Ivy Finlay's POV
He won, he just made my already damage heart turn to a none existence beating heart, I thought before pilling away my eyes from her and his car then I drove off speeding up that she would notice something is wrong.
And if I don't do that, I might end up hitting her with the car till she give up the ghost. What an innocent girl, she shouldn't be involved.
That's what my head kept screaming till u speed out of my house because I know what am capable of doing if I don't.
Tuning in my most hated music, I started moving my head in accordance with the music while chewing on the fresh fruit I took from home.
I can't believe he actually spoilt my plan of eating the whole table today, like I thought today would be the first time I would go back to being the foodie that I was before we started dating.
But nope, he ruined my plan of doing so along side with my parent whose life are devoted to the Alpha and his family members.
Unlike me, f**k Alpha and his family especially his son. To hell with them, I thought throwing out the seed of the fruit I just finished.
Am Ivy Finlay, am going to be eighteen soon. Finally going to be an adult without a mate although, I have no hope in finding one.
Who knows maybe I would later be given out to the Alpha son if I age twenty five years old without a mate which anger me the more, how can I later turn out to be given as a gift to someone when am not a thing.
I prefer to be like this without a mate than having be given out to him because I am unable to find myself a mate, what a shame for me to later turn out as his second wife by gift.
Not even by nature or choice, by gift. What an insult to my existence as a werewolf who is from an honor family too again.
Here in my park, they have their own culture which is different from the other parks. The same culture and rule which is actually tearing me apart right now.
The same culture which says once you are twenty five years old without a mate, it's either you are given out to the Alpha where you will be his concubine or you would given out to your ex lover.
Although that's if he still wants you and once those three don't work out, they have no choice but to give you out to one of those guys whose mate are dead or they are mateless like you.
But you would have been used to perform so many rituals before you are allowed to have any of those as option and husband.
Although once you are given out, there's nothing that would make you feel joy again because the person who received you would surely treat you like a shit.
Why? Because you were given to him by free heart not due to love, nature or mate which would make him value you.
Seeing it like this in my own turn, I only have two years more to decide either to take my own life, run away or embark on the journey of looking for my mate.
Although, the journey of a thing is a maybe of a thing because our culture says it's a taboo for a lady to go in search of her mate, the man should be the one to either he is from another park or not.
I just hate the fact that am all caught up in this bull shit, how I wish I can just go back or maybe disappear from the surface of the earth rather having to hold unto no fate of finding my mate.
Rather, of my mate finding me which is like a lose thread to hold onto.
Back to my introduction, am a female ad you know, light skin with this slim body and long legs. You can call me a slim lady but I prefer been called a normal size lady.
I have the butt, I have the hip, I have the slim waist and the flat stomach but the breast is a little bit small for the kind of butt I have and am satisfied with it because I won't go through the stress of wearing bra all the time.
I have two brothers but one is my senior brother while the other is my twin brother,my senior brother is twenty now with a mate whom they met five years back and they have been good aside from the fact that my twin brother is dead.
He was killed due to an attack which took place thirteen years ago and that same attack that turned two parks to enemy,that same attack that brought me and that bastard together.
It all started when he turned to the one who do console me after the death of my brother and the death of some of our park members.
From there,we turn out to be friends then down to best friends. We started doing things together and finding comfort in each other's embrace.
Whenever I have a problem,I would go to him and he would help me through it. Whenever he has one,he would come to me and I would help him.
His enemies became mine and my enemies became his that we both fight them together,he became my partner in crime and we have never get caught not onces aside when we tricked the alpha himself.
We were punished still,we played then and pretended to be sorry making the Alpha to release us and once we are out again,we cause another trouble but we weren't caught.
We started sharing that look between ourselves then that people noticed it but we didn't know what it is.
But still, we share so many kisses and touching of each other's private part then and once we were ten years old, we started acting like we are mate.
From there, he asked me out and I said yes even though we have been together for four years already, it all seems right till a week ago.
F**k love, I thought slamming my foot on my break pad as I parked my car in my parking space in the school garage... TBC