Ivy Finley's POV
" Those are not the reason why I was being voted for and I have my reasons for wanting to step down."I said looking at her while I swallow hard.
Knowing she is someone who hated people still having more reason to do what she just lecture about , I know I might end up being on her bad side today but I don't give a damn as far as I don't get to see him every day , I am blessed already.
" Let me hear from you but if it's not enough for you to step down , you might end up getting into trouble." She said.
Am in trouble already,I thought while creating what I want to say in my mind . Putting everything together in my brain,I kept on checking and re checking if my sentences are correct and also , if my point are really worth listening to and also,if they are not going get me into more trouble.
" Hmmm...." I cleared my voice as I sat upright with a pen in my hand and my hand placed on the table.
" Everyone knows that I was being voted for as the assistant because the future Alpha was the class representative. They also know how dangerous he is and how close inseparable we were. Who among all wants to be on his bad side knowing how deadly and dangerous he is. " I said staring back at her.
" I can say those who nominated me for this post , most of them did it because they all thought I was the future Luna of their land who will rule them in the future. They acted so sweet and nice towards me just for that and now that it has finally showed it self that am not their future Luna, what do you think would be now?
What fate do I hold that I wouldn't be asked to step down from that position for her? It's better for me to step down myself rather than having them tell me or force me to do so. At least, it's our elders that said it's better to save your self the respect rather than having to make you step down due to shame." I said while paying she really understand my point this time around because she count herself as someone who is always right on this campus.
" I understand and I know this feeling you are having. Well... I won't force you to more than you can handle neither would I ask you to go more length because of the mate bond. But I only want you to take a look at those who selected you because of your good heart, because of the way you have shown them mercy and your good will for them.
Remember that you have always have this leadership spirit within you. If you aren't the Luna today, you can be another time. Who knows if you will be mated to an alpha stronger than the one whom we have now. No one can tell what the future holds."
She stated making me feel so tired and dizzy because she just keeps on talking out of line. It's a pity she isn't getting it. Maybe I have to use another way to explain this to her
"You know having a mate who has marked you as his will only make everything single and lonely about you feel lively. Why? Because you two will be spotted together no matter where you are or where you are going to, you will always be together.
Then the moment you find your mate will another lady alone which you know they have been romantically together before what would you feel if you are the mate at that moment?" I asked looking at her as she swallow hard.
Of course, she knows I already have my point but I still need her to answer that question. Waiting for some minutes and noticing she doesn't have what to say so I smirk and continue.
"Of course,you will feel jealousy running through your vain as you sight both of them from afar. And the guy who is your mate would feel it too and he will be guilty of what he didn't do or have hand in. And two, it would cause fight between them due to the issue of trust.
And the last thing I want to have my name painted for is sleeping or not letting go of my ex which later ended up causing him and his mate to reject each other and damage their relationship. I would be labeled a relationship breaker and also a bitch who stoop so low to damage their relationship either because of jealousy, hated for each other or because of I desperately wanted him back."
I explained with a torn heart even though I really wanted him back but I can't because he isn't mine and never would he be mine, am just a girl who would always get disappointed no matter how much I try. I thought as I sigh sadly.
" Well,you have made your choice and am not to cast them away but please think about it even for a minute before doing what you would later regret. You are a leader and would for ever will just think about your decision for a minute more,I beg of you. " She said making me sigh in frustration.
" There's nothing to think about this matter ma'am, I have made my decision to step down from this position in order not to get into the lover birds way and two, I am not meant for anything called leadership.i would always be an ordinary person." I said while she cut in quickly than I had thought she would.
"Even with my skills, I can't tell what your fate is, but you have a strong arua around you which demands for respect every minute and every seconds. It take a whole lot of pride for one not to come crawling around you."

She said again as I was about cutting in, the land phone started ringing...TBC