ARAIA'S P.O.V
“HI Araia!”
“Hello Ms. Araia!”
“Hello!” I greet them back.
People- or should I say werewolves are starting to know me and they’re all nice!
For the first time in my life that I felt so special and welcomed, this is the first time that I felt their sincerity whenever they greeted me. They're all smiling whenever I pass by and they don’t talk behind my back. Everything changed, I want to ask them what happened but of course I wouldn't do that, I'm content already, seeing them like this.
How I wish they would be like that forever, if only they’re like that before then I don’t have to worry about getting stabbed every time I go outside.
Hmm…
Come to think of it, why did they suddenly change?
Did something happen or an angel just touched their hearts?
Nevertheless, I’m happy about this sudden change. I went to Alpha Alejandro’s office and did my work. We're comfortable with each other but sometimes I wish that it would be different when it comes to work since he tends to stop me from working and he just wants me to watch him as he works.
Is that even reasonable when I’m his assistant?
I don’t want to have that kind of relationship where I will have the privilege to postpone my work just because my boss likes me. Well, it would feel nice sometimes…hehe…
Damn this mind.
“Where are you going?” Alpha asks me.
“Hm?”
Why is he asking me?
“You look like you’re going somewhere.”
Do I? I look at myself, I’m wearing a dress that touches my knees and a pair of doll shoes that’s made in the capital.
I bought this before when I had a day off, I went out alone- I just sneak out actually because Alpha Alejandro doesn’t want me to go alone but it’s awkward for me to always have a guard accompanying me so I sneak out.
I don’t care if he gets mad as I don’t really want to have a guard and I want to go alone, I don’t want to have someone who will watch me every time I make a move. It’s suffocating!
It’s like I went to a mall and a saleslady is following me, it’s the same feeling and I don’t want that.
That day was fun because I went to different stores and everyone’s nice to me. They even gave me some freebies since it’s my first time roaming the place alone. They said that it’s a milestone for me since they always see me with a guard and I look awkward all the time.
I’m glad that they know my feelings so I bought quite a handful because of that. That’s also one of the reasons why they’re giving me freebies.
I bought different kinds of dresses and shoes. I also bought a bag that I’ll use when I have work outside the mansion. It’s nice to shop once in a while…
I totally forgot all my problems, including my goal of going back to Earth, but of course I’m still finding a way to get back, I’m reading a lot of books especially history books to help me find information about it.

It became harder for me to look for an answer because of what happened to Elder Baster, I still couldn’t find them and I don’t know where to start.
“Araia, Alpha is looking for you.” Geronimo tapped my shoulder.
Where did he even come from? I didn’t notice him walking towards me or what.
I thanked him and went to Alpha’s office. I rarely see Geronimo these days because he’s always busy with something, it would just take him a few minutes to Alpha’s office before he’d go out again.
He’s always on a trip so it’s hard to see him and have a conversation with him, just like now, he told me that Alpha is looking for me, and after that he walks away immediately. That’s how busy he is.
I went to Alpha’s office and saw him standing beside his window.
“I greet the Alpha Alejandro.”
“Come in.”
He told me to sit on the couch beside the wall. I was hesitant to do it at first since I’m having trust issues with him but he told me that he’s just going to give me work but it’s a little complicated so he needs to give me some advice first.
If he says it like that, then I’ll trust him. I sat on the couch and waited for him to finish his work first before we could talk.
After a few minutes, he ordered snacks for me and told me to just relax while I’m waiting for him.
I knew it. It’s always like this, that’s why I don’t want to sit when he tells me to. Nevertheless, I still ate the snacks while watching him finish his work. While he’s like this, he looks so cool since he’s so engrossed in working.
He’s like the boss that would dedicate himself to work even if it cost his life…That’s crazy, but if I think about his lifestyle where he rarely rests and he’s always here working it’s possible that he would do it.
He never even once went on vacation ever since I worked for him, he’s just working all day and all night, he only goes out when there’s work that needs to be dealt with outside but despite all that he’s not getting sick. He’s so strong. Is that the advantage of being an Alpha?
Before, I used to think that being an Alpha is awesome since you’ll be respected by everyone but when I learned that your life would be in danger every minute and you’ll work like this for your people, all my thoughts of being an Alpha are amazing and disappeared.
It’s tiring! I never imagined myself working like this without rest, if incase I would become an Alpha then I would just probably be an employee to some other Alpha because of my laziness.
Well, Alpha’s work and nature isn’t for everybody. I’m just thankful that I met him, I’ve learned a lot because of him.
After almost half an hour, he finally sat on the couch across from me and explained everything about the task that he’s going to give me.
“Can you do it?” He asked me, right now he looked concerned.
“It’s basic.” I am confident that I can do this.
I’m just going to the capital and I would just give this document to his business partner and that’s it. Nothing’s hard, I can do it fast.
I’ve learned that he’s hesitant to give me this task because he thought that I’m still scared of going outside but I’m not. I can actually go alone now unlike before. I am trembling with the thought of going out by myself.
“Are you sure?”
I nodded.
I grabbed the task and told him that I can, this is nothing compared to how I roamed the whole capital just the day before when I went out shopping.
I actually have an idea of where this place is since I’ve been in this street before, that's why I’m confident that I can do this task easily.
After that, he let me call it a day even though it’s just in the middle of the afternoon and told me to get ready instead of my task for tomorrow, although I told him that I am fine he still insisted on giving me an early out.
Well, if he says so.
So I did what he told me to, I just laid myself to bed while thinking about how I should get back to Earth. To be honest, I’m having second thoughts right now if I still want to go back because I’m happy here. Everything that has happened to me here never happened when I’m still on Earth, including those life and death situations.
Liar… Ha…
I admit it, there’s a part of me that didn’t want to go because of my relationship with Alpha Alejandro, although he’s still not saying it directly, I know that I’m special to him and he’s special to me.
I can also do what I wanted here that I never had the chance to do before because of house restrictions.
I’ve never been this free and comfortable before, those are the thoughts that are stopping me from wanting to go back…
What would I even do when I get back?
Bury myself to studies and when I graduate, I’ll work non-stop?
Not to mention my parents, she’ll just ignore me anyway.
I don’t even know if I still have a place to stay when I get back, it’s possible that they already held a funeral for me since it’s been half a year since I disappeared there.
It’s possible that they’ll just be scared of me and think of me as a ghost who’s scaring them.
I can picture what my mother would say, ‘You’re already dead! Go back to where you belong; you don’t have a place here!’
Hm…
That’s actually possible.
I wonder what face she would make when she saw me walking towards her and saying that I’m back. Will she be scared, mad or dismayed that I even came back?
If I’m her, I would be disappointed if the thorn in my life even gets back, it would be happier if that thorn didn’t come back.
That’s just her.
What if she already has another family and she won’t welcome me whatever I do? That’ll just break my heart…
I slap myself lightly. Why am I even thinking about it when I’m sure that whatever I do won’t affect her?
Remember, she just gave me a nanny because she doesn’t want to look after me?
She’s so cruel that’s why it’s not impossible that she’ll just toss me around even if I get back.
Hmp! I hope that she’s happy now that I’m gone!
I’ll just think of what’s ahead of me here instead of thinking about her, if I found a way to get back then I’ll get back but while I don’t, I’ll just enjoy my days here as long as I can.
This is a once in a million occurrence and I’m not sure if this will happen again so I’ll treasure my time here.
Yup, that’s the spirit. That’s what I should do; I’ll just drag myself down if I think about my sad past.
Oh wait, my birthday is near!
How could I forget about it? Although I don’t want to celebrate my birthday since I don’t really have a good memory of it before, I still want to celebrate it.
How should I celebrate it here?
I should ask the citizens here about it, I haven’t seen anyone have a birthday celebration before so I don’t have any idea.
I yawned afterwards.
I haven’t had my dinner yet but I’m sleepy, I looked outside and saw that the sun’s still up. Should I take a nap?
I yawned again.
I think I should.