And with that, I looked at his hard erect member. Damn, I couldn’t remember how big it was since I was half drunk-dazed that last time we did it when I was in heat… but looking at it now in front of me, I gulped. 
He didn’t put it inside but instead, he teased my entrance. He slowly put it inside and I groaned both from pain and pleasure, I couldn’t think straight as my desires overcame me. 
He was now on top of me and thrust his hip-deep inside me. My waist danced to the rhythm too as they gaze at each other.
I smiled as he clasped his hand on mine, still thrusting on top of me. He teased his erect manhood into me and I couldn’t help the moans that escaped my lips.
“Ugh, Magnus.”
He leaned in to whisper to me, “You’ve been calling my name many times now.” Despite the dim light, I could see the proud look on his face and I bit my lip. 
I wanted to retort but my voice was busy yelling in pleasure.
He put his hands on my mouth, “I know I have amazing skills in bed...” He teased.
Good thing that the bed was stable as I'm afraid that he might destroy the frame. 
Good thing that the bed was stable as I'm afraid that he might destroy the frame. 
“Well, just kidding. You can scream all you want. Scream my name louder, Kamilah. It’s only me and you.” 
I went red at that. And adding on teasing me, he went faster and harder until I couldn’t take it anymore. 
As I release a liquid, he still kept ongoing. 
I stared at him and he just smiled at me, “What? The day is still young, my dear.” 
Day? Goodness, to think we dd it in the middle of the day. 
And with that, I just let him do what he wants. He sucked on my breasts as he fucked me from behind. The pleasure was too much to bear and we kept on going until nighttime came. 
As if he couldn’t get enough of me, his strong hands carried me and put me in different positions. He kept on trusting like there was no tomorrow and he groaned. 
Too much of him thrusting got the bed frame broken. He paused and looked at the bed, “I’ll just buy a new one next time.”
I chuckled, finding it funny.  The heated and sexy tension that lingered in the room turned to light.  This passionate night would surely have a safe place in my mind. And as we finished on more rounds that I couldn’t count, he laid beside me, holding my hand and gazing at my eyes. 
Never in my life did I imagine getting excited and content like this. He didn’t say anything, but his eyes held a heavy emotion. 
“Why are you staring at me?” I asked. 
“It’s just… I’m thinking of how I should have done this sooner.” He simply responded. 
I curled an eyebrow, “Like getting me in bed?” I said in an attempt to lighten the atmosphere and he just chuckled lowly. 
“I mean.. confronting you…….” He didn’t say any retort at that and just stood up, revealing him naked and showing his oh so glorious 'thing'.
I sat upright, “Where are you going?”
“I’ll go grab some towel to help you clean up.” He replied and disappeared and I couldn’t shrug away the feeling of hollow emptiness settling in my stomach. 
“I’ll go grab some towel to help you clean up.” He replied and disappeared and I couldn’t shrug away the feeling of hollow emptiness settling in my stomach. 
What now, Kamilah?  I asked myself. I knew this isn’t my first time with him, but it was the first time that I enjoyed it like this. 
Did I regret it? 
No. 
Did I enjoy it?
Definitely yes. He was surprisingly gentle with me…opposite of his usual aggressive and intimidating self. It felt like he was treating me as if I were a delicate flower, with so much care, and gentleness. 
When Magnus returned with some tissues, he wiped me clean and stayed beside me, “A…cuddle. I want a cuddle with you.”
I gave him a look, “I don’t think you would be asking me that.”
“Please?” His eyes looked at me hopefully and I sighed. 
“Alright, come here.” I pulled his body near me until I could feel his breath fanning on my face, his nose only a few inches from me, and I glanced at his lips before pulling his head to my chest, embracing him. He sighed in relief, looking at me with a smile. 
He then grabbed me and he wrapped his arms around me, spooning me from behind and inhaling my scent. “I want to stay like this forever, Kamilah, baby.” 
I just smiled, feeling comfortable with his touch and closing my eyes to relax. Somehow, I am surprisingly relaxing in his arms. 
Again, in Alpha Magnus’s arms. The alpha that I dreaded a long time ago, the alpha I ran away from, and the alpha that I kept on pushing away, is now laying beside me after he planted his seed on me. 
Well, I officially accepted that I couldn’t get Magnus to push away from my life, so might as well do something about it and seize the moment.
I hate to admit how my relationship with Magnus is slowly developing. I feel like I’m losing the strong and independent woman who doesn’t need a man Alpha Kamilah I’ve been trying to project.  But deep inside, I knew too well how I’ve been craving someone’s touch. No, Alpha Magnus’s touch. 
“I like his wolf.” Said my inner wolf suddenly. “Don’t run away from him anymore, alright?”
‘You’re finally falling for your mate.’ My inner wolf teased and I rolled my eyes. Falling? No, that is another matter to think of. 
Thank goodness Louisa is not here cause if she is, she wouldn’t let me breathe teasing me. I had enough with my inner wolf poking fun at me. We don’t want another one adding up. Plus, Gusev clearly knows what is happening so I don’t even know how to face him now. He’s going to be making fun of me for sure.