Shiz! That hurts of course! Seeing the man that you like is with another girl? It hits a different kind of insecurities in me. I was in the point of questioning myself again.
After eating, Karyll and I parted out ways since she still need to go somewhere and I need to go home or else Mama will question me again.
I was about to take a turn when I saw a familiar figure standing meters away from me.
My heatt start beat so freakin fast while my hands start to water and I got so nervous.
I was about to take another pathway when Luigi speak. "Are you going to ignore me again?" He ask with his deep voice.
His words makes me think of things to say before I nervously laugh.
I grimace when He stop walking in front of me. "Ah! Oh that? Hahahaha I'm with someone eh " i wince when he look at me with his deadly serious face.
"So what?" He ask. I bit my lip. I can't find any words to say. I was trying to find my words in my head. I can't think anything!
So I draw the card. The card that save me! The changing topic card!
I smile at him. "She's pretty." I said and laugh a little. Actually the girl is really pretty.
I start walking my way to my house. Luigi follow me.
"What's her name?" I ask. I just need him not to ask me any questions.
I look at him when he did not answer me. And there he is. Shaking his head. "What are you? A tomboy?" He ask.
I arch a brow. "Hmp! I can kiss you to prove my gender!"
My words make him smirk widely. Ops, I think that's a wrong move of me...
"Do it?" He smirk at me. I take a step backward as I ready myself from a marathon.
"Chos! Ba-bye!" I shout and start running as fast as I can.
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Night came and the drunkard comes. I was in my Lola's rooftop with my other cousin. We decided to drink some liquor. Occasion? None. We just want to drink.
I shake my head when I saw my cousin, Ai eating all the food in the table while Lyn is drinking too much alcohol.
What a wasted people! I look at Kuya who is now drinking too. It's a rare occasion that he is drinking with us.
"Let's drink moooooooore!" Lyn scream. Ugh! What a drunkard.
Lyn is doing a lot of craziness while Ate Kie is getting a video of each scene.
I look weirdly at Lyn when she stand up from sitting and put her arms at Ate Kie's shoulder.
"See that house Ate?" Lyn ask Ate Kie. I also look at her hand that is pointing a rooftop of an old neighbor three block away from our street.
"Oh? That's Angelo's house." I whisper confuse. So why is she pointing the house?
"I will marry the man who live there!" Lyn proudly said making us laugh our loud. I look at her while wiping the tears of joy.
"Gaga! Are you serious about that?!" I ask her since As far as I remember she's been talking to her boyfriend. Uh-oh, what an internet love they have.
We drink a few more rounds and I know I'm a little drunk.
I didn't eat anything which what makes me drunk. When I open my phone to close the internet connection. I accidentally saw Luigi's active status.
I saw a missed called from him. So I immediately chat him asking why he's calling me.
Luigi:Noting hahaha.
I hope there is something that you wanna tell me that's why you are calling me. But you said nothing. So fine, nothing.
Luigi: don't you want me?
I frown with his sudden question. Is this fucker numb? Can't you see that I don't want any other men beside you even though you can't like me back?
There is a silly idea that came into my mind. Thank you alcohol!
Allison: Don't chu want me?
I just trash the question back to him... But I hope He can like me back.
Ugh! This is something that is so wrong with me. I'm expecting him to like me back which is wrong.
My frown deeper with his message.
Luigi: It's you who doesn't like me.
I can't help but to laugh sarcastically. I distance myself from my cousin as I continue talking to him.
My head hurts like hell. I can already here my heartbeat. My mind is rotating as I sarcastically replied to him.
Allison: It's you remember? You are the one who friendzone me.
Minutes pass before he reply to my message.
Luigi: I have my reason.
A lone tears escape my eyes. I have my own reason too. I have every reason to stay away from him. But did I did it? I didn't.
I sadly smile before replying to him.
Allison: Let's stick with our current relationship Luigi. That will be better.
I just can't afford to lose him completely. I always put the people that I want to stay in my life as a friend. And I know that it's just me who keep on pushing things between me and Luigi.
I was the toxic one. I was laughing while returning to my seat. Even though my head hurts I still want to get drunk.
Hours pass and we are still singing. I'm drunk. And broke. But I'm still in control.
I stand up with force and laugh before singing at the top of my lungs.
All I know is I'm drunk while singing with Lyn when my phone screen turns on and someone calls me...
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I groan when the sunlight hit my eyes. I'm sweating while still laying in the tent.
I guess we are too drunk to sleep in our rooms making us use the tent.
I was still yawning when I open my phone to see what time is it.
My eyes almost pop out when I saw a lot of massage that I send to Luigi. Fuck!
I was wincing when I saw my messages. What a shame! I can't even understand the words that I sent to him!
Luigi: Are you drunk?
I frown. Gosh! Why did I chat him while under the spell of liquor?!
That was my last message to him before calling him ten times!
I stare at nothinv while scolding myself. "Why did you do that?"
And there's no answer...