Love the sinner, Hate the sin 30.
THE KISS
Seth was looking at his father face to face,He couldn't see anything he just looked at Tessa.
" What is he doing here???? Seth asked.
" Who ????? Your dad !!!! I asked
" He's not my dad….Seth yelled.
" Seth !!! What's wrong this is what you want, Why are you acting up???? I questioned Seth who was already looking so upset.
" You brought this monster to my house,To where I live with my friends!!!!! Are you insane???? Where I live with you!!! This man is dangerous didn't I say that to you,He once hit me with a baseball bat…. Do you know what the hell that means, Jesus Christ….. Why are you trying to force yourself to make things work…. Damnit... Seth yelled and dashed out.
" Am so sorry,Iii…. Mr Adams sobbed.
" It's fine, Huh... Just leave for now,We will contact you, Adrian said.
" Miss….I am so sorry,Mr Adams apologized to me.
" What happened????? Eddy walked in.
" Seth looks furious, Jimmy said behind Eddy.
" Mr Walters….. Daniel gasped.
" Danny!!!!!
" What is he doing here ???? That explains Seth's mood…
" I just wanted to help,I stuttered.
" Sandra It's fine, Adrian tapped my shoulders,I felt devastated and yet I was consoled in my sister's name,I thought of myself as stupid and I just ran inside.
" What the hell is wrong with Seth!!!!! Daniel scoffed.
" She was just trying to help,Eddy sighed.
" He was too harsh on her and I won't let him go away with it,She went through hell... Adrian walked out to look for Seth.
Seth's pov.
Tears run down my eyes as I relived my childhood, His face brought back memories I wanted to kill, Memories that was heart stabbing, Memories that kept burning in my head,Why did she have to bring him here.
" Arggggghhhh!!!!!! I dragged down the portrait on the wall.
" Was that really necessary???? Adrian asked.
" Not now !!!!!
" Really.. Seth you know I used to look up to you until I found out how weak you are but yet you try and deceive yourself that you can do it all alone,I may be the calm one but I am the most observant... You don't want to ask for help because you don't want to look weak, Don't you ever wonder why you have PTSD, Multiple personalities and all these crap... It's because you don't seem to let things go and you keep them at heart thinking asking for help will make you look weak,Seth !!!! For crying out loud She was on a five hours journey without food or water….she just had breakfast when she left remember...She dragged me to drive her to a remote town we both didn't know where we were going but we did it because of you, You know why !!! it's because we care about you and even though you can't see it or you don't care,That wasn't necessary...She went through shit to bring your dad here and this is how you pay her…
" I don't want him here…I lowered my voice.
" That's what you think Seth!!!!! You don't want to ask for help or better still you think you don't need your dad's apology but don't you think it would be great to think things out with him, Make him feel the pain you went through.. Make him feel the guilt, Make him regret everything he did to you... You needed to see how doctor Sandra poured it out on him and yet you scolded her…. that's just pathetic... Adrain walked out.
All of a sudden I felt my head ache, I was about having an episode but the thought of what I did to Doctor Sandra overpowered it and I just left my room. I was standing opposite her door but I couldn't knock.
" Gurl it's his loss, Miley said on the phone.
" I just wanted to help him,I didn't know he didn't want to see his dad at all..He told me he wanted an apology and I promised to give that to him...I didn't know he would be so sad about it,I sobbed.
" Heyyyy !!!! Don't cry,Why are you crying???? He isn't worth it !!! Cheer up babe, Miley consoled.
" I just don't know how I feel right now,I can't even explain my emotions right now...I whimpered.
" Okay… What you need girl.. You hear me…
" Yeah I do…
" What you need right now is a good sleep, You go freshen up and go to bed okay... Miley instructed.
" Kk...I will face time you tomorrow,I said.
" Love ya…
" You too babe,I hung up and I sighed,I threw myself on my bed when I heard a knock on my door.
" Who is it???? I asked.
" Doctor Sandra!!!! I ummmmm
" Seth go away...I don't want to talk to you right now okay,I frowned.
" I snapped okay….I messed up and when I saw him I was so damn afraid,He made me relived those bad moments and I just wanted him to go away...I am so sorry I snapped at you,I swear...I really am, Seth apologize.
" I just wanted to help….I opened the door.
I saw the sincerity in his eyes and it melted everything,The anger in me just went down like ice.
" You,Eddy, Jimmy, Adrain and Daniel are the only people I have... You guys are family to me….I don't want anything to happen to you guys...I don't want anything to happen to you...Seth confessed.
" Seth….Am so sorry...I should have asked.
" No ,No, It's fine… Today I couldn't handle my emotions when I met my dad... You know what happens when it's like that right but somehow I was calm because I thought about you...Am healing because you are always on my mind, Seth confessed.
" Is that a good thing?????
" It's amazing,Seth dragged me to his arms and I didn't even resist. I pat his head and held him closer I just wanted him to feel peace and comfort.
Seth looked at me for a minute and he smiled.
" What !!!!!
" I didn't say anything, Seth chuckled.
" I mean why are you looking at me like that ???? I smiled.
" How can you be so pretty in distress ???? Seth smiled.
" You have heard of the damsel in distress, Don't you think am that damsel…
" You are better,Seth leaned closer to me,I looked towards him and I felt my heart pounding so fast but what was weird was Seth's heart was also have the same rhythm.
He wrapped his hands around my waist ,He stared in my eyes for a long time pulling me closer to him,I gasped and placed my hands on the back of his neck,He picked strands of my hair and guarded it backwards,Was he playing me or was he actually going to do it ???.
In a twinkle of an eye our lips met,It caused butterflies in my stomach and I kissed him back,Seth pulled me closer and we got deep in how kiss. Our lips synced he ran his hands on my thighs and I couldn't help but moan to it, I ran my hands through his hair like I have always wanted. It wasn't my first kiss but it was different..I felt a spark of emotions and passions. We both pulled back to catch our breath and we kissed for a short while. Seth hugged me, When he let me go we stared at each other and It felt like we both finally agreed that we were in love.