Girls, never let your feelings get to deep. Because People change at any moment.
I spend my midnight talking to my friends. So I can make a decision that I will not regret.
"Congrats and he admitted his sins." Ate Jabez laugh.
I just shake my head while looking at the screen of my phone. I can see her face full of cream.
"I don't know too. I think all the things I said to him is full of sarcasm. I just follow what my head said." I shrug.
Jabez flick her finger. "I'm so proud of you Bakla! You're not marupok na! I think I want to prepare a buffet for you!" I laugh again. She just want to eat. Ate jabez and her cravings.
I laugh and show her a heart shape made by my finger. "I'm stuck between laughing or giving you a heart so I decided to give you both." I smile.
I laugh when Angel suddenly join the video call. "Gosh! You are so beautiful Alli! I think you beauty is in level with Goddess!" Angel exclaimed. I think she's finish reading my screenshots
I acted as if I wanted to vomit. "Ugh! Girl!" Angel pout. "There is a part of me that feel pity for Luigi but there is also a part of me that I think he insulted me even though this is about you."
I think she meant to say about that is because of Luigi's two timing moment.
I raise a brow when I saw Angel stretching her lips. This is it. She's gonna be a mouth warrior.
I smile when her mouth starts talking. "So first of all it's okay if you are gonna go back to him. There is nothing wrong with being marupok because you love him right? But if you know that it's not right anymore, you shouldn't go back with him."
Jabez and I are just listening to her. I know what to do with my situation. I just want to hear their side comments since we make decisions together.
"For real, There is a different decision in everu relationship. There is a part of me that pity him but what he did is wrong. He lied to you so he can satisfied himself. But if you already moved on, then he have nothing to have back in his life." Angel shake her head as she sigh.
Ate Jabez laugh. "And Bakla, if he's telling the truth about the thing that it's you that he love then he doesn't need your assurance. See? He should not ask for a second chance. He shouldn't ask for it he should make a way to get you back again." Ate jabez laugh like a mad woman while shaking her head.
I can't help but to laugh too. Even Angel laugh. "Ugh! Boys are such a jerk. Please bring me back in 1892!"
"So let's go back to the topic where I was insulted for you Alli. He shouldn't said to you that he just appreciated the things that you have done for him when you two are still together. It's not fine that he just see the things that you have done for him a long time ago. It's not a nice alibi you know." Angel frown. I frown too. No it's okay for me. Atleast this time he is being honest with himself.
I breath before finally speaking. "So thank you for the same brain as I have. And He is doing effort right now. Like he will came back for me. He's already in Malabon. He will use his bike just so we can meet. But we are not gonna see each other right now. Maybe tomorrow."
Both of them laugh and shake their head. I just smile brightly at them and giggle.
"Yas, Luigi is being immature in that part where he two time you. Like is being in a relationship is just a game for him? If he can't be serious in a relationship then he shouldn't enter someone's heart and life. Being in a relationship is not an experiment. If he really want to be enter a relationship with you. Please he should act mature first." Jabez shake her head as I pout and give her a finger heart.
Ate Jabez smile at me a serious but sincere smile. "Always remember that we are here to support you with every decision that you will do and we are her to guide you."
I smile at them. I know that. That's why i never keep a secret from them.
"I'm talking to him while he keeps on winning me back. But me? I'm talking to him without beinh girly like how I used to act around him." People always sees me as Tòmboy type of girl. But when he entered my life. I kindda change. I learn how to use dresses and sandals.
Ate Jabez sigh. "It's hard to fall inlove. Falling inlove will make you a stupid girl."
I wince. "Ugh! Luigi drop a bomb in me. Like I decided to chill but then he suddenly chatted me and boom! I'm being stress again." I laugh and Ate Jabez smile.
"Ah, if you ever felt like giving him another chance, don't fall to his sweet words and efforts okay? Bare it. Look for growth and maturity in him because first of all he need to prove that to you."
I nodded my head. Yeah she's right. I don't want to be in am immature relationship again. It's toxic.
"Ummm, do you know ghost Alli? Like he came to you all of the sudden. Maybe he forgot to telm you something. " We laugh loudly. Shit! Did he ghosted me?! I feel like it is!
"So that's all for today and let's all sleep!" I nodded my head before waving my hand and turning the camers off.
I'm not gonna sleep. I will open another group chat where Niña and Rohanie is part of it. It's a group chat for the three of us.
I bite my lip before typing...
Allison: Bishes
Allison: He chat me.
Niña: Who?
Rohanie: Hoy who?!
Allison: Luigi.
Rohanie: Luh? What did he said?
Niña: I will punch him telm him.
Niña: Joke.
I send them the first message that I received. The simple I miss you with a big impact
I cross my finger while praying. I hope they will have a positive attitude about this.