Dai?" I widened my eyes at him in surprise, of course very surprised, Dai has never been to the public cafeteria.
He's mad at me because I went on a mission without telling him before, the act of stabbing the meat on the tray with a fork repeatedly, it's scary. I gulped, trying to hold back the tears, what do I do now? I've already explained to Dai, or should I get out of here, avoid this time or that, when he's less angry we'll talk normally again.
"I'm full, so let's go." Without giving him time to pull me back, I ran faster than the wind to the library. Well, he still chased me all the way to the library.
"You're so good, Iowa, now you want to avoid me! You say you're full, but the tray is still the same. You're fooling me too."
"Ah hahaha, sorry I didn't mean to. You're mad at me, I don't like the tension between us."
"I didn't mean to lie to you, so don't be mad at me." I expressed regret and regret.
Dai's facial muscles are a bit more relaxed than before, he patted my head, pulled me into big and big arms, hugged my body, Dai's next action made me blush, also a determined to put an end to this unrequited love, I was afraid he would get hurt, so I always wanted to find the most appropriate time, words would cause less damage.
He's very tall, so even though he couldn't see him because his arms were tightly wrapped around his me chest, Dai lowered his head, face his face into my hair, I noticed it right away, and pushed him away with force. Dai is squeezing me in his arms. It's more outrageous that he kisses my neck and bites. I was unable to take it anymore, after three pushes I got out of his arms, it had to be resolved.
“Dai, you need to understand…” Without letting me finish, he grabbed my wrist and kissed my calloused hand, awkwardly. I quickly withdrew my hand.
“I know what you mean! We've grown up together through so many things… You must have feelings for me too, you just haven't realized it yet.”
I got a little angry, shouted: “I don't want you to get hurt Dai, if I really had feelings for you… I wouldn't have resisted your outrageous actions just now.”
“From childhood until now, present, and future for me, you are family, an older brother. Thank you for your special love for me and also sorry, I can't.”
Dai stands motionless like a statue, his eyes widen looking at me, his eyes are red, but there are no tears, are these words too much? I didn't mean to imply such harsh words.
He lifted his leg, turned to leave, I was busy looking at Dai's back, still feeling guilty, I felt like a villain, feeling guilty for rejecting a sincere person… I'm angry at myself for not making it clear sooner, angry at myself for speaking too heavily.
I sat at the table, took out a temporary book to read, but my heart was as tangled as silk. Today I woke up quite earlier than usual, sleepy is understandable, just close my eyes for a while.
“I…”
I remember my eyes to see who it is, even if it is just a blurry image of the hair, I know who it is right away without guessing old or young anymore.
The shadowy figure slowly approached my face, this was the chance. I sat up, self-exclamation this time. I was surprised after the hard blow to his forehead rapidly, I was still in quite a bit of pain, towards Marijn he fell to the ground.
“Are you okay, are you feeling better?” His question made my already flat heart flutter a little. Is he not angry? I hit him and made him fall to the ground… You are such a bad guy, I don't know what kind of person he is! He did a bad job with me and Marijn deserved it, best not to care.
“You… you're so evil, you should avoid it?”
I often beat myself up, am I too soft-hearted? I didn't expect that one day I would act so gentle, so unexpected.
Grasping hands bigger than mine, the other supporting his large back. When I realized that the action was out of control, I sold everything, causing him to hit his head on the floor again.
“Marijn…” Involuntarily, once again reaching out to help, too embarrassed.
Do this count as hitting while? No, admittedly he's a good kisser, and… But I don't like him.
Marijn invited me to eat some cake, we had a very normal conversation like close friends, what do I say with him? I don't think we are the same, they are different from A to Z. I asked him if he mistook me for someone else, he shook his head, his attitude was adamant no. He also promised not to do such actions again in the future, without my consent.
That's hard to believe! Once there will be a second time or more.
“And why do you keep bringing me here?” I asked curiously.
Marijn waved her hand, clarifying that it wasn't him: “Nobody here is capable of sending a soul anywhere. It was you who came.”
I rolled my eyes to see him choking the whole piece of cake. Did I come here by myself? How? I don't know yet?
“Are you kidding me?”
“No, if I'm incompetent, I don't even want to come to this world, then why are you here?”
“Don't joke like that, I just calmed down.”
“I don't think about this place every time I go to sleep, so it can't be.”
He rested his hands on the table and smiled mischievously: “Who knows.”
Looking at the disgusted face, I stopped talking, I took a large portion of cake and put it in my mouth.
“Be careful not to choke.” While saying that, Marijn poured tea into my cup. Now, there's something more annoying than eating large, choking chunks, and that's being watched while eating.
“Metamorphosis.” After I finished eating the cake, I gave him two words “pervert” in his face.Does this count as hitting while? No, admittedly he's a good kisser, and… But I don't like him.
Marijn invited me to eat some cake, we had a very normal conversation like close friends, what do I say with him? I don't think they are the same, they are different from A to Z. I asked him if he mistook me for someone else, he shook his head, his attitude was adamant no. He also promised not to do such actions again in the future, without my consent.
That's hard to believe! Once, a second can happen, sometimes more.
“And why do you keep bringing me here?” I asked curiously.
Marijn waved her hand, clarifying that it wasn't him: “Nobody here is capable of sending a soul anywhere. It was you who came.”
I rolled my eyes to see him choking. Did I come here by myself? How? I don't know yet?
“Are you kidding me?”
“No, if I'm incompetent, I don't even want to come to this world, then why are you here?”
“Don't joke like that, I just calmed down.”
“I don't think about this place every time I go to sleep, so it can't be.”
He rested his hands on the table and smiled mischievously: “Who knows.”
Looking at the disgusted face, stop talking. I took a large portion of cake and put it in my mouth.
“Be careful not to choke.” While saying that, Marijn poured tea into my cup. Now, there's something more annoying than eating large, choking chunks, and that's being watched while eating.
“Metamorphosis.” After I finished eating the cake, I gave him two words “pervert” in his face.