EPILOGUE
I think I'm dreaming. This same scenario I used to witness. Crowd of people but unlike in the past, it was raining and people was whispering while holding there umbrellas. Right now, they're whispering saying there regrets to the passed one. 
"A kind girl"
"Such a sweet and smart kid"
And here I am, standing on my foot with slow pace, same as what I did in the past as I see Roseanne's lifeless body. But right now, it's Rachel's.
Why?! For what reason?! Why are the people I treasure so much leaves me so fast? Is it me? Am I the problem? 
I just learned what happened just now. Her mom called after a month of stopping me from seeing her. 
I visited her every day when she was still in the hospital but her mom won't allow me. When she was discharged, her mom didn't tell me where she took Rachel. I asked Rachel's friend but she stays loyal and silent. 
And now they're telling me now, now that I can't hold her anymore. Now that I can't get to see her eyes anymore, and now that I can't hear her voice anymore. 
Why is life has been so unfair to me? Why me? Did I do something bad that I deserve this?
"Theo" Rachel's mom called when I arrived in front of Rachel's body "I'm sorry for only telling you now" She sobs. 
I stayed staring at Rachel's pale body.
"She told me to not tell you, if I do she will kill herself instead of ..." Her mom didn't continue her words. 
"No" I uttered "I should be the one who's saying sorry" 
Her mom shook her head.
"You lost your daughters because I came to their lives. I should have stayed away."
"That's why Rachel don't want to tell you. She knows you will blame yourself for all of this. But she told me that it's her choice." 
I looked at her. She gave me a small smile "She told me to tell you that she's happy, and you should also. She said that you should not trapped yourself to the past that you don't have a hold on. Everything has a reason and purpose. She was happy she met you, and she said she's happy that she will be together with her sister's." Mrs. Adams sobs turned into a loud cries. 
"She just wishes the best for you. You can just look up the sky and see three stars cheering up for you. That was her last words. She treasures you so much the way how Roseanne treasures you also" 
And the mention of Roseanne, it reminds me of the rollercoaster nightmare. 
It will forever haunted me. 
The day ends with cries, and the whole time I was zoning out. No way this is all happening. 
I went home not with self. My mind was somewhere elsewhere. 
I didn't know this is the end of my story. The story of how I met the moon and sun of my life. The moon that shines on my darkest nights and the sun that I always look forward every tomorrow. 
Every person really in your life has a purpose. You might meet then accidentally or intentionally, but the bond and memories it sticks to your life and forever be embedded. Through ups and downs, they were there but I guess life is really unfair. 
You cannot just decide what will happen to your life. It's like a song, it might be smooth on the start but you will never know what will happen at the end. 
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"Theo! You're the first youngest solo songwriter who headline the Coachella, you cannot miss this. Do you best! We believe in you!" My manager said as I warmed up at the backstage of the prestigious summer music festival. 
This is it! Coachella here I go. 
I jogged on place for a moment when the host mentioned my name. That's my cue and I walked out to face the huge audience ever in my life. 
"Theo! Theo! Theo!"
"We love you Theo!" 
I smiled hearing all there cheers. After a year of that tragedy, I lay low. I stopped my music career for months, not realising any music until my recent song. 
"For today's opening, are you ready to hear my new song?!" 
"Yes! Yeah!" 
"I'll be singing this here for the first time. So I hope you will like and love it" 
"This is for those people who serves as the moon to someone, moon that lightens their lives and also the sun who shines and gives hope to their lives. And also this is for has their moon and sun. In where moon and sun meets, this happens. Lunar Eclipse" 
Strums of guitar started the song. Cheers of people echoed. And I will forever be grateful, for I get to have a moon and sun watching me from above. 
--- the end. tysm 🫶🏻