ibjave for her makes me ecstatic. Just to look at her is snough to make my day. Every moment when she addresses me as Mr.Han, I have thisburge inside me to tell her, that I'm Jackie, I want to jear jer call me that but the fear in me doesn't allow me to declare.  What of she has forgotten or what if I'm not important as she is for me?
The elevator dor opens and Kason walks oit, before he stands in fromt of me I go back inside, he follows me in. Strolling i to the kitchen I pick the bottle of wine along with two glasses from the pantry. Jason sit on the dining chair waiting for me, he leabd back and claps as Ibplace the bottle and glasses on the table.
"What's up dude? You seem bothered!" He says ipening the bottle and I sit opposite to him. "Anna?"
I nod leaning back to the chair railings, my shoulder slumped and head low. "Do you know what happened?" I exhale.
"How would I know." He shrugs.
Argh, this man.
"Ask me." I order with raised brows.
Jason nods deeply and takes a sip of his drink, he presses his lips tight and tilts his head. "What happened?" He finally asks.
"Anna and I—"
"Anna and you?" He asks, pressuring on each word.
"I didn't do it on purpose it was just..."
"Dude, what did Anna and you do?" 
I jolt up straight, settling comfortably on my seat grazing down at the table. "We kissed." I finally blurt.
"What?" He exclaims, his voice loud enough to  be hear outside. 
I look straight, to see his big as saucers, his brows raised and his mouth wide open and his body a little lifted from the seat. Watching him, I couldn't stop myself in reaponding with a frustrated sigh. Jason, shakes his head and sit back.
"You all kissed?" He asks in a low voice, leaning forward in interest. 
I nod.
"When?"
"Last night."
"Did shevkiss you back?"
I look straight at him, "No." I say.
"Now i get it." He leans back and crisses his arms, glancing at me with a smirk. "You mean, you kissed her." He emphasises.
Oh alright, that's true I kissed her, it's not we kissed but, her response gave me an idea she like it, was I wrong?
"Yes."
"Oh, I was surprised to know that you all, i mean you and anna kissed, but obviously it turned out that only ypu kissed her."
Isn't that shocking enough to know I kissed her too.
"What if we had already kissed?" I ask.
"Obviously, that won't happen, because you both just met and kissing, I don't think she would do it."
"You sure? I thought she liked it." I shrug.
"No, she wouldn't have." He says pointing his index finger in the air and moving it to the keft and right in confidence. "Did she talk to you after it?"
"Not exactly. She asked for an explanation."
"What did you say?"
"I—how am I supposed to give an explanation." I ask with hunched shoulders.
"Wait, tell me what happened.  From start to end." Jason takes another sip and prepares him self to listen like as if I was to tell him a fairytale.
"As ways mom arranged a date with Lara, a d she convinced me to go. You know how mom nags about it so I wanted to getvrid of Lara because no matter how many times I've told her about it, she doesn't reject me. So, I took Anna to pretend to be my girlfriend and in the restaurant Lara pulled the topic about her, and I got kinda caught up, I'm done explaining to her so I just wanted to prove that I've got someone else in my heart so I..."
"You kissed her." He conpletes the sentence.
I nod.
"So," he rsts his arms on the table and leans forward again. "How was your first kiss?" He squeels.
Why did I get the idea of telling him what happened? This person is not going help in any way, he is just unterrsted to hear my stories. No matter how many times, I visit hiaboffice, see his name tag a d his certificates I still cannot believe he is a phsychriatist.
"Was it good?" He inqorrs again.
With a giving up sigh, I pour the wine into my glass. Taking a sip  I place th glass back to the table, I'm now not in a mood for a drink. The kiss, I had trouble sleeping last night, it feels surreal. I kissed Anna Thomas, my girl and kissing is the best feeling in the world. Despite my glee, I'm worried abput point from her side, I know I shouldn't have fucking done thay, kissing her, withou her permission, without a word, it was sudden and I myself couldn't stop my actions at that moment. I wouldn't do tbat to anyone, but it was Anna, the only woman allowed in my life.
"You know what Han, you shouldn't have done that." Jason's serios voice drags me to present.
"I know, I shouldn't have. Even if I'm glad about it, I shouldn't have done it. You would have freaked out." I say in regret. It makes me feel like I made things complicated. 
"So, what are you gonna do?"
"Apologise." I shrug.
Jason takes moment of silence to think. "But coming to think of it, the way she responded maybe she would have liked it." He says like almost talking to himself, I stare at him listening attentively. "What if she doesn't mind it?" He faces me. "Apoligising will make things awkwarr. Just pretend like nothing happened."
I nod. 
"Love makes people insane." He sings emptying his glass.
I watch him drink up my glass and noticing his behaviour. He has work tomorrow and he is dmtry8ng be drunk.
"Anything happened dude?" I ask grabbing the bottle from his hand, I hide it under the table. He pouts and sits back, staring at me. "What is it?" I question.
He remains silent. I walk up to his side and take a seat mext to him.
"If you don't talk now, I'm going kick you out letting you go alone,  drunk." I say popping the last word.
"It's—" he turns to his left to face me.
"Charlotte?"
"Yes,Yes." He blurts pointing in the air and nodding simultaneously.  
"What happened?"
"She likes me." He pouts as he places his arms on my shoulders and moves forwards, his drunk breath hitting my nostrils.
"Isn't that a good news. You like her too and you all are already dating." I remind the drunk head.
"Yes but—" he burps and continues, "I didn't see her today and she didn't answer my calls." 
I sigh. Is that really problem now?
"So? You know, she went to visit her parents today."
He nods.
"Then? What's the problem?"
"I miss her."
I look away pinching the bridge of my nose, annoyed. "Seriously, man." I oush his hands away from my shouders and I walk away. He wobbles back and gets hold of the chair soon.