(Two Months Later...)
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Illiana peered down out of the window, a navy blue tinted car packed at the garage. An ebony lady on a fine green silk stepped out of the car.
Her hair swinging at the effect of the wind which blew. First she stared around, with her hand still hung on the door.
Illiana picked up Crystal from where she stood with her tail dancing to and fro. " Crystal, let's go meet Kaden. " She said and off she left her room to Kaden's.
On getting there, the door was barely closed. She slowly opened it. " Ka..." She was going to call him but stopped halfway when she saw the same lady in his room.
She watched as Kaden pulled her into a hug and how he patted her back gently. There was this feeling that erupted in her, a feeling she is yet to explain.
Crystal looked at her, she meowed bringing her back to reality. She blinked consciously. " Crystal, it seems like Alpha Kaden is a bit busy at the moment. Let's get out of here. "
She entered her room, slamming the door hard. She rested against the door, liquid substance gently leaving her eyes.
Crystal tapped her with her leg. " You don't understand how it feels, do you? " She said to her cat. " Is she so beautiful than I am? "
She exhaled shakily. " You know I wouldn't mind if she really is beautiful than I am. Every one is beautiful than I am. " She sniffed, cleaning her nose with the back of her hand.
She looked at Crystal who has been staring at her. " Oh please, don't give me that look. You do understand what I am talking about, don't you? Oh please, tell me you do. "
Crystal meowed.
" Of course, you do. " She sniffed again, " I know he does love me but, do you think he loves another too? Why do I feel... Why? Why do I have this feeling that he's cheating on me?
What haven't I done for him? All those while he said he loves me, where they all a joke? Did he say those things just to make him happy?
And did he... Did he kissed me because he wants me to believe he really does like me? " She cried." Why am I having this feelings crystal? "
She meowed.
" Can you for once talk to me and stop meowing? " She yelled angrily at Crystal who frightfully ran under the bed. " I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you. You won't understand how I feel, no you wouldn't even if I have to explain that a thousand times.
You're just a Cat, what do you even know about human feelings? " She scoffed.
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The morning passed away and so did noon. Illiana still sat in her room, not ready to open the door. She had refused to eat her food since morning.
Even when Hilda came to check on her, she refused to let her in. Despite all the pleading and so on, she kept mute at her.
So, Hilda decided to go talk to Mrs Green. Hoping some thing good will work out if Mrs Green had to come up her self.
" Hello, Miss, it's I, Green. "
" Oh, Mrs Green, I do not wish to speak to any one. I wanna feel lonely and alone. Please don't beg me to eat, I am not hungry. " She said in a sobby tune.
" I understand how you feel, sweetheart, but locking your self all day won't solve your problem. You need some one to talk to, and you can give me the chance to help you out.
Just open the door okay, let's talk what the problem is together. It's just you and I, alone. "
At first, Illiana hesitated, but she finally opened the door for Mrs Green. " Hey, sweetheart, you're crying already? "
Illiana buried her self in her embrace, she couldn't stop from holding her self from crying. And Mrs Green didn't mind her staining her cloth with her tears.
" Some thing is bothering you, dear, what is it? " Mrs Green asked, worried.
" You will not understand, Green. No one will. " She said bitterly.
" I will only not understand if you don't explain. Talk to me, I'm all ears. " She said, breaking the hug. She helped Illiana wipe her tears, " Come, let's take a seat. "
They sat on her bed, Mrs Green was sitting just beside her in case she burst out crying. " I'm listening. " She said.
" He doesn't love me. " Ana started.
" Who? " She asked. " Do you mean Alpha Kaden? "
" Yes, I thought he loves me but no I see I was wrong. And even if he does love me, he's got some one else in his heart. "
" Oh, sweetheart, don't you ever say that. Alpha Kaden will never try to love another woman beside you. Did some one tell you that? " She asked.
" No, " she said sharply. " No one did. I saw it myself. "
Mrs Green kept a confused look, she doubts Kaden will ever try a thing to hurt Ana. Since she knew him, she has never seen him with any other woman.
Why then now? Why then today?
It baffled her likewise kept her in total shock that she couldn't say any thing. She was speechless, or was it a lady from one of his companies?
" I saw a woman this morning, I thought it was one of the visitors who always come to visit Kaden. But when I went to his room, it wasn't what I was thinking.
I saw him hug her, and he didn't just hugged her, she was crying his arms. Like there is some thing going on between them. "
" Did you asked him who she might be? " Mrs Green asked.
" I didn't want to to disturb them, so I gave them the privacy they needed. And I am not asking either. You know what, Mrs Green, I don't think I care any more.
Whether he hangs out with another woman, I don't think I care sharing him with some one else. Besides, we aren't married yet so, I'm okay with what ever action he takes. " She sniffed hard.
" Ana, I doubt your saying this from your heart. You wouldn't try to care less about your mate. The future has a great thing for you two, so dropping your trust and love for him now... It's really not the best choice for you. "
She scoffed, " Do you think it's necessary for me to care? I remember the last thing he hugged me, that is the same way he hugged her too. I didn't stay to watch the rest cos I didn't want to, who knows if he did some thing to her. "
" Some thing like what? "
" Who knows? Maybe, he might have kissed her or... or what ever. " She flew her hands high, dropping it in her laps. " What if he did kiss her? " She looked at Mrs Green.
Mrs Green laughed. " You're jealous, aren't you? "
" Me? " She pointed at herself. " Of course not. Why would I be jealous? Like I said, I don't care about what ever option he takes. "
" No, you do care. And right now, I call only say one thing to you, you live him and that's why you feel this way. You might not notice how jealous you are, but it's obvious on your face.
And you know what, I am happy you're jealous, it shows how much you care for him. But, not to bear it for so long, I advise you to talk to him. He must have a good explanation for the lady. "
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