I will prove my innocence and walk away. Whether Nathan comes with you or not is your decision. I will not beg or beg him for anything. It is and remains his decision if he believes and who he wants to stay with. "How much longer are you going to look there?" Jack asked me and I turned to him, shocked but also grinning. With all the stress I forgot to tell my friends and update them. "Oh my god hey guys," I mumbled, still shocked. And in those two weeks, I got a smile on my face.
I hugged every one of them, so Jack, Jaden, Milo and of course April. Then we sat down at the bar and ordered something. "And where's our bro?" Jack asked me with a grin and put his arm around me. "With Kaitlin," I mumbled in embarrassment, looking at the record. I hated talking about her. "What now?! What is the bitch doing here?" everyone said in confusion and I looked at the floor. I couldn't control my tears and was about to collapse in front of my friends and 100 other people. "I have to tell you something"
Was the only thing I got out. I was afraid that they would not believe me either and would leave me alone. And the fear of losing Nathan forever was bigger and worse. No matter how little I showed it, it still means as much to me as it did on day one. But it still hurt that he didn't believe me. "What's going on? What happened? Did he hurt you? Did you hurt yourself? Does Kaitlin have anything to do with it?" Was it really the right thing? But what if they find out from someone else?
Then they wouldn't believe me at all. I have to tell them the truth no matter what. "A boy kissed me, Nathan somehow saw that and broke up! I didn't kiss back!" I spoke as quickly as possible and the others looked at me in shock. "How now?" April asked me and I looked at the floor. Unnoticed, more and more tears formed in my eyes and I was about to cry. But could still hold me back. "Bastart didn't believe you?!" Jaden yelled angrily and stood up. I looked at her confused, but also relieved.
Everyone was angry, very angry, but they tried to comfort and cheer me up first. You noticed that, I noticed that, because April put her arms around me the second she noticed that I had to start sobbing right away. And I started sobbing. "Why d-did he a-do this to me? W-why couldn't he s-hear me s-like I can him?" I asked April through sobs, tears falling from my eyes. We left the bar as I needed fresh air and was embarrassed to cry in front of myself.
"It's not your fault..." April whispered, trying to calm me down. Was it really not my fault? Actually, if I hadn't walked away, this wouldn't have happened. Or if I hadn't come back at all. Why didn't he stop me from leaving? Why did he let me leave the two alone? Even though he knows what Kaitlin wants from him. "Alessia look at me!" Jaden growled angrily out of nowhere and I looked at him shocked but still with tears in my eyes. "It's not your fault! It wasn't your fault that some bastard kissed you!"
he shouted and tried to cheer me up. "Yes, I could hit him from the start when he dragged me somewhere..." I protested. Although I know very well that it was not my fault, I was trying to destroy my innocence. "No, you're not!" they all wrote almost simultaneously, making me smile. I'm really lucky to have such friends. Friends who believe in my innocence and are always there for me. "We'll find the bastart and get the truth out of him and then take it to Nathan so he knows the truth!" Jack hissed.

And everyone else agreed with him how much I wanted to go now, but I didn't have the strength to do so. "It sucks guys if I don't come with you... I'm tired..." I tried to explain and they immediately agreed. "Of course, what else are you asking us?" they answer and sent me to my room. In the hotel room, I actually immediately lay down on my bed and closed my eyes. I was so tired and couldn't sleep for the last few days. I didn't know how to prove my innocence, but I wanted to prove it. And how will the others do it? No idea.
The main thing is that we can prove my innocence. That was the only important thing at the moment. I don't know whether Nathan still wants to be with me after that or whether I want to. Maybe he's already dating Kaitlin, because knowing her she's definitely taken advantage of it. And approaching him, I can't help it either, and if I could do anything about it, I probably wouldn't. 'Cause I'm sick of running after someone and fighting for something no one appreciates. Should he get together with her and be happy because of me.
After more thoughts like this, I finally fell asleep. I slept restlessly because I dreamed of something that couldn't happen, but I was still scared. I got up drenched in sweat after this dream or nightmare and noticed that I was no longer alone in the room. There were three other men with them, all dressed in black and looking dead serious. They also had a gun with them. "Who are you..?" I asked quietly so that my trembling voice wouldn't be heard. "Didn't your friend tell you about us?" one man asked, grinning.
And the others laughed like two pigs. How I would like to spit on each of them now, but first I wanted to answer. "No and besides, I'm not in a relationship!" I corrected one man and the other two stopped immediately and looked at me dead serious. "Don't you dare lie!" the other yelled now and I looked at her confused. I wasn't lying, why should I? "If you mean Nathan, he broke up about 3 weeks ago," I explained to the men, being honest more than anything.
As expected, they didn't believe me and drew their guns. My eyes widened and I slowly caught my breath. "Don't lie!" the one man yelled again and I winced. His voice was loud and strong, but also so cold, as if he had no feelings. "I-I'm not lying, he broke up about three weeks ago because he didn't want to believe me," I explain to the men the most important thing and they look at me angrily. "Stop lying!" yelled the one man, the more aggressive of them all, shooting once in the air. I flinched, but still stayed calm.
They would let me go when they found out the truth. They would go find Nathan and work it out with him. But still I wouldn't tell him where he is. I wouldn't betray him. Not even after what he did to me. "II'm not lying, we really aren't together anymore..." I whispered now. My voice got quieter, but you could still hear my fear. "Tell us the truth! Where is he!?" the quieter of the three yelled and internally I rolled my eyes and sighed loudly. Apparently they found it difficult to understand, I don't know.
"He's not my friend!" I raised my voice, which was a mistake. And already the next shot sounded and made me twitch again. "As much as we hate being lied to, we might as well kill someone," the more aggressive man said and I swallowed slowly. _We could easily kill someone_ Would you kill me now? Would I die now because of Nathan? Is it really so bad? "I'm telling you the truth..." I murmured, praying inwardly that they wouldn't harm me. Just why? One man slowly walked up to me, grinning, and stroked my hair.
I slowly closed my eyes and a lukewarm tear fell from my eyes. "I'm telling you the truth..." I repeated myself and more and more tears left her home. I didn't want to die yet, not for money or anything else. I didn't want to be murdered. "Please I don't want to die because of him..." I whispered softly and my lips started to tremble. "But we won't kill sweetie, don't worry, but you'll still suffer," he explained to me before I could even think about what he meant. He rammed a knife into my stomach with full force, or into any organ because it started to bleed.
Very quickly, but not too much. I wouldn't die, not right away, but I would suffer more than anything else. In all the commotion I hadn't noticed that someone slammed against the door and tried to break it open. I didn't know who it was, but that person would be in danger now. And after several seconds or minutes there was a loud bang and the door flew to the right. Someone stumbled in angrily, and before they could do anything to Jack. I heard a loud shot.
I turned around immediately and saw Jack lying on the floor. He was covered in blood, his own blood, and he was looking up at me. He checked if I was okay, although it was in his blood, he checked if I was fine. In the next few seconds I was with him and trying like crazy to stop the blood. He was covered in blood, I was covered in blood and the floor was covered in blood. Desperately but also weakly he smiled at me and tried to calm me down.
"Y-you can do it, the ambulance will surely come soon," I told myself and him. It was a lie, the ambulance wouldn't come, nobody called him and nobody would call him. Several minutes passed and more and more blood came out on the floor. The men left and our friends came too. When they saw Jack like that, they immediately called an ambulance. Which also came after 15 agonizing minutes. But it was too late, the rescue workers said. _I'm sorry it's too late_ This phrase kept repeating itself in my head and I banged my head wildly. They slowly placed Jack in a body bag and slowly closed it.