"Have you put all your needs for the outing?" Mama ask me.
Tommorow is my Tita' birthday. We are having a family outing and today we are going in the hotel. It's a private hotel with a private pool.
We have a long trip till we reach our destination. I got too excited to the point that me and my cousin just take a lot of pictures.
I smile and poses. I will differently gonna make a comeback in my fbook account! I will show someone what he lost. Chour
"Hey, Alli! Come on let's sing!" My cousin Lyn said. I smirk at her and get the mic.
"LET'S ROCK N ROLL!" I shouted before singing.
"Car rides to Malibu
Strawberry ice cream
One spoon for two
And trading jackets
Laughing 'bout how small it looks on you
(Ha-ha-ha-ha, ha-ha-ha-ha, ha-ha-ha-ha)~"
My cousins are looking at me while cheering. I laugh before continuing singing
"Woho!! The effect of brokenness!!" Joy shouts making me look at her with my wide eyes open.
"Shhhh!!!"
"Watching reruns of Glee
Being annoying
Singing in harmony
I bet she's bragging
To all her friends, saying you're so unique, hmm
So when you gonna tell her
That we did that too?
She thinks it's special
But it's all reused
That was our place, I found it first
I made the jokes you tell to her when she's with you~"
I wish you are looking at me right now. Look at me enjoying my life without you!
"HEY PIPS SING WITH ME! Do you get déjà vu when she's with you?
Do you get déjà vu? (Ah), hmm
Do you get déjà vu, huh?~"
My cousin sings with me while we are arms to arms shouting till our lungs get hurts.
Are they broken too??
"Do you call her
Almost say my name?
'Cause let's be honest
We kinda do sound the same
Another actress
I hate to think that I was just your type~"
Year past but still I'm into him while he is into her.
"I'll bet that she knows Billy Joel
'Cause you played her Uptown Girl
You're singing it together
Now I bet you even tell her
How you love her
In between the chorus and the verse (ooh) (I love~"
"What will you do if your exes says they miss you?" I ask my cousin while the mic is off.
"Block them!" Lyn shouts making me laugh. We look like a drunkard but we don't even get to have alcohol with us.
"Strawberry ice cream in Malibu
Don't act like we didn't do that shit too
You're trading jackets like we used to do
(Yeah, everything is all reused)
Play her piano, but she doesn't know (oh, oh)
That I was the one who taught you Billy Joel (oh)
A different girl now, but there's nothing new
(I know you get déjà vu)
I know you get déjà vu
I know you get déjà vu~"
I finish the song and drop the mic. They wince with the sound.
"HEY! STOP SINGING AND JUST SWIM! IT HURTS MY EARS!" My brother shouts. I just mouth f you to him.
I spent my whole light day with a bliss. And when I open my account. My heart jump when I saw who message me.
Luigi: Hi I miss you
What the fuck?! I can feel my heart going wild. I dare not to reply to his massage. I was having a lot of thoughts right now.
Like what the hell is he thinking to message me after a months? Is this some kind of prank? Like if I replied I miss you too he will say that IT'S A PRANK!!!
He massage me at Eleven zero three and I replied at Eleven thirty one.
It's better to play safe than to feel sorry afterwards. I was in front of our room in the villa. There is a mini garden with bench featuring beautiful lights.
Allison: Are you drunk??
Luigi: No.
Then why are you saying you missed me after breaking my heart?
I awkwardly type a laughing words.
Luigi: Legit lang.
Luigi: I just miss you
Luigi: The way you massage me whenever I feel down. The way you always take care of me...
A smirk appear in my lips. That's my cures dude. I always does that. I will make you miss the way I am when I'm already gone in your life. That's the curse that you need to bare for choosing to betrayed me.
Luigi: I appreciated it late.
Luigi: The bracelet that we have. It's broken.
Luigi: But I fix it. So I can still wear it.
I was speechless. I don't even know what to say. All I know is that I should make a big decision. It's either I will accept him in my life again and he will break me all over again or this is gonna be our closure.
Allison: wait okay?
Allison: I don't know what to say.
That's for real. I'm not drunk. But I'm thinking. A friend request from him appear in my notification. I bite my lips before accepting him.
Luigi: Sorry.
Allison: Hmm? For what?
Here he is again. Saying sorry. He always does without saying the reason why he is sorry. But I hope now he will tell me the truth. Even though I already knew it.
Luigi: For what I did before.
I laugh. I think this is really the end.
Allison: Is this closure?
Luigi: Nope.
Or maybe not...
Allison: Why? We never have any closure for our break up.
Allison: I deserve it right?
The closure that I want. So I can have a piece of mind.
Luigi: I never felt anything for her.
Luigi: So I broke up with her.
Luigi: It's been three months.
He tells the truth and the lies. No. It's a recent break up. Because I stalk the girls Instagram account with my dummy account and I saw their pictures together with a caption '3rd'.
And when I decided to stalk the girl again, I raise a brow. Oh, they broke up. That's why he's coming back for me.
No toy to play Luigi? So this is how I become a keybored warrior.
I replied to his message :I don't feel anything for her.
Allison: So why did you enter a relationship with her if you don't have any feelings for her? That's absurd bruh...
I raise a brow while waiting for his reply. Ayusin mo lang Luigi.
Luigi: I don't know.
Luigi: I know I'm stupid in that part.
Luigi: I hurt both of you with the big mistake that I done.
Luigi: Sorry.
"Buti alam mo!" Hmp! You really hurt me. To the point that I ask my worth!
Boys lie just to satisfied theirselves. And girls lie just to cover up the pain that they felt.
Oh, I should say sorry too. Because I already know but I kill him with blindness.
Allison: I should say sorry too.
Luigi: For what?
I smile bitterly. Because this will not happened if I didn't push this feelings from the start.
Allison: Because I shouldn't broke our friendship.
Luigi: Sorry for what?
Allison: Because I should put a limitation to myself. Remember when I told you that I will be your bestfriend? In that part I should remind myself that I am here to be your friend.
Luigi: So this time can we continue what I broke?
Luigi: No more cheating.
Luigi: If we can?
I smile as I felt a tear fell in my eye. This is the things That I've been waiting to happen. Now it's here. So why I am having a self conflict?