I am Fauzhan Surya Putra, a successful young man, but not successful in love.
Every time I have a relationship with a woman, there are always problems, whether the girl is materialistic, cunning or doesn't love my parents.
There are some who love me but it turns out they cheat on me, there are various characters of women that I have dated. But I haven't found a truly sincere one.
The last woman I dated really loved my parents, they were even comfortable enough with my choice and I felt that she deserved to be Fauzhan's wife.
Unfortunately, it turned out that the woman was cheating on me behind my back, we almost got engaged. Yes, at that time I was still young, I was 24 years old and I was very busy with the business that my father had entrusted to me.
I didn't expect that 1 week before we got engaged, I caught her sharing sweat with another man in the apartment that I gave her as our engagement gift.
Seeing that made me feel disgusted, finally I just ended my engagement with her. 
I didn't want to make a fuss about the incident, because there was already evidence so as a respectable man, I didn't need to be barbaric in dealing with the problem. 
My parents regretted the incident, although they initially did not expect the incident, after seeing all the evidence, they tried to comfort me who was heartbroken. 
Don't ask what it felt like when I saw the incident ?! What is certain is that it felt mixed. What's more, the reason that the woman told me really made me unable to think. 
BRAK ... at that time I opened the apartment door roughly when I heard a strange sound in my apartment room, the sight before my eyes made me disbelieve, "What are you doing Sari?" I was annoyed when I saw the embarrassing incident before my eyes. 
Instantly Sari and her secret lover were shocked by my sudden arrival. Sari tried to cover her body with the blanket that was there. 
"Fauzhan! This is not what you see." Her defense disgusted me. She said it wasn't like that? So what did I see? 
I tried to control my emotions, seeing them just standing there frozen, I knew that Sari actually knew that I was very angry. 
Sari looked panicked, she tried to grab my hand at that time, but I immediately pushed it away, "It's clear enough, just continue your activities," I said while looking at Sari hatefully, "Sari, our relationship ends here!" I then left the cursed place, the place that should have been my stopover when I was tired, but it turned out to be the end of everything. Sari tried to chase me while still wrapping her body with a blanket. "Zhan wait honey! You don't want to hear my explanation! I was forced, I was raped by that man." Sari tried to defend herself while sobbing. 
Tch, I saw her so disgusted, raped but she surrendered and enjoyed the man's game. I saw her being enthusiastic earlier sharing sweat. "Come on Sari, no need to explain anymore, we are adults Sari, anyone who saw it already knows what happened just now, even a child must know what the conditions are like if someone is forced and raped by someone who is willing to do it of their own accord." 
Sari still tried to stop me from leaving that damned apartment, "Zhan listen first, I love you, I was really threatened by that man. If I don't serve him he will kill me." Sari did not give up on persuading me at that time. 
Her words did not make me feel guilty, instead they made me feel even more disgusted with her. 
Suddenly the man approached us, he had already put on his clothes and was walking towards Sari. "Come on Sari why are you begging for love from a man like that, honey. We love each other and that man is too busy with his work and can't always be with you. Remember I am the one who always accompanies and satisfies you." Her shamelessness in saying things like that made me furious, I really wanted to punch her but I had to be patient because she was not on my level.
Why fight over a woman who is no longer faithful, a woman who has played with fire when her fiancé is not around is not worth defending, "Just listen to her Sari!" I pointed at the man, "Our relationship is up to here! You are still lucky if I don't ask for this apartment back. Just consider it my gift for the time you pretended to be sweet in front of me and for accompanying my parents while I was not with them." 
Holding back my annoyance I left them, but again the woman stopped me. "Zhan I still love you, I did this because of you too," she said making me glare. 
'Because of me she said?' I thought angrily, "Nonsense," I said dismissing her words just now. 
"Zhan I am always lonely you always work and work, you leave me continuously for the sake of your business! You are only with me occasionally, have you forgotten that the 1 year you have met me can be counted on the fingers." 
"Then is all that justified by you having an affair?" I asked her which she finally fell silent. 
Sari looked like she regretted something, but I knew it was all fake, "Zhan, I told you I was lonely. He kept seducing me, making me fall for his seduction," she explained and I couldn't stop thinking about it, just because I was rarely with him, did he have to betray me behind my back? 
Even though I had told him to give me a little more time to finish all my business affairs. Besides, I had promised that after holding the engagement party I would have more time with him. 
Even the engagement party was only a few days away, he couldn't wait. Luckily I saw his bad side before the engagement happened, otherwise I would have been fooled over and over again. 
"It's up to you, Sari, I've explained it to you over and over again because I really want to make you happy and don't want you to suffer after being with me. But in fact you are the same as those girls. I'm letting you go, I hope you are happy with your choice!" I said again and this time I really left him without caring about him calling me. 
Even that man still mocked me and said I was a loser. But I don't care, because a woman who has betrayed is not worth fighting over. 
In a relationship, loyalty and honesty are the main priorities. Once cheated, she will do it again if she has the chance. Therefore, there is no chance for a woman who has cheated in my eyes.