We look at each other while trying to find our emotions. When we finally want to do this drama. We smirk.
"Oh? Let's start!" Phammy clap her hand. "Oh~ I love this mission!"
Karyll shake her head. "What is this? A live telenovela?"
I just laugh at them. "Karyll, handle Phammy'a phone. We need to change the way we chat."
"So what first to ask?" Karyll ask. I grab Phammy's phone.
"I will do the first move."
Luisa: Hey, do you know it?
I give back the phone to Karyll and they both look at it.
"Hmmm, what a sly move you have." Phammy look at me with amusement dancing in her eyes.
I flipped my shorth hair. "Ehe~ don't mess with me."
Allison: What?
Luisa: this is about Luigi...
I made sure to put a laughing reaction to her message.
What a perfect crime we have... Oh wait... "Bakla why do you have a mutual friend with this girl?" I ask Phammy.
She shrug. "Who knows? I just accept every friend requests that I have in my box.
I let it go since I know that she's telling the truth before continuing the fake conversation.
"Send the photo Karyll." Karyll didn't say any words and send the photo. That's it! Mission complete! We give each other a high five for a successful mission.
I smirk and screenshots the conversation and send it to Luigi.
It will be a major disappointment in me if he lie. No seconds pass and he immediately replied to it. I say no words and look at his message.
Luigi: Hahahaha she's not my girlfriend no.
I bitterly smile. I haven't say anything about it. And yet look at your message Luigi. What a fucktard you are...
"Oh? He said no..." Karyll said. Phammy raise a brow. "Still he flirts with her." True Luisa phamela.
I'm still not replying to him when he send another message that makes Phammy furious.
Luigi: she's just messing with you.
"Hoy! Fuck shit ka!" Phammy said furiously. I laugh at her reaction to cover the disappointment that is now eating me.
Allison: Hahahah I don't know...
Allison: Don't worry, you are still my bestfriend.
I smirk when I realise it. He's lying. Just like other men. And here I am thinking that I cam trust him.
"You can lie to me but you can't blind me. Instead, I will kill you with blindness."
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I was havinga hell week to the point that I lost my time with my friends. I was writing the biggest gift that I will give to Luigi. It's me making sure if ever we parted our way completely, I have a story that will put him in a guilty position.
"Girl, have time for yourself will you? You look like a shit." Phammy said. I pout at her and look at the screen of my phone. I was using my laptop and busy typing words when she call this afternoon. So I answered the call. And here she is scolding me.
"Nah--- I need to finish this before the new school year starts. I still have time though..."
"Bakla! Look at the picture that I send to you. Faster!!" She demand. I stop typing and take a look at the picture.
I frown when I saw pictures of a girl. Same girl. She's pretty. A cosmetic pretty. I still like Phammy's pretty face. A real pretty face without cosmetic products.
I look at her in the screen. "What can you say?" She ask. I shrug before continuing my task.
"Too much filter. If ever I saw her in personal I think I won't recognize her. Not a natural beauty. So stop wasting your time to her. She's not worth it. You are more beautiful than her." And I'm being honest.
"You know me too well..." Phammy whisper. I smile at her.
"Ugh! All I can say is stop your insecurities. Talk to your boyfriend if there is a problem. It's been too long since you've been together. I don't want to waste the nervousness that I felt when I help you so you two can be together."
She laughs my words. It's true. I lied to her mother (who trusted me with all of her heart ) about me hating Phammy's boyfriend. Of course. No matter what happen I will always have my bestfriend's back.
"Girl, gotta go. I still need to fìnish things." I wave hand at her and let her end the call.
Another weeks pass without any conversation with Luigi. I think the main reason why it's happening to us because he's busy with his girl.
I was spending my night in Lola's rooftop when Luigi suddenly message me.
Luigi: you never talk to me.
He even called me. But i dare not to answer his calls.
I feel too heavy in my chest. He will message me if he wants too without knowing that It's hurts me thinking that he just wanted to talk to me because he have no one to talk.
"Hmm? What do you want?" I ask Luigi when he calls me. Seconds pass and still no words left his mouth. I look at my phone screen to check if he's still there.
"Hmm, nothing... Bye maybe you are busy." He said in a low voice.
I frown at him. "What is it? Tell me!" I demand. He sigh. "I want to talk to you. But it's look like you are busy."
I roll my eyes. I'm a short tempered bitch but for him I will extend my temper level.
"Spill it Luigi." I said in a serious voice. Moment of silence emrabec us as I look at the shining stars.
"I don't know what words to say it..." he shyly said.
I grimace. "Go! Go! You can say it! Wohoo! Chika mo na!" I cheer him. It's sound so sarcastic...
"I think this is wrong... I can feel it..." i frown at his words.
"What? Because you already have a girlfriend? Congrats! I will support you!" I sound so sarcastic even though I don't want to sound too sarcastic.
Support even though it hurst.
"Spill it Luigii, my temper is running out of time..." i said slowly.
He sigh. "Don't think about what I said. Maybe I can tell you once we met." I shrug. Maybe there is no time left in us. And there is no possibility that We will be able to see each other again.
I want to correct the things that I wrongly done. "We will never gonna see each other again." I jokingly said.
"That's why I told you that I will tell you once we see each other..." he sarcastically replied. "And I hope that there's still a chance..." he said in a low tone.
I frown. My curiosity is invading my private space. "Spill it Luigi. This topic won't let me sleep."
"No, I want to say it personally... and I hope there is still a chance when that day comes." He insists making me to burst out.
"What is it ba kasi huh? You know Luigi, I know that you should take your time but I also want you to know that time is a thief!" That's why time is gold!
"I like you..." He said in a low voice. I frown. I can't hear him completely. "What is it again?" I ask.
"I like you!" It was clear this time. I clearly hear it. And I was frozen for a moment...
Shit. Is this it?