"MEMORIES ARE USELESS WHEN THEY HURT YOU SO BAD."
Maika slammed her hand in the table making me and Maria jump a little. Maika sharply look at us and then suddenly her eyes start to tear up.
I was listening in the music while listening to her.
Know that I loved you so bad
I let you treat me like that
I was your willing accomplice, honey~
"I did love him. How can he suddenly decided to broke up with me?! I give him everything that I have! I disobeyed my parents just to love him. Just to be with him... but in the end, he left me crying." Maika start crying. I just observe them silently. Mj pat her back and give some tissues.
And I watched as you fled the scene
Doe-eyed as you buried me
One heart broke, four hands bloody~
"It's okay. That's love. Being inlove means getting hurt." Mj wince when Maika cry a little louder. The people inside the cafè starts to loo in oir direction.
I roll my eyes before sipping on my cappuccino. "We already told you that he is a bad news. But you still push yourself. Now look at you crying."
Maika glare at me before blowing her nose. I grimace. Iw. Dugyot.
"You never been inlove. That's why you don't know the feeling of falling inlove. Once you fall for someone, there is no turning back. You can't teach a heart to unlike someone you know." Maika said.
Those things I did
Just so I could call you mine
The things you did
Well, I hope I was your favorite crime~
I haven't seen them since grade seven. We occasionally see each other but totally strangers. What we know about each other? It's our hearts.
I shake my head. She look like a mess. I smile at her. "You should also know your limitations. You can't give your all to someone just because you loved him. That's not how you define love."
You used me as an alibi
I crossed my heart as you crossed the line
And I defended you to all my friends
And now, every time a siren sounds
I wonder if you're around
'Cause you know that I'd do it all again~
Mj sneered. "Look whose talking. A friend of mine who never been inlove."
I raise my brow. "Duh, I don't need to fell for someone just to know what to say. I experienced being with a friends whose been broken because of love."
Ah, they don't know about my lovelife and my break ups.
All the things I did
Just so I could call you mine
The things you did
Well, I hope I was your favorite crime~
Mj also raise her brow. "It's easy for you to say that because you've never been inlove. But for Maika? She's broke! We should confort her-- not to blame her, right?!"
I look at her weirdly. "You know that this is her fifth time being broken for the month right?"
Mj look like she's lost for a word as she look at Maika who is looking at us.
"Yeah? But she still need us right?" Mj ask. I shrug. This is her fifth time calling it love. I sigh.
It's bittersweet to think about the damage that we do
'Cause I was going down, but I was doing it with you
Yeah, everything we broke, and all the trouble that we made
But I say that I hate you with a smile on my face~
"Love is not a game Maika. You keep on crying every week and that is because of your exes." I maybe slapping her with my words-- but I think that's better than spoiling her with her wrong decision in life right?
My words make Maika stop crying. She look at us while thinking. "Well, I love the memories that I have with them. But when the time comes that I think about them, It hurts. Knowing that they are gone."
Mj and I shake our heads. Gosh! When will she stop collecting garbage? I don't want to see myself to the point where I also think of her as a garbage.
"I think our love is not enough for her." I look at Mj. She smile tightly at me before patting my hands and she nod.
Oh, look what we became
All the things I did
Just so I could call you mine
All the things you did
Well, I hope I was your favorite crime~
"Yeah, she keep on looking for a boyfriend every week. I think It's time for us to find another bestfriend." Mj said jokingly. I laugh when Maika pout like a baby.
"Hey! That's not fair! I only have the two of you. Okay, fine. I will stop looking for a boys." Maika whine.
I always adore Maika and Mj. We found each other because we have things in common. We came from a broken family.
Maika is the daughter of the governor. Her months left them when she's still a baby while Mj's father is a total jerk. A manwhore. That is why she's left with her mother who now have her own family. And now she's the black sheep of their new family.
"Why don't we start living together?" Maika ask making me and Mj look in each other eyes. It was always our dream. To live together since we understand each other.
"Well, As you can see we are not rich like you. We don't have enough money for that Mai. Maybe once we have a decent job that's when we will start living together." Mj said. I nodded my head.
Maika is a rich kid. That's why all of the students in our school wants to be friends with her. She's a total school heartthrob. Noted. Because of her money and fame.
"Hi! Our boss wants to give this free red velvet cake as a thank you gift for visiting our cafè." I heard a man's voice saying that but I'm not paying attention because I'm using my cellphone. I need to look for a job. We are living fine but I want to help my mother with our living expenses.
"Oh, thank you! That's so sweet of you." Maika sweetly said making me look at her. Mj is now looking at her too.
"This is for you. I hope you'll enjoy it." The waiter said in a straight voice. I saw his hand putting a strawberry cake in front of me. I never have the chance to see his face became before I can even say anything he left our table.
My forehead wrinkled. What was that?
"Oh~ I think I'm smelling something..." Mj sniff at me. I just look at her weirdly before averting my eyes to Maika.
"What's that? I thought you will stop looking for a boyfriend?" I ask while raising my brow.
Maika curl the tip of her hair with her hand. "What? I'm not doing anything?" She said with her baby voice.
I grimace and Mj stop sniffing me. "Girl, you can't stop her from falling inlove so easily."
Yeah. Because Maika is a sucker for love since it's just me and Mj who show how much she meant for us.
I shake my head before sneakily try looking for the man who give me a strawberry cake.
The cake makes me smile as I start eating it. I wonder who is the boy who give me this.
"Maika it's okay to loose those boys rather than loosing yourself." I smile tightly at them.
I keep on getting out this past few days just to meet people who have a broken heart. I frown. It's not a month for broken girls right?
"Then why do I keep on getting involved with broken girls?" I whisper.
I can't help but to sing along with the music while wondering around.
"Your favorite crime
Your favorite crime
'Cause baby, you were mine~"