ringing*
"su-shi, we are home already"
I get up from hearing hujin voice
" really?, when? "
hujin replied " just today "
I woke up Tatshiro " wake up, wake up" Tatshiro " what is it, so early "
I replied " it's already 8AM , get up now, we need to go"
he replied " where? "
I replied " my friend coming home, from America, come on honey"
he get up and ready, I am so excited to see my friend hujin, we drive to the airport and I see hujin
" hujin, my sweety"
she replied " oh, su-shi I miss you so much "
I replied " me too"
she replied " who is this? "
I replied " my boyfriend "
she replied " oh really? this is one you told me"
I replied " yeah"
she replied " Jiho is with me too, because he miss you" I don't think how jiho would miss me, but I'm happy ,
" where he is? "
she replied " over there"
I see jiho standing in front of the door, Hujin call him,
" Jiho come on, su-shi is here"
he come her, I was wondering why my heart beating so much as he comes near,
"oh, hi jiho long time no see" he hug me
" I miss you su-shi, how's your life"
I replied " my life is wonderful until I meet my guy"
he replied " oh, I didn't know that you are already in relationship"
I replied " and now you know haha" , we directly go home and have a set.
" how's your work there Jiho "
Jiho replied " it's good, but a little stressed, but I still fight "
I replied " actually working so stressed but we still fight for it"
My boyfriend always make me happy and he cook a food for us, and he bought me clothes to change, I see Jiho's face was not happy, so I ask him
" is there any problem Jiho? "
he replied " no, there's nothing "
I replied " what's with that face, you look so sad? "
he replied " nothing" .
After we eat Breakfast, we go down stairs to watch movies together with Hujin and Jiho while my Tatshiro was preparing snacks, me and Jiho talking a lot and make fun to each other. Tatshiro ask me
" are you happy with your friend? "
I replied " of course I do"
Jiho replied " I'm happy, we meet again"
I replied " of course I do"
he replied " what movie we should watch? "
I replied " Hujin, what movie movie do you want to watch? "
she replied " something scary"
I replied " let's watch conjuring, an American movie" they all agree.
After movie, I go upstairs and sleep, I call tatshiro " babe, let's sleep together "
he replied " you better sleep alone, you sleep like a clock, I always wake up every hour "
I replied " (laugh hardly*) I'm sorry, just come here, let's sleep, I love you"
he walk upstairs and we slept together. Jiho was actually doing his rest also Hujin so I better go to sleep because we will go for dinner. I wake up in a silent house,
" where are they? "
I go down stairs and I see tatshiro playing with our new dog and Jiho was writing, and Hujin is sleeping in the sofa while in her earphones.
" why Hujin is here"
Jiho replied " she woke up just a minute to wait you, but she sleep again"
I replied " okay, where are we going now? "
Tatshiro replied " babe, let's go shopping and buy foods for us then let's watch movies down stairs "
I replied " okay sure, let's go" I woke up Hujin to go to the mall and buy foods.
While we are walking tatshiro is taking a picture of us, my boyfriend is so sweet but a dangerous.
"babe, what about me? take a picture of me solo"
he agree and take a lot after I take a picture with Hujin and then Jiho, after shopping we got into a fast food because we are so hungry, while tatshiro and I ordered a food, I see Jiho always watching us into a different mood. After eating I ask Jiho
" what happen to you, I think you have a problem "
Hujin replied " yeah your face always sad "
Jiho replied " I am thinking of my family "
I replied " let's visit your family tomorrow "
he replied " really? thank you Su-shi "
I replied " or course you need" Next day until next week I feel something on Jiho , I talk with him privately
" Jiho, can you tell me the truth? "
he replied " huh? what did you mean? "
I replied " do you like me? "
he replied " no, why should I"
I replied " stop lying I know you like me I see it in your eyes"
he replied " no I didn't, I swear "
I replied " okay I gotta go" he want to say the truth but he can't, he want to stop me but he can't because he doesn't want to break my heart with my favorite person.
I really feel every time we had a bonding and eating together, he really feels want to close to me like a sweet couple but I always come near to tatshiro that he won't come near me.
Until next morning, I heard a noise down stairs, I run and I see Jiho and Tatshiro was just laughing, I thought it was a fight,
" oh! su-shi you already wake up, come on eat with us" hujin said;
I replied " oh, yeah sure wait"
I wash face and sit with tatshiro, just to see Jiho's reaction about us, I wanna know the truth if he likes me or not.
Until he really speak the truth in front of me and Hujin, Hujin was so shock and I am speechless, hujin ask
" is that real Jiho? "
he replied " yeah, since the first time I meet her the time he cares for me "
hujin replied " oh, but you have no chance after all"
he replied " I know, I'm so late"
hujin replied " oh, it's okay, there's a lot of woman out there, su-shi what your reaction? "
I replied "( slow*) ammhh.... I actually feel it since I ask you, but I'm sorry Jiho, you can have others"
he replied "I know, but it's okay"
I replied " yup".
After all we talk about, I told tatshiro everything
" so you will leave me? "
I replied " no! I don't like him, I love you so much"
he replied " I love you too my darling "
I don't want to leave tatshiro because he is my first love and he made me happy all times of pain and struggles so I won't give up tatshiro.
Jiho go back to America after a month because I know it felt something he was broken when I hurt him, but there's a lot of woman in this world not only me, but he said to me before he go
" su-shi, when I meet you I can't take my eyes stop watching you, but I wanna hold your hand just once but for now I won't because your already in a relationship I don't want to ruin it, I will support you tell the end when should it be in the end of us, but loving you as my friend is also a good thing but loving you as my girl is the best thing for me, so I wanna tell you, please take care always and don't let him go to your side"
I cried that time because it's hurt for me to listen to my favorite person before but now he is my friend, I didn't really know if he likes me but I feel already when he work with me and do things at all, but I won't hurt my favorite person today because he is also the luckiest person in me.